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This program examines the prosthetic
rehabilitatio of missing or malformed anatomy.

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Due to its graphic nature,
viewer discretion is advised

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My hands
 were so dead.

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My body was in
excruciating pain.

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This is different

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Hands are by far

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the largest prosthesis

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that we make here.

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I love you, Mommy.

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A mother's touch,

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that's what we're
trying to restore here.

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They removed six to eight
ounces of gravel from my face.

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I have quite the quilt
 to work with.

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Daniel's skin graft is kind of
throwing me for a loop.

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Does it grow hair?

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-It does.
-Yeah.

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I'm ready to feel...

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like myself again.

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-Hello, friend.
-What?

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Allison made
 my first replacement ear

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and my second.

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My dogs keep eating my ears.

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Follow
 my instructions

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and do not let
your pets eat this.

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It's very difficult
to think about
who I am right now.

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It's like pretty much

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starting a whole new life.

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My name is Victoria.

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I'm 40 years old.

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And I have no hands,

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no feet.

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So, I use a

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strap

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'cause I'm gonna
put the spoon in here.

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Before I got sick,

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I came to Denver, Colorado
 from Kenya

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when I was 19 years old
 for school.

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Coming to Denver, I mean,
it didn't change much of me.

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People like to be outdoors,

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which is...

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pretty much my jam.

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Right around 2010,

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I started my own business
 in property management.

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My boyfriend at the time
was my business partner

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and we were a good team.

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2015, I had Zander.

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For me, it was
 a beautiful time

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'cause I had
 this little person

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that I loved with
 every fiber of my being,

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and I was improving myself.

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And then 2019 happened.

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Started coughing.

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I didn't think much of it,

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but it was so persistent.

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Every time I went to sleep,

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I couldn't breathe.

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The doctor explained to me,
 "You have walking pneumonia.

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So, I'm thinking antibiotics

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and I'll be fine.

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And then they told me
I'm septic.

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The infection was

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seeping into my blood.

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My body was in
excruciating pain.

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They put me in
 a medically-induced coma.

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At around week three,

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eventually I wake up

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and I'm like, "Whoa!

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Why are my hands black?"

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Because I did not have
 any circulation,

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my hands were so dead.

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And my feet were
 just stuck there.

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If they stayed, I'm dead.

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There was no way
 I was going to
 survive with them.

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I walked into the hospital

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in January with my limbs,

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and by March,
 they had cut them all.

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My leg prosthetics
are part of me.

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I feel like
they're part of me.

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Getting my legs

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was probably
 one of the best moments

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I'd had that year.

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But my hands, no.

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So, here comes the puzzle,

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which hand goes where.

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So, you put this on like
you'd put on a jacket.

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They're cumbersome
to put on and off.

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If I'm picking up
something like this...

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It's like baggage.

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If I'm picking up
towel, maybe.

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Argh!

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I prefer just
not wearing them.

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You're gonna do
 the socks, right?

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Oh, cool.

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And just
 for my son, Zander,

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is he ever gonna accept me

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as I am this way?

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When I drop him off
 at his school,

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there's like,
all these kids outside,

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and some of them will see me

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and they will
walk off the path.

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Some of them will just
 stand and stare.

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Emotionally, yes,

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it weighs heavy on him.

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Zander, what are you
gonna make now?

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-What is it called?
-Playground.

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Oh, playground, okay.

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My name is Marcie
and I have known Victoria
for 20 plus years.

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- It's okay, but...
- Boring.

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- Make something fun, then it won't be boring.
- -Yep.

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Watching Zander
 through

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Victoria's sepsis episode

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was a struggle.

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He just shut down
and did not talk,

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did not wanna eat,

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and did not know
how to handle
the whole situation.

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Does it feel
different, papa,
when you hold my hand?

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'Cause now I'm missing
the whole hand
and it's just shorter now.

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Yeah, 'cause it's not
my hand hand, right?

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If Victoria got hands
that looked like hands,

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then Zander would feel
 his mom is normal,

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like everybody else.

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Oh, my God!
What if I get them

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and now I can
tickle you harder?

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Then what's gonna happen?

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I'm hoping Allison's hand

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will help Zander
 feel confident.

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-How many do you want?
-One hundred.

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He's learning fas

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and he's growing

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and he's adapting.

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-It feels soft.
-It feels soft.

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-And you like
when Mummy does that?
-Mmm-hmm.

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So, I love that about

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normalizing things with him.

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-I love you, Mommy.
-You do?

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-Hmm. 1,312.
-How much?

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So, today I get to meet
Victoria.

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Hands are by far
 the largest prosthesis

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that we make here.

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And let's not forget,
she needs two.

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I'm excited.

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We are moving forward.

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The kind
 of prostheses I normally mak

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for example, an ear or a nos

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are kind of placed
 onto the face.

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Victoria's hands

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have to stand up to
a lot harder treatment.

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What's in that bag?

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- Can I use one of them?
- Yeah, like, yeah...

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I need to bring in

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a fellow anaplastologist,
David Robinson.

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He has a very
 special skill set,

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larger in prostheses.

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He understands
 the weight bearing

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and the functional components
that we need for Victoria.

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-Okay, all right.
-Let's rock.

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Good morning!

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-Hey, nice to meet you.
-Nice to meet you, Victoria.

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This is David.
Victoria.

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-Hi, David.
-Nice to meet you, Victoria.

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He'll be helping out
with your case.

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So, tell me a little bit about
what you would want
for your hands.

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The thing is

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being around people
with my son.

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It's uncomfortable for him

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because of the reactions
they have

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when they look at me.

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-So, I would like
to ease that on him.
-Okay.

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Losing both hands
is debilitating,

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but also really isolating.

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It takes away your connectio

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with those you love,
 like your children.

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A mother's touch,

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that's what we're trying
to restore here.

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There's also
the eating function.

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So, you'd like to try,

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hopefully use
a prosthetic hand

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to support your fork

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-and feed yourself?
-If it is possible.

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To help Victoria
accomplish her goals,

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David will create
 the hand shapes.

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He'll put wire inside them,

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so that she can
pose those fingers

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to be able to grasp
different objects.

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For example,
holding onto a water bottle
all the time,

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it's just a matter
of moving the pinky and...

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And I'm working on the colors,

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those finer details,
to really bring this to life.

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I'm like, "Yay!"

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But before
 we proceed,

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determining
a patient's candidacy

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for a prosthesis
 is very important.

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How is your sensation?

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Sensitivity, better now.

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I mean, I can do push-ups now

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-with just my hands
as... instead of this.
-Right on the end?

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- That's impressive.
- Wow.

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It took a lot of practice.

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- Do it.
You counting?
-Mmm-hmm.

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Do it, come on.

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One, two,

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three.

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I am in the presence
of a bad* here.

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Nine, ten.
You're done.

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Thank you.

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We first start
by taking impressions
of both sides.

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Once we have those copies of your anatomy...

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...that gives us
a start

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-then for the definitive
prosthesis.
-Mmm-hmm.

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-Are you ready?
-I am.

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Okay. Let's get messy.

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-Let's get messy.
-Let's do it.

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We're using
an impression-type silicone.

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All you have to do
is pretend to be a statue.

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This is different.

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- So gooey.
- That's right.

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How are your shoulders,
Victoria?

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Yeah, perfect.

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Good answer.

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I think Victoria'
 fighting spirit

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has gone a really long way

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in how she's been  able to
deal with her amputations.

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I can't wait to see
how it comes off

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'cause I don't see how
this is going to come out.

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Now
 the pressure is on us

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to deliver the goods.

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So, I'm just gonna
wet this plaster bandage.

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Not only do these prostheses
have to be tough enough

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to bear weight for her,

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but it's a lot
 of surface area.

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If I don't nail this color,

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they can look like they
don't belong to her.

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- Oh, you got the whole thing, that's great.
- Nice.

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You didn't wax me either.

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That's right.

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- My ear has been beautiful.
- Okay.

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- But can you see the tooth marks?
- -Yeah.

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Look at those chews.

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My poor ear.

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It's a pretty fun chew toy,
apparently.

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There's a saying,

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"You can save your face
 or your *, but not both."

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I was only left
with one option.

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My name is Daniel,
I'm 41 years old
from Boulder, Colorado,

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and I lost my eye
in a car wreck.

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Putting my ocular in
 has become second nature,
 really.

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I used to be a very
eye-sensitive person.

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If I saw someone put contacts,
then my eyes would water.

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But I had got over that.

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I was always pretty sensitive
and emotional kid.

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My childhood

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began typically normally

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for having a Jewish
 cowboy lawyer for a father

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and a German Protestant
 for a mother.

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And went
to a Buddhist preschool,

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naturally.

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My parents had got divorced
 in the second grade.

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I began drinking
 and doing drugs
 in the seventh grade,

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until I was 18.

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At that point,
 I turned it around.

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Got married, got divorced,
went back to college.

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I was doing pretty well
 for a while.

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And then

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my father passed in 2014,

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which was kind of like
 the last straw.

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By 2017,

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I was pretty much at a place
where I was...

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confident that I would just
drink myself to death.

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I got in the car,

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and I proceeded to fly
down this canyon

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at over 100 miles an hour,

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and I overcorrected a turn,

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flipped the car several time

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They removed,

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I think they said
six to eight ounces
of gravel from my face.

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I had facial degloving,

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which is the medical term

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for skin being peeled
 off the bone.

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I had my eye removed.

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I had a graft
of skin taken from my thigh

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and attached to my face.

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I was lucky to survive.

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I just have a...

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...limited scope...
...of vision.

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So, I have to use
other senses.

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I have to feel more.

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I often nick myself,

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as it's not really
even anymore.

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And I also have to shave

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my skin graft because
it grows leg hair.

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After they took my eye,

00:15:15.340 --> 00:15:18.540
the doctors made me
an ocular prosthetic.

00:15:18.540 --> 00:15:21.540
But having
 a heavily scarred face

00:15:21.550 --> 00:15:23.350
around the eye,

00:15:23.350 --> 00:15:24.680
it just didn't look right.

00:15:25.820 --> 00:15:27.850
So, I had a mold made

00:15:27.920 --> 00:15:30.550
and made a silver eye.

00:15:30.620 --> 00:15:33.420
And now it's
 in a much better place now.

00:15:34.230 --> 00:15:35.960
I mean basically,
after the wreck,

00:15:36.030 --> 00:15:38.430
my eyebrow was up here.

00:15:39.860 --> 00:15:41.260
I don't think I have that...

00:15:42.670 --> 00:15:44.830
action left anymore.

00:15:45.740 --> 00:15:47.170
What I'm looking for

00:15:47.940 --> 00:15:49.670
is an upper facial prosthetic.

00:15:51.280 --> 00:15:53.680
For lack of a better word,
an eyebrow.

00:16:02.220 --> 00:16:04.750
Ah, buddy, you got people
backing up behind you.

00:16:04.760 --> 00:16:06.860
-You can speed up a bit.
-All right, all right.

00:16:06.920 --> 00:16:09.930
I'm just trying
to drive safe here.

00:16:09.930 --> 00:16:12.490
My name's Clay,
I've been best friends
with Daniel

00:16:12.500 --> 00:16:13.760
for 35 years,

00:16:13.830 --> 00:16:15.130
since the first day
 of the first grade.

00:16:17.940 --> 00:16:19.570
Before the accident,

00:16:19.670 --> 00:16:22.340
Daniel was very flamboyant

00:16:22.340 --> 00:16:24.340
and extroverted.

00:16:24.340 --> 00:16:26.740
We would go
 to the movies oftentimes

00:16:26.740 --> 00:16:28.840
and he would
 be yelling hilarious things

00:16:28.850 --> 00:16:31.950
and he'd get  the whole
audience laughing with him.

00:16:32.750 --> 00:16:34.850
Feel like
I'm riding with grandpa.

00:16:34.920 --> 00:16:36.250
Step on it
is what you're saying.

00:16:38.420 --> 00:16:40.720
And since the accident,

00:16:40.730 --> 00:16:44.660
a big part of his journey
 has been healing his...

00:16:45.800 --> 00:16:47.530
self-confidence.

00:16:47.530 --> 00:16:49.700
Given the juxtaposition of my

00:16:49.700 --> 00:16:53.040
face and the fact that
my eyelids don't operate,

00:16:53.040 --> 00:16:54.840
open and close,

00:16:54.840 --> 00:16:56.340
it's kind of creepy.

00:16:56.340 --> 00:16:58.540
-Folks staring or what not.
-Yeah.

00:16:58.540 --> 00:17:00.680
I'm pretty much
made for Halloween
these days.

00:17:01.480 --> 00:17:03.850
I cleaned up and

00:17:03.850 --> 00:17:06.050
I began to realize that

00:17:06.550 --> 00:17:08.350
I had to

00:17:08.420 --> 00:17:10.920
stop beating myself
with guilt and shame.

00:17:12.360 --> 00:17:14.520
A lot of healing.
I'm doing a lot of that.

00:17:15.230 --> 00:17:17.760
But I'm ready to feel,

00:17:17.860 --> 00:17:19.530
like myself again, physically.

00:17:28.670 --> 00:17:30.340
-Good morning, Daniel.
-Good morning.

00:17:30.340 --> 00:17:32.170
-How are you?
-Good, so nice
to meet you.

00:17:32.280 --> 00:17:33.840
You too.

00:17:33.840 --> 00:17:35.340
Tell me where we start here.

00:17:35.950 --> 00:17:37.850
So, I flipped a car

00:17:37.850 --> 00:17:40.420
at 100 miles an hour
with no seat belt on.

00:17:40.420 --> 00:17:42.650
-Well, that's a first. Okay.
-And opened the sunroof.

00:17:43.920 --> 00:17:46.020
And had facial degloving.

00:17:47.530 --> 00:17:49.530
I've had patients come

00:17:49.530 --> 00:17:52.530
to see me as a result
of car accidents.

00:17:52.530 --> 00:17:56.060
They've never been as extrem
as Daniel's case.

00:17:58.440 --> 00:18:00.070
I was very
 lucky to survive.

00:18:00.170 --> 00:18:03.070
Very lucky I wasn't
a vegetable.

00:18:04.140 --> 00:18:06.340
Facial disfigurement
is not something

00:18:06.340 --> 00:18:07.880
you can hide from the world.

00:18:08.950 --> 00:18:11.010
So, what are you wearing
in your eye right now?

00:18:11.020 --> 00:18:14.320
So, having a natural-looking
prosthetic

00:18:14.320 --> 00:18:17.750
didn't really work
with the rest of my face,

00:18:17.760 --> 00:18:20.420
so I basically made
this silver eye.

00:18:20.830 --> 00:18:22.420
I like it.

00:18:22.430 --> 00:18:24.730
Daniel doesn't
necessarily want

00:18:24.730 --> 00:18:27.760
a natural-looking prosthesis.

00:18:27.830 --> 00:18:30.330
His silver ocular fits him
and his style,

00:18:30.330 --> 00:18:31.670
so he's rockin' it.

00:18:32.640 --> 00:18:34.340
Tell me what
you were thinking

00:18:34.340 --> 00:18:36.440
for me to be able to do.

00:18:36.870 --> 00:18:38.440
Well, I guess

00:18:38.440 --> 00:18:41.840
- I was thinking more of this area.
- -Okay.

00:18:41.850 --> 00:18:45.050
-Do you mind if I feel around
a little bit?
-No, not at all.

00:18:45.050 --> 00:18:47.820
Okay. Let me see how much
the eyebrow moves.

00:18:47.820 --> 00:18:50.450
-Go ahead and...
Oh, not a lot.
-No, not a lot.

00:18:50.960 --> 00:18:51.950
Smile real big.

00:18:52.460 --> 00:18:53.520
Yeah.

00:18:54.120 --> 00:18:55.760
Nothing is sore here.

00:18:55.760 --> 00:18:57.630
Okay.

00:18:57.630 --> 00:19:01.130
Well, we could finish off
the eyebrow.

00:19:01.130 --> 00:19:04.730
We can make a real small
eyebrow prosthesis for you.

00:19:04.740 --> 00:19:05.830
Taper it out.

00:19:05.840 --> 00:19:07.340
-Let's do it.
-Okay, okay.

00:19:09.270 --> 00:19:11.670
Daniel's eyebrow
 prosthesis will be

00:19:11.680 --> 00:19:14.680
really on the smaller side
 of prosthetics that I make,

00:19:14.780 --> 00:19:17.650
but small prosthesis can have
very big impact.

00:19:18.850 --> 00:19:23.620
Eyebrows are a very integra
 part of someone's face.

00:19:23.620 --> 00:19:28.020
They are very essential
to facial symmetry

00:19:28.030 --> 00:19:30.160
and facial recognition.

00:19:30.260 --> 00:19:31.460
Basically, it's silicone

00:19:31.530 --> 00:19:34.930
and then it'll be adhered
to you with some adhesive.

00:19:34.930 --> 00:19:36.330
I think the best thing,
though, would

00:19:36.330 --> 00:19:38.670
be if I could borrow some
of your own hair for that.

00:19:38.740 --> 00:19:40.640
-Absolutely.
-And so, I was looking
at your hair.

00:19:40.640 --> 00:19:42.640
Are you going to hate me
if I cut a few
little pieces here

00:19:42.640 --> 00:19:45.540
-and utilize that?
-Not at all.

00:19:45.540 --> 00:19:47.440
At this point, I'm really
used to putting

00:19:47.440 --> 00:19:49.210
body parts in other places,

00:19:49.210 --> 00:19:52.750
taking skin from my thigh
to put it to my face.

00:19:52.750 --> 00:19:55.950
-A little off the side,
that'd be great.
-Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.

00:19:56.820 --> 00:19:58.420
Careful what you ask for.

00:19:58.420 --> 00:20:01.420
So, why not take some hair
from my head to build
an eyebrow?

00:20:01.430 --> 00:20:02.760
Well, you got
a few less now.

00:20:04.660 --> 00:20:06.460
I'd like to

00:20:06.530 --> 00:20:09.330
pick out something out
of this box

00:20:09.330 --> 00:20:12.030
that's similar to you.

00:20:12.770 --> 00:20:15.140
Daniel's process is a direct

00:20:15.140 --> 00:20:17.570
sculpting into silicone.

00:20:17.670 --> 00:20:19.840
So, his coloring session

00:20:19.840 --> 00:20:25.780
is really just going to be me
selecting a pretty darn close color

00:20:25.820 --> 00:20:28.250
from my color swatch box.

00:20:28.350 --> 00:20:30.320
I love this color for your...

00:20:31.120 --> 00:20:32.420
forehead.

00:20:32.420 --> 00:20:34.660
-Mm-hmm.
-But I'm thinking
I should probably

00:20:34.660 --> 00:20:36.360
be matching more
to your graft.

00:20:39.930 --> 00:20:42.800
Daniel's skin graft is kind of
throwing me for a loop.

00:20:42.800 --> 00:20:44.830
It's a very different color

00:20:44.840 --> 00:20:46.440
from what I'm trying
to match to.

00:20:46.440 --> 00:20:48.970
Where did your graft...
where did they harvest your...

00:20:49.040 --> 00:20:50.240
From my thigh, here.

00:20:50.240 --> 00:20:51.740
-Does it grow hair?
-It does.

00:20:51.740 --> 00:20:53.080
Yeah.

00:20:53.180 --> 00:20:56.450
The graft is living skin.

00:20:56.450 --> 00:20:58.680
It's just that the skin
 from our thigh

00:20:58.780 --> 00:21:00.750
is very different from
what's on our face.

00:21:01.320 --> 00:21:02.620
It gets goose bumps, too.

00:21:03.420 --> 00:21:05.350
Does it?

00:21:05.460 --> 00:21:06.960
I'm worried
 that these

00:21:07.060 --> 00:21:09.360
extremely contrasting
skin tones

00:21:09.460 --> 00:21:13.030
and colors could prove
more difficult than  I'm thinking.

00:21:14.330 --> 00:21:15.430
Turn that way
a little bit for me.

00:21:17.130 --> 00:21:18.130
Darn it!

00:21:19.440 --> 00:21:21.240
That's what my nightmares
are made of.

00:21:22.340 --> 00:21:24.670
It's a really big day
for Victoria.

00:21:24.780 --> 00:21:27.240
Hold her by the hand
and I'll twist.

00:21:27.240 --> 00:21:29.140
Try just brute force.

00:21:29.150 --> 00:21:32.750
Worst-case scenario
is the prosthesis is torn.

00:21:32.750 --> 00:21:34.420
Fold.
No, no.

00:21:45.230 --> 00:21:46.230
What you doing?

00:21:48.170 --> 00:21:49.330
My name is Karen

00:21:49.330 --> 00:21:50.830
and I'm from
Fort Worth, Texas.

00:21:53.340 --> 00:21:55.540
In 2017,

00:21:55.540 --> 00:21:59.840
I had a ton of cumulative
sun damage

00:21:59.840 --> 00:22:01.680
and got skin cancer

00:22:01.680 --> 00:22:03.680
on my original ear.

00:22:03.680 --> 00:22:05.250
So being so close
 to the brain,

00:22:05.250 --> 00:22:06.450
it had to go away.

00:22:08.250 --> 00:22:10.020
They took out my ear canal

00:22:11.020 --> 00:22:13.020
and brought skin
from my shoulder

00:22:14.220 --> 00:22:18.130
and put the patchwork skin
right in through here.

00:22:18.130 --> 00:22:19.660
The magnets are right up here.

00:22:20.660 --> 00:22:23.730
My family was really cool
with the fact

00:22:23.730 --> 00:22:25.570
that I was going
 to lose my ear.

00:22:25.670 --> 00:22:27.840
They all understood
it's much better to lose

00:22:27.840 --> 00:22:29.370
a body part than your life.

00:22:31.040 --> 00:22:33.940
So, Allison made
 my first replacement ear

00:22:33.940 --> 00:22:36.380
and my second and now
I met for my third.

00:22:37.380 --> 00:22:39.210
My dogs keep eating my ears.

00:22:47.320 --> 00:22:48.720
-Karen.
-Hey, Allison.

00:22:48.730 --> 00:22:50.930
-How are you?
-It's so good
to see you again.

00:22:50.930 --> 00:22:52.830
So great to see you.

00:22:52.830 --> 00:22:54.530
So, catch me up.

00:22:54.530 --> 00:22:56.430
-My ear has been beautiful.
-Okay.

00:22:56.430 --> 00:22:58.430
I've had a lot
of fun playing with it.

00:22:58.440 --> 00:22:59.570
That's wonderful.

00:22:59.600 --> 00:23:02.440
But I do have a dog
that likes to get at it.

00:23:03.770 --> 00:23:06.070
- Can you see the tooth marks?
- Yeah!

00:23:06.140 --> 00:23:07.340
Look at those chews.

00:23:10.350 --> 00:23:12.710
Dogs have repeatedly

00:23:12.720 --> 00:23:15.320
not been a prosthetic's
best friend

00:23:15.320 --> 00:23:16.420
to the point where

00:23:16.420 --> 00:23:18.620
it's in our
 written instructions,

00:23:18.620 --> 00:23:20.720
"Do you not let your
pets eat this."

00:23:20.720 --> 00:23:21.920
My poor ear.

00:23:23.530 --> 00:23:25.060
It's a pretty fun chew toy,
apparently.

00:23:26.030 --> 00:23:27.760
There is your ear,
your existing ear

00:23:27.860 --> 00:23:29.630
that we cast way back.

00:23:29.630 --> 00:23:30.870
Hello, friend.

00:23:30.970 --> 00:23:32.300
- What?
- I miss you.

00:23:32.300 --> 00:23:33.440
I know.

00:23:33.440 --> 00:23:36.610
I keep a box
or a time capsule that...

00:23:36.610 --> 00:23:39.370
houses all

00:23:39.480 --> 00:23:42.140
the physical
 models of patients.

00:23:42.150 --> 00:23:45.450
I keep 'em
indefinitely because

00:23:45.450 --> 00:23:48.320
you never know when those
 are gonna come in handy.

00:23:48.320 --> 00:23:49.520
You can use this mold

00:23:49.520 --> 00:23:51.220
- to make my next one?
- Yeah.

00:23:51.220 --> 00:23:53.120
This is cool.

00:23:53.120 --> 00:23:55.720
Karen's old cast
 still matches her perfectly

00:23:55.730 --> 00:23:56.830
for shape and size,

00:23:56.830 --> 00:23:58.530
so going to use that again

00:23:58.530 --> 00:24:00.730
and mix up her current colors.

00:24:00.730 --> 00:24:02.030
Will that be
enough goo

00:24:02.030 --> 00:24:03.530
to make the entire ear?

00:24:03.530 --> 00:24:05.200
- Yes.
- Wow.

00:24:05.200 --> 00:24:07.440
And you've got enough
colors to match any

00:24:07.440 --> 00:24:09.340
-mixing and matching
and blending?
-I do.

00:24:10.340 --> 00:24:12.340
Four to five, maybe
different colors,

00:24:12.340 --> 00:24:13.810
typically in an ear.

00:24:13.810 --> 00:24:15.240
That's really neat.

00:24:15.850 --> 00:24:17.150
Watching her dip into

00:24:17.150 --> 00:24:19.850
the vivid blue
or the bright red

00:24:19.950 --> 00:24:22.050
and know just how much
to mix into that

00:24:22.820 --> 00:24:25.820
ear stuff is amazing to me.

00:24:26.520 --> 00:24:28.020
And is this plain water?

00:24:28.030 --> 00:24:31.130
Do you have 20 questions,
like do we tap out here?

00:24:31.130 --> 00:24:34.160
-Okay, I'll shut up.
-No, I'm just teasing.

00:24:34.230 --> 00:24:37.530
I admire Karen's positivity
in so many ways,

00:24:38.100 --> 00:24:39.230
about her ear,

00:24:39.240 --> 00:24:41.040
about her medical journey,

00:24:41.040 --> 00:24:42.940
and the fact

00:24:42.940 --> 00:24:47.040
that she loves her dog so mu

00:24:47.040 --> 00:24:50.050
that she'll just
keep getting some ears.

00:24:50.050 --> 00:24:53.010
-We'll see you
in a couple of weeks.
-Okay.

00:24:53.020 --> 00:24:55.420
Keep this away from the dog.

00:24:55.420 --> 00:24:56.620
I will do that.

00:24:56.620 --> 00:24:58.750
And I'll get to work
on your new ear.

00:25:09.130 --> 00:25:12.170
Today is Daniel's
delivery day.

00:25:12.270 --> 00:25:15.000
It took three days
 of painstaking work

00:25:15.010 --> 00:25:16.770
to insert each one
 of these hairs

00:25:16.840 --> 00:25:18.370
into that thin piece
 of silicone

00:25:18.410 --> 00:25:20.340
to make this eyebrow
 prosthesis.

00:25:21.580 --> 00:25:24.450
And hopefully, today it will
become a part of him.

00:25:25.720 --> 00:25:26.950
Daniel, we're ready
for you now.

00:25:28.650 --> 00:25:31.350
In anticipation
of the new eyebrow, I'm a,

00:25:31.450 --> 00:25:33.860
I'm a little more nervous
than I expected to be.

00:25:35.830 --> 00:25:40.230
Probably comes from my
experience in the last four years

00:25:40.230 --> 00:25:42.430
of multiple surgeries,

00:25:42.430 --> 00:25:44.430
holding on to
 different expectations

00:25:44.430 --> 00:25:46.030
and seeing where that got me

00:25:47.270 --> 00:25:48.670
It's a lot to work with.

00:25:50.940 --> 00:25:52.440
-Good morning.
-Good morning.

00:25:52.440 --> 00:25:53.580
How are you?

00:25:53.640 --> 00:25:54.840
Uh, I'm a little nervous,

00:25:54.850 --> 00:25:56.950
-to be honest.
-Okay.

00:25:56.950 --> 00:25:58.680
Can you be specific?

00:25:58.680 --> 00:25:59.780
Well,

00:25:59.850 --> 00:26:02.820
I have quite the quilt
to work with and...

00:26:03.920 --> 00:26:05.650
Quilts are masterpieces,
though,

00:26:05.760 --> 00:26:07.920
they take a lot of time
and energy.

00:26:07.920 --> 00:26:10.760
Well, I mean, facial quilts
are just slightly different,

00:26:10.760 --> 00:26:12.130
-you know?
-Yeah, I hear you.

00:26:13.230 --> 00:26:14.930
My hope for Daniel today

00:26:14.930 --> 00:26:19.470
is that the prosthesis looks
natural on him,

00:26:19.540 --> 00:26:21.440
the volume is right,

00:26:21.440 --> 00:26:23.440
that he's kind
of accepting of this

00:26:23.440 --> 00:26:25.940
external piece
being part of him.

00:26:27.540 --> 00:26:29.540
This adhesive
is solvent-based,

00:26:30.150 --> 00:26:32.180
painted on thin layer.

00:26:34.720 --> 00:26:37.320
As much as yours is real hair,

00:26:37.320 --> 00:26:39.120
I probably suggest you don't

00:26:39.120 --> 00:26:41.020
try to wear it in water.

00:26:41.020 --> 00:26:44.030
Take it off at night,
let that skin breathe in
air out.

00:26:44.030 --> 00:26:45.430
Okay, any questions?

00:26:45.430 --> 00:26:47.130
No, that covers it.

00:26:48.070 --> 00:26:49.430
Waiting for the reveal.

00:26:50.530 --> 00:26:51.630
You and me both.

00:26:56.540 --> 00:26:58.240
All right, bring your...
tilt your head down,

00:26:58.240 --> 00:26:59.270
there we go.

00:27:00.040 --> 00:27:01.280
Make sure we get this.

00:27:03.680 --> 00:27:05.280
Line it up down here.

00:27:08.920 --> 00:27:09.920
Well...

00:27:11.120 --> 00:27:12.450
I don't know.

00:27:20.660 --> 00:27:22.530
All right,
tilt your head down,
there we go.

00:27:24.940 --> 00:27:26.470
I have Daniel's eyebrow
 placed,

00:27:27.740 --> 00:27:30.540
and I'm not sure
I love what I'm seeing.

00:27:32.480 --> 00:27:33.810
I...

00:27:33.810 --> 00:27:37.180
am just kind of looking
at the positioning here

00:27:38.180 --> 00:27:41.050
and thinking, I got your
brow little too full.

00:27:42.250 --> 00:27:43.450
So, I think I'll try to

00:27:43.520 --> 00:27:46.320
hone in
on my haircutting skills.

00:27:46.320 --> 00:27:48.520
I have a love-hate
relationship with hair.

00:27:48.530 --> 00:27:49.960
Mine and everybody else's.

00:27:51.760 --> 00:27:54.030
The first look
 of this prosthetic,

00:27:54.030 --> 00:27:56.360
I'm like, "Wow,
 do I really have

00:27:56.470 --> 00:27:58.400
eyebrows that bushy?"

00:27:58.400 --> 00:28:01.740
Now, is that gonna come
to a finer point at the end?

00:28:02.940 --> 00:28:04.370
- Do you want it to?
- Yeah.

00:28:05.440 --> 00:28:06.980
I think Daniel
 and I are probably

00:28:07.040 --> 00:28:10.250
on the same end
of the nervous spectrum today.

00:28:10.250 --> 00:28:11.780
Not there yet,
but I'm getting there.

00:28:13.420 --> 00:28:15.820
I think it can make
a big difference for him

00:28:15.820 --> 00:28:17.320
and the symmetry of his face,

00:28:17.320 --> 00:28:18.520
if I can get this done.

00:28:20.120 --> 00:28:21.420
I'm gonna call it.

00:28:21.430 --> 00:28:22.760
Are you ready to look?

00:28:22.760 --> 00:28:24.430
- I'm ready.
- Okay.

00:28:26.030 --> 00:28:27.160
This is it.

00:28:32.640 --> 00:28:33.830
What do you think?

00:28:36.940 --> 00:28:40.040
I have a symmetry in my face
for the first time in...

00:28:40.940 --> 00:28:42.080
four years.

00:28:42.780 --> 00:28:43.850
Yeah.

00:28:45.680 --> 00:28:46.850
Wow.

00:28:52.520 --> 00:28:54.120
I haven't seen
myself symmetrically

00:28:54.120 --> 00:28:56.420
with two eyebrows in so long.

00:29:01.030 --> 00:29:03.360
So, it feels really good

00:29:03.470 --> 00:29:05.130
to see them once again.

00:29:07.800 --> 00:29:09.370
Daniel's future

00:29:09.470 --> 00:29:13.940
includes some further
 surgeries on that graft.

00:29:13.940 --> 00:29:15.780
Hopefully,
some of that contracture

00:29:15.780 --> 00:29:17.580
will kind of soften over time.

00:29:18.850 --> 00:29:19.950
And the hope is that

00:29:19.950 --> 00:29:21.820
Daniel's prosthesis will
look better and better.

00:29:22.750 --> 00:29:24.050
I'm pretty happy with it.

00:29:24.150 --> 00:29:25.750
-Me too, me too.
-Yeah.

00:29:28.660 --> 00:29:30.020
As opposed to my surgeries

00:29:30.030 --> 00:29:31.230
where I'm losing something,

00:29:31.230 --> 00:29:33.130
Allison has given me
something back.

00:29:34.560 --> 00:29:36.260
And she did it masterfully.

00:29:39.440 --> 00:29:41.840
- Thank you.
- -You're welcome, my pleasure.

00:29:43.440 --> 00:29:47.480
Daniel has
been able to

00:29:47.540 --> 00:29:50.680
take this horrible,
unfortunate circumstance

00:29:51.780 --> 00:29:54.850
and turn it into

00:29:54.950 --> 00:29:57.420
a life-changing event for him,

00:29:57.420 --> 00:30:00.120
to the point where he
looks in the mirror

00:30:00.120 --> 00:30:02.960
and he realizes that
he's had a second chance.

00:30:04.760 --> 00:30:06.230
Now that Allison's given some

00:30:06.230 --> 00:30:08.260
more symmetry to my face,

00:30:09.130 --> 00:30:11.570
I will get back to Colorado

00:30:11.670 --> 00:30:14.540
and see Clay and show him
my new eyebrow.

00:30:15.940 --> 00:30:18.240
Alison was great,
I was really nervous about it.

00:30:18.240 --> 00:30:20.440
Oh, you got an eyebrow, dude.

00:30:20.440 --> 00:30:22.080
-Yeah.
-That's awesome.

00:30:24.450 --> 00:30:26.850
Yeah, there's...
there's balance
in the force again.

00:30:27.750 --> 00:30:29.920
I love it.

00:30:32.060 --> 00:30:33.920
The positive side
is forward action.

00:30:34.820 --> 00:30:35.920
Onward and upward.

00:30:37.060 --> 00:30:38.060
Feels good.

00:30:44.870 --> 00:30:46.330
I've got a * loose, y'all.

00:30:47.140 --> 00:30:48.140
It's official.

00:30:50.410 --> 00:30:52.040
It's an exciting day.

00:30:52.040 --> 00:30:54.310
I get to give Karen her

00:30:54.310 --> 00:30:58.250
third version
of her new ear prosthesis,

00:30:59.550 --> 00:31:02.820
because her dog
has, um, destroyed it.

00:31:04.420 --> 00:31:05.650
Hurry up and wait.

00:31:07.860 --> 00:31:10.730
-Karen. Hi!
-Hi there.

00:31:10.730 --> 00:31:14.260
-I've been so ready
for this day
-Aw.

00:31:14.360 --> 00:31:16.330
Did you bring earrings
for us to try?

00:31:17.070 --> 00:31:18.670
-I did.
-Okay.

00:31:18.740 --> 00:31:19.930
Oh, perfect.

00:31:21.040 --> 00:31:25.170
I've seen a variety
of emotions on delivery day.

00:31:25.240 --> 00:31:28.140
From tears to smiles,

00:31:28.680 --> 00:31:30.480
to tears and smiles.

00:31:30.550 --> 00:31:32.450
Just about everything.

00:31:32.450 --> 00:31:34.350
- Look at it.
- -No, you're not allowed to look.

00:31:35.220 --> 00:31:37.750
This is Karen's
third prosthesis,

00:31:37.850 --> 00:31:41.220
but it's still just as
important as the first one.

00:31:42.830 --> 00:31:44.330
No.

00:31:44.330 --> 00:31:47.030
-I want to see it.
-I mean, it's me.

00:31:47.030 --> 00:31:48.830
Your neck is turning too far.

00:31:49.930 --> 00:31:51.330
One of the last things I do

00:31:51.330 --> 00:31:52.770
is trim the prosthesis,

00:31:52.840 --> 00:31:54.240
make sure all those edges

00:31:54.240 --> 00:31:56.940
are exactly the way
I want them

00:31:56.940 --> 00:31:59.040
before Karen lays eyes on it.

00:31:59.040 --> 00:32:01.340
My two millionth question
is gonna be,

00:32:01.340 --> 00:32:03.340
can I see it now?

00:32:03.950 --> 00:32:05.550
The answer is yes.

00:32:12.120 --> 00:32:13.120
Look at that.

00:32:17.130 --> 00:32:18.930
When Allison
 brought out my ear,

00:32:20.930 --> 00:32:23.360
I was absolutely overwhelmed.

00:32:23.430 --> 00:32:25.530
Look at those
little blood vessels.

00:32:26.870 --> 00:32:28.340
If I didn't know any better,

00:32:28.340 --> 00:32:31.140
I'd think
that's what I always had.

00:32:31.140 --> 00:32:33.570
It is a beautiful ear.

00:32:33.680 --> 00:32:34.780
Yeah.

00:32:34.880 --> 00:32:37.350
It's pretty close
to the 1955 model.

00:32:40.320 --> 00:32:42.120
She is a true magician.

00:32:46.320 --> 00:32:48.320
I'm so excited to have it.

00:32:48.320 --> 00:32:50.530
So, remember,
it doesn't float,

00:32:50.530 --> 00:32:52.960
take it off at night,
let that skin
breathe in air out.

00:32:53.630 --> 00:32:54.930
Follow my instructions

00:32:54.930 --> 00:32:57.030
and don't let your dog
eat it.

00:32:58.370 --> 00:33:00.230
I promise

00:33:01.000 --> 00:33:03.670
on the head
of my favorite dog's

00:33:03.670 --> 00:33:06.370
that I will not let them
chew up my new ear.

00:33:07.280 --> 00:33:09.480
But never say never.

00:33:19.020 --> 00:33:22.560
It's a really big day
for Victoria and myself.

00:33:22.660 --> 00:33:26.130
It's been almost a month
 since we've seen each other

00:33:26.130 --> 00:33:28.130
and her new hands
 are almost ready.

00:33:29.470 --> 00:33:32.230
But there's quite a bit
to accomplish today.

00:33:32.240 --> 00:33:33.600
What are we doing?

00:33:33.600 --> 00:33:36.940
The prostheses
 are still on the molds

00:33:37.770 --> 00:33:40.070
and so part of the challenge
today is

00:33:40.140 --> 00:33:41.880
getting those off of there.

00:33:41.940 --> 00:33:43.850
I hold this side,
you pull on that side.

00:33:43.850 --> 00:33:46.010
Kind of maybe
a little twisting motion.

00:33:46.020 --> 00:33:47.820
- Sure.
- Okay.

00:33:47.820 --> 00:33:51.020
Hold her by the hand
and I'll twist.

00:33:51.020 --> 00:33:52.720
Let's rotate, let's get it
all the way around.

00:33:52.720 --> 00:33:54.020
Try just brute force.

00:33:55.260 --> 00:33:56.290
Okay!

00:33:57.330 --> 00:34:01.030
Worst-case scenario is
the prosthesis is torn.

00:34:01.030 --> 00:34:03.030
I'm worried about
poking holes.

00:34:03.030 --> 00:34:04.230
No, no.

00:34:04.230 --> 00:34:05.730
Laura, we need you.

00:34:07.240 --> 00:34:09.040
-You're the muscles.
-Yes.

00:34:09.040 --> 00:34:12.840
Laura's job description
includes opening jars,

00:34:12.840 --> 00:34:14.940
removing hands from casts.

00:34:14.940 --> 00:34:16.240
Okay, pull, pull, pull...

00:34:16.880 --> 00:34:18.450
Pull. Leave.

00:34:21.750 --> 00:34:23.220
Laura's got the guns.

00:34:23.750 --> 00:34:25.050
Oh, here it is.

00:34:26.920 --> 00:34:29.320
-Aha! Good job, girls.
-I told you we needed her.

00:34:33.760 --> 00:34:35.430
This way, Alexander.

00:34:35.430 --> 00:34:39.430
I have no idea what Allison
has prepared for me today.

00:34:39.440 --> 00:34:40.640
Hello.

00:34:40.640 --> 00:34:42.270
Hi, Victoria.

00:34:42.340 --> 00:34:46.040
I am just excited,
I'm anxious.

00:34:46.980 --> 00:34:47.980
You good?

00:34:48.340 --> 00:34:49.340
Yeah.

00:34:51.210 --> 00:34:53.380
Holding my son's hand,

00:34:53.420 --> 00:34:55.350
it's something
 that I've been waiting for,

00:34:55.420 --> 00:34:56.420
for a long time.

00:34:57.650 --> 00:34:59.120
I got butterflies for you.

00:35:01.830 --> 00:35:03.420
I am just...

00:35:03.430 --> 00:35:06.030
a bag full of emotions
right now.

00:35:06.030 --> 00:35:08.330
Victoria, we're ready for you.

00:35:09.170 --> 00:35:10.630
A little bit.

00:35:10.630 --> 00:35:12.530
I've been holding it
all day long

00:35:12.540 --> 00:35:14.940
and I need to be
strong for them.

00:35:16.640 --> 00:35:19.140
I am so excited that

00:35:19.140 --> 00:35:22.440
I have my best friend
in this journey

00:35:22.450 --> 00:35:23.480
and, um...

00:35:27.420 --> 00:35:29.550
It was really hard

00:35:29.620 --> 00:35:31.820
for her to even accept
this process.

00:35:37.430 --> 00:35:39.830
Now, I hope,
 I hope, I hope,

00:35:39.830 --> 00:35:42.830
she can be normal
like everybody else.

00:35:44.930 --> 00:35:46.670
There's always
 a lot of build-up

00:35:46.770 --> 00:35:47.870
leading to this moment,

00:35:48.670 --> 00:35:49.670
for me too.

00:35:50.840 --> 00:35:52.840
A full hand restoration

00:35:52.840 --> 00:35:54.680
is the largest kind of
 prosthesis

00:35:54.680 --> 00:35:56.740
that is made in this clinic

00:35:56.750 --> 00:35:59.880
So, it's a little bit of
a judgment day there.

00:36:03.020 --> 00:36:04.050
We're going in.

00:36:07.320 --> 00:36:08.920
Hello!

00:36:08.930 --> 00:36:10.220
Oh, my God!

00:36:15.060 --> 00:36:16.330
So, here you go.

00:36:18.030 --> 00:36:19.430
Wow!

00:36:22.070 --> 00:36:23.370
Wow!

00:36:23.940 --> 00:36:25.770
How is that possible?

00:36:26.680 --> 00:36:28.540
Seeing my hands
 for the first time

00:36:28.540 --> 00:36:30.880
is very surreal.

00:36:30.980 --> 00:36:34.820
-This is crazy.
-Is it anything like
what you imagined?

00:36:34.820 --> 00:36:35.920
-No.
-No.

00:36:37.220 --> 00:36:39.050
It's better.

00:36:39.120 --> 00:36:40.820
Well, good.

00:36:40.820 --> 00:36:42.660
It's like you got
someone else's hand

00:36:42.660 --> 00:36:44.930
and just put it over here.

00:36:44.930 --> 00:36:46.830
How is that possible?

00:36:48.730 --> 00:36:50.600
Putting on these hands
is as simple

00:36:50.600 --> 00:36:52.330
as applying some lubricant

00:36:53.270 --> 00:36:55.040
and inserting her arms
straight in.

00:36:55.840 --> 00:36:56.940
Let's just try it.

00:36:57.970 --> 00:36:59.440
Can you feel it?

00:37:03.450 --> 00:37:04.980
Oh, my gosh.

00:37:05.050 --> 00:37:06.150
It's crazy.

00:37:10.820 --> 00:37:13.220
Oh, my gosh.

00:37:13.220 --> 00:37:15.020
Does it feel like
it's all the way in?

00:37:15.020 --> 00:37:16.920
Yeah, it is all the way in.

00:37:18.360 --> 00:37:21.260
Once Victoria roll
 those silicone sleeves down

00:37:21.330 --> 00:37:23.330
the suction will keep it
right in place.

00:37:25.130 --> 00:37:27.670
Gosh, even that side
blends right in with you.

00:37:44.350 --> 00:37:47.420
They are as real as
any hand can be.

00:37:49.060 --> 00:37:50.220
Ready?

00:37:50.230 --> 00:37:52.530
Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay.

00:37:56.000 --> 00:37:57.630
Oh, my God!

00:37:58.430 --> 00:37:59.430
Okay.

00:38:05.740 --> 00:38:07.580
Oh, they're perfect.

00:38:09.580 --> 00:38:11.450
I see me.

00:38:11.450 --> 00:38:15.050
I see me that I haven't see
 in two years.

00:38:15.120 --> 00:38:17.020
Like, "Hi.

00:38:18.250 --> 00:38:19.750
How are you?
Where have you been?

00:38:20.520 --> 00:38:22.020
Happy to see you again."

00:38:23.160 --> 00:38:24.630
It's victorious.

00:38:24.630 --> 00:38:26.430
It's victory.

00:38:26.430 --> 00:38:28.700
-See that.
-That looks so realistic.

00:38:28.700 --> 00:38:29.770
See.

00:38:30.840 --> 00:38:32.970
With these
 prosthetic hands,

00:38:33.070 --> 00:38:36.670
Victoria should be
able to grasp a cup,

00:38:37.480 --> 00:38:38.940
hold on to a fork,

00:38:38.950 --> 00:38:42.380
support a phone,
you know, for her

00:38:42.450 --> 00:38:44.550
the list is probably endless

00:38:44.650 --> 00:38:46.250
what she's gonna do
with these.

00:38:46.950 --> 00:38:48.950
You ready to go see Zander

00:38:49.060 --> 00:38:50.090
and Marcie?

00:38:50.120 --> 00:38:51.920
Deep breath, deep breath.

00:38:53.860 --> 00:38:55.030
You got this, you got this.

00:38:57.240 --> 00:38:58.470
I got your back.

00:39:08.750 --> 00:39:10.780
Oh, my goodness.

00:39:11.380 --> 00:39:12.550
What do you think?

00:39:13.450 --> 00:39:14.750
Do you see that Zander?

00:39:16.120 --> 00:39:17.620
Isn't that amazing?

00:39:18.260 --> 00:39:19.260
They look so real.

00:39:21.930 --> 00:39:23.430
They look like
someone's hands.

00:39:26.660 --> 00:39:29.030
We can do big huggies now.

00:39:29.030 --> 00:39:31.570
We can do big hugging now.

00:39:31.570 --> 00:39:33.140
We can do big hugging.

00:40:04.840 --> 00:40:06.070
I know.

00:40:06.170 --> 00:40:08.040
Sorry.
I'm so excited for you.

00:40:08.470 --> 00:40:09.940
Oh, my goodness!

00:40:09.940 --> 00:40:11.340
- Oh, my...
- Yeah.

00:40:13.740 --> 00:40:16.280
It feels like almost unreal,

00:40:16.350 --> 00:40:19.580
like what she went through

00:40:19.580 --> 00:40:21.450
did not happen.

00:40:21.450 --> 00:40:23.920
-See how they did
the fold.
-Ridiculously good.

00:40:25.320 --> 00:40:28.020
She's morphing into
this beautiful butterfly

00:40:29.130 --> 00:40:30.530
and there's no limitation.

00:40:35.630 --> 00:40:37.270
I feel that, too.
When you touch my hand,

00:40:37.340 --> 00:40:38.470
I feel your hand.

00:40:40.000 --> 00:40:41.170
For Zander,

00:40:41.170 --> 00:40:43.510
he's actually enjoying
just holding my hand now,

00:40:43.510 --> 00:40:45.270
which I love

00:40:45.340 --> 00:40:47.480
because I don't have to
force it.

00:40:48.110 --> 00:40:50.250
Now, I can do the monster.

00:40:50.250 --> 00:40:52.150
Yes, I can do the monster.

00:40:53.020 --> 00:40:55.050
Are you gonna sleep
with my hand?

00:40:55.150 --> 00:40:56.620
You seem not
to want to let go.

00:40:58.020 --> 00:41:00.920
Thank you
for getting my mom these.

00:41:00.930 --> 00:41:02.020
You're welcome.

00:41:05.630 --> 00:41:07.930
Look at this.

00:41:09.130 --> 00:41:10.470
Seeing Zander

00:41:10.530 --> 00:41:12.870
see his mom
for the first time with hands

00:41:13.470 --> 00:41:15.140
is so uplifting.

00:41:15.140 --> 00:41:16.570
This opens up

00:41:16.640 --> 00:41:18.670
so many opportunities for hi

00:41:18.780 --> 00:41:20.380
-Awesome.
-Awesome?

00:41:21.480 --> 00:41:25.820
Being part of
 sending this woman

00:41:25.820 --> 00:41:27.620
back out into the world

00:41:27.620 --> 00:41:30.520
with hands has just been
an amazing journey.

00:41:31.220 --> 00:41:32.360
You keep doing you.

00:41:33.830 --> 00:41:34.960
Thank you, Allison.

00:41:35.830 --> 00:41:39.530
You're bringing life to...
a lot of people like me.

00:41:41.670 --> 00:41:44.640
Before Allison gave me
my hand,

00:41:44.640 --> 00:41:48.140
I was just in acceptance
of the new normal.

00:41:55.050 --> 00:41:56.510
But now,  >

00:41:56.520 --> 00:41:58.520
I'm ready to be
 in front of anybody

00:41:58.520 --> 00:42:01.120
and present myself as I am.

00:42:02.960 --> 00:42:04.260
This is me.