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- This is ridiculous.

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It's so steep.

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There's no pool.
- Yeah.

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- Doing something that
nobody's ever done before,

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there's no guarantee that
your plan's gonna work.

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- Once you commit,
there is no turning around.

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- We're entirely removed
from civilization.

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- Look at this one.

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- We know once we get there,
we're on our own.

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- Climbing.

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We've chosen to live a life
that does have risks.

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Oh, my God.

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- One mistake,
and you're dead.

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- Come on, now.
- If you harness that fear,

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you can do something that
you never thought possible.

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Whoo!

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- Is the pursuit
worth the risk?

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- To be able to make a journey
through a place

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so few other people
have experienced

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is like maybe being
the first person

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that goes to the Moon

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or the first person that goes
to the top of Mount Everest.

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This is a place
that doesn't exist

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almost anywhere else
on our planet.

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Ecuador is one of the most
hydrologically rich countries

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on Earth.

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It is a principal
headwaters of the Amazon.

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And with the amount of water

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mixed with the amount
of gradient

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that exists
in the Andes Mountains--

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the second-tallest
mountain range on Earth--

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you have a huge potential
for whitewater kayaking.

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But the Llanganates Mountains
is a wild place,

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in that it is
completely roadless.

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It's vast...

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impenetrable jungle...

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with 14,000-foot ridgelines
going in...

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surrounded
by a 20,000-foot volcano.

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The topography of this area
is like none other.

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What we're attempting
to do here

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is basically be
the first people,

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the first known group,
to cross the Llanganates

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via the Chalupas River.

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- It's crossing
this part of the jungle

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that's pretty "unpenetrable."

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Some people have tried
to cross there by foot,

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and hasn't worked.

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We know it will be big
and complicated

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and remote
and continuous.

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And I think that makes
it the highest difficulty

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on the kayaking scale.

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- The one thing
about this river objective--

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nobody's done it.

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There's no map.
There's no information.

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You're moving through
this huge national park

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that doesn't even have
a park ranger.

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- The challenge of crossing
the Llanganates

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is only made possible because
of the whitewater kayak.

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And so that becomes some kind
of life's accomplishment.

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To have trained
as a whitewater kayaker

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for more than two decades,

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to bring that to bear

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on one of the world's
greatest river challenges,

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there's no other
accomplishment

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that I can imagine
that would match that for me.

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It's winning the World Series.

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It's a sporting accomplishment
on that level.

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Since the plan is to spend at
least two weeks in this river,

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well, we're gonna have to
utilize all of our experience

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and, you know, rely
on each other

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for hopefully
the different attributes

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that we bring to the table.

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We've done several rivers
now together,

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from one of the steepest
rivers ever run

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in the United States
in the Big Horns of Wyoming--

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We did the first descent
of the Box Canyon

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in the Tongue together.

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And it was in that
steep-* crazy river

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that we realized we had
something really special

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and we all functioned
well as a group.

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Did a huge mission
in Patagonia together.

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Took down the first descent
of the Año Nuevo,

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which was a 20-mile hike in.

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- People kept telling us,
"It's too steep.

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There is no way you guys
can pull that one off,"

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and we did.

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- This is not the first time
we've been

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on the most
difficult challenge

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and stressful rivers
on Earth,

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but it's not just a group
of professional kayakers.

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This is, like, a group
of really good friends.

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- The river is so remote,

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and the satellite imagery
is not great.

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So we did a scout flight
in the helicopter.

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- This river
has thousands of rapids,

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and not only
thousands of rapids

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but dozens
of vertical-walled gorges

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and places where
the walls go straight up.

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And on top of those walls
is some of the thickest,

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most biologically rich jungle
on Earth.

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From what we see,
there just may be a few spots

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where a helicopter

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could potentially pick us up
or drop things.

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So it's really important
just identifying

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those specific spots.

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It's a huge risk
to go into this river

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that is completely cut off
from the outside world.

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- If someone
gets, like, a close call

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or a drowning
and we manage to CPR them,

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they will still die
'cause we're so far out there.

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- Are we doing seven nights,
eight days

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or eight days...

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- I don't know if we're ready
to make that decision,

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but it would be,
I would imagine,

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eight days from the way
we calculated it, right?

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- Try eight days of food,
see how that feels,

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and then go from there,

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but that's about the maximum

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that I want to try to pack
into my boat for weight.

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- Ben is probably

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the most experienced expedition
whitewater kayaker there is.

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His river records
are just crazy.

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- Ben's reputation--
on one side,

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he's probably paddled
more first-descent rivers

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than anybody else
in multiple countries

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all around the world.

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And on the other hand,
he's also got a reputation

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as being a bit of a cowboy.

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At this point in kayaking,

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if you're looking
to go paddle something

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that hasn't been done,
you need a new tactic.

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And that's what Ben
came up with.

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- He was running
really big waterfalls

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with a lot of food
in his boat.

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That's something
that you don't see.

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Some people
are probably afraid

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to go on these missions
with Ben.

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And there were times maybe
that I felt the same way.

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- I like to be
the one who's gonna push

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the issue
to the very bitter end

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and never say no.

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I haven't had successes
on every river,

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but I like to push it
as far as it'll go.

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- The mission, it's on.

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Not on the river yet,
but it is still a mission

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just to approach the put-in.

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The weather is looking good,

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so I'm faithful
that we can make it over

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to our shelter tonight--

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the last possible
shelter we can find.

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And we got a long journey
all day, off-roading.

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- This is where the bit
of adventure begins,

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just getting to the put-in
for this river.

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We've got this mix
of the local ranchers

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that are taking us
into their land,

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some four-by-four specialists
out of Quito,

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guys that
just live for nothing more

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than to get their rigs
super muddy.

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This is a pretty unlikely
group to get together here.

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- I've never been in
the high equatorial Andes,

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and to see Cotopaxi,

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the tallest active volcano
on Earth

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right next to us
and then arrive,

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finally see the water that's
actually gonna be draining

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into the Chalupas River

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that we had dreamed about
for so long...

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Drove in one day,

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hit the shelter
with a lot of hope,

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what we thought was
perfect weather conditions.

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- We are getting there.

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What's our elevation here?
We're at, like--

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- 3,700.
- 3,700 meters.

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- Woke up in the morning
and made our way out

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to this peninsula
that is two major tributaries

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that come together right as
the alpine páramo ends

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and the highest jungle
of the Amazon begins.

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- We've been gathering

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as much information
about this river as we can,

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and we're just having
to separate this

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into two sections--
the upper and lower Chalupas.

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The upper section looks like
it's gonna be eight days.

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From there,
we're gonna resupply

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and head down
the lower section,

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which will take

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at least another
10 to 12 additional days.

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We're gonna drop 10,000
vertical feet in 50 miles

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through this remote area.

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And it's gonna be
one of the steepest

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and most technical
whitewater descents ever done.

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- I thought we could put on

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and kind of start figuring
it out, you know?

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That's what we're here for.

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- Well, the water's
nice and cold.

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That's for sure.

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- Oh, God.

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This is so ugly.

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- It took us much longer
just to get to the put-in.

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So we only had a few hours
to get downstream.

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We're finally spending
our first night

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properly on the river.

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Got really lucky.

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We're still in the páramo,
and we found

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the very first grove
of stout, little trees.

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And so we're gonna
make it happen.

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Get the hammocks up,
get protected for the night.

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We've got some low clouds
blowing up the canyon,

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but, otherwise, we're just
so stoked with the weather.

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- Little bit *ed.

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So we definitely knew
the temperatures were there,

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but I just did not think
about a blizzard.

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We hadn't even barely touched
the river yet,

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and it already spiked to what
we would later find out

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was, like, a 20-year high.

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Not only did
this blizzard hit,

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the river is just
ripping high, bank to bank.

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- Best-case scenario is,
is that...

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this lasts a couple days
and then it starts to dry out

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and we can reset and try again.

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So it became
not an easy decision,

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but, like,
a mandatory decision

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to get out of there.

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We left our boats out
at the confluence area.

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The plan was to go back
to the shelter.

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We had left
a food cache there.

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Along the way, just these
tiny, little tributaries

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that I had hopped across
with my sandals on

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on the way in--

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One, two, three.

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All of a sudden, they're like
raging torrents.

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- None of these rivers
have been explored.

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And probably the reason why
they haven't been explored

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is this place is more prone
to flash flooding

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than maybe anywhere else
on Earth.

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- The rivers have got
this ability to just swell up

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and raise 30 to 40 feet
with a little bit of rain.

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- We hiked all day.

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It took us, like,
eight and a half hours

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to get back to the shelter.

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- This place is messed up,

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and we really need
to be careful.

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- All the information
that we've gotten

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from weather forecasts,
from our team back in Quito

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seems like there's
a big weather event

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that's coming here
in three days' time.

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And that the smartest thing
for us to do is to wait it out

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and to wait to get
into the river.

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- I don't think many kayakers
have been snowed in

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in Ecuador.

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It might be a first.

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- Hopefully the river
just drops

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and we'll get
a second go at it.

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It does seem like this river's
gonna take patience.

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You know?
- Mm-hmm.

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- It's gonna be a river
that really takes patience.

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I grew up in the potato fields
of southeast Idaho.

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I'm the youngest
of two older brothers.

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The oldest one
was a heavyweight wrestler

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for Nebraska,

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and the middle brother

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was a professional
football player.

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And they made me tough.

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- Boomer, like, brings

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a different sort
of kayaking style.

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Like, he's at his best
when it's most uncomfortable.

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Think about some of these
missions that he's pulled off.

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The only circumnavigation

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of the world's northernmost
island, Ellesmere Island--

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that sounded like
the most horrific trip

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I can ever imagine.

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His partner went down
from kidney failure.

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He got attacked by a walrus.

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- I love this stuff.

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Money is not what I'm chasing.
It's the experience.

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- The put-in
is gonna take us two days

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to kind of just, like,
start making progress.

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And after that, we still have,

00:17:09.319 --> 00:17:12.322
like, seven question mark
boxed-in canyon

00:17:12.406 --> 00:17:14.241
to get to the landing zone,

00:17:14.324 --> 00:17:16.285
plus some stout whitewater.
- Yeah.

00:17:16.368 --> 00:17:20.664
- So there is no way
we make this in eight days.

00:17:20.748 --> 00:17:23.250
I think, realistically,
it will for sure be

00:17:23.333 --> 00:17:25.669
more like 10 to 12.

00:17:25.753 --> 00:17:30.382
And we can stretch two days
and not eat for two days,

00:17:30.466 --> 00:17:32.468
and we'd still be fine.

00:17:32.551 --> 00:17:36.305
But, ideally,
there are a few spots

00:17:36.388 --> 00:17:38.015
that they could drop us food.

00:17:38.098 --> 00:17:40.225
- Yeah.

00:17:40.309 --> 00:17:42.853
I became aware
of this little French girl

00:17:42.936 --> 00:17:46.815
that was, like, running
some of the biggest rapids.

00:17:46.899 --> 00:17:49.193
She just came out of nowhere.

00:17:50.611 --> 00:17:52.446
I was intrigued right away.

00:17:52.529 --> 00:17:54.364
You know,
she has real high voice,

00:17:54.448 --> 00:17:57.993
but she is one of the stoutest
individuals I've ever met.

00:17:59.912 --> 00:18:03.332
- I grew up in the French Alps
in a very small village.

00:18:03.415 --> 00:18:06.001
And I started kayaking
in my local club

00:18:06.085 --> 00:18:09.379
when I was five years old,
racing slalom.

00:18:11.089 --> 00:18:13.884
I was world champion in 2013.

00:18:13.967 --> 00:18:15.803
- Awarded to
a female competitor...

00:18:15.886 --> 00:18:18.680
- That was the ultimate goal
that I've set

00:18:18.764 --> 00:18:20.557
for the last 12 years.

00:18:20.641 --> 00:18:23.769
And I'm just like,
"What's the point?"

00:18:23.852 --> 00:18:24.853
And I love slalom,

00:18:24.937 --> 00:18:28.065
but sometimes
competition is just not fun.

00:18:28.148 --> 00:18:29.316
And so, after that,

00:18:29.399 --> 00:18:32.528
it started being
a little bit harder for me

00:18:32.611 --> 00:18:35.280
to be in this environment.

00:18:35.364 --> 00:18:38.826
And so every time I had
some in-between races time,

00:18:38.909 --> 00:18:42.496
I would just try to go
on a river somewhere.

00:18:42.579 --> 00:18:44.498
That's when I met Ben.

00:18:44.581 --> 00:18:46.667
- Nouria
I've been boating with

00:18:46.750 --> 00:18:48.210
for five-straight years,

00:18:48.293 --> 00:18:51.797
spending a lot of time
following her downstream.

00:18:51.880 --> 00:18:54.049
She's absolutely one
of the best paddlers on Earth,

00:18:54.132 --> 00:18:55.175
gender notwithstanding.

00:18:58.637 --> 00:18:59.822
- It's been really good
to have Ben

00:19:00.606 --> 00:19:02.358
kind of, like,
take me under his wing,

00:19:02.641 --> 00:19:05.060
because
without him helping me

00:19:05.612 --> 00:19:07.256
and then planning trips
together,

00:19:07.439 --> 00:19:09.859
I would not be there today.

00:19:09.942 --> 00:19:11.360
- For this type of mission,

00:19:11.443 --> 00:19:13.529
particularly this type
of whitewater,

00:19:13.612 --> 00:19:17.032
Nouria's the best
in the world, hands down.

00:19:23.122 --> 00:19:25.749
- Well, it's looking good.
The rain has stopped.

00:19:25.833 --> 00:19:28.627
Seems like we've got
a good plan to move downstream.

00:19:28.711 --> 00:19:30.963
- It will be good to
try to make a move

00:19:31.046 --> 00:19:37.136
and get back in there, kind of
commit to it and get into...

00:19:37.219 --> 00:19:39.805
into this tight canyon,

00:19:39.889 --> 00:19:41.599
which is really exciting

00:19:41.682 --> 00:19:44.268
and really scary
at the same time.

00:19:48.647 --> 00:19:50.024
- We're moving.

00:19:50.107 --> 00:19:53.569
We're just already
a week behind the schedule

00:19:53.652 --> 00:19:55.821
that we had set for ourselves.

00:19:55.905 --> 00:19:57.197
There was a lot of doubt.

00:19:57.281 --> 00:19:58.908
Is it gonna be easier?
Is it gonna be harder?

00:19:58.991 --> 00:20:00.242
Is it gonna be impossible?

00:20:00.326 --> 00:20:02.912
Are we gonna get
another snowstorm?

00:20:05.664 --> 00:20:07.833
This is gonna be one
of the bigger challenges

00:20:07.917 --> 00:20:08.792
on this whole river--

00:20:08.876 --> 00:20:10.294
where this river
starts to drop,

00:20:10.377 --> 00:20:13.213
like, 900,
1,000 feet per mile.

00:20:16.050 --> 00:20:19.803
Paddling and battling
through the waterfall...

00:20:24.099 --> 00:20:26.435
- Once we started
making some mileage,

00:20:26.518 --> 00:20:31.106
we knew turning around was
less and less of an option.

00:20:31.190 --> 00:20:33.442
- By midmorning,

00:20:33.525 --> 00:20:36.612
that's basically when we
passed the point of no return.

00:20:58.801 --> 00:21:00.344
- When we realized
that on that day one

00:21:00.427 --> 00:21:02.304
we only moved
two and a half kilometers,

00:21:02.388 --> 00:21:05.432
it was pretty obvious
that we needed to move faster.

00:21:07.768 --> 00:21:11.522
- We're probably getting into
one of the steepest section

00:21:11.605 --> 00:21:12.815
of this river.

00:21:12.898 --> 00:21:14.984
Most of it is not runnable,

00:21:15.067 --> 00:21:18.988
so now we kind of need
to try to move

00:21:19.071 --> 00:21:22.616
but slow and steady
and carefully.

00:21:32.710 --> 00:21:34.211
- This river's gradient--

00:21:34.294 --> 00:21:37.089
which is the steepness
and how much it drops--

00:21:37.172 --> 00:21:39.591
the highest percentage
is about 12%.

00:21:39.675 --> 00:21:42.261
There's a whole lot of 7%.

00:21:42.344 --> 00:21:44.596
And just to put this
into perspective,

00:21:44.680 --> 00:21:47.433
most of the hardest runs
in the world

00:21:47.516 --> 00:21:50.185
are around 4% to 5% gradient.

00:22:16.045 --> 00:22:17.421
- Whoo!

00:22:56.794 --> 00:22:59.755
- So stoked on today.
I love days like this.

00:23:01.924 --> 00:23:03.384
- I don't know how he could.

00:23:03.321 --> 00:23:04.781
- Uh...

00:23:14.561 --> 00:23:16.814
Well, I love it 'cause you
think you're gonna die

00:23:16.897 --> 00:23:18.607
one moment,
and then you don't,

00:23:18.690 --> 00:23:22.444
and you appreciate life
so much, right?

00:23:33.247 --> 00:23:34.623
- Cold start.

00:23:34.706 --> 00:23:35.874
Jeez.

00:23:37.209 --> 00:23:39.586
Nouria has us at 3,200 meters.

00:23:39.670 --> 00:23:41.255
I have us at 10,800 feet.

00:23:41.338 --> 00:23:44.675
So we're within
50 meters or so.

00:23:44.758 --> 00:23:46.677
And we're gonna hit this,
like, really steep stretch

00:23:46.760 --> 00:23:47.886
of river

00:23:47.970 --> 00:23:50.764
that we kind of anticipated

00:23:50.848 --> 00:23:54.768
might be a full portage--
full, like, two-day portage.

00:23:54.852 --> 00:23:57.146
- A portage
is basically a way around

00:23:57.229 --> 00:23:59.314
running a section of river.

00:23:59.398 --> 00:24:01.650
So you put your kayak
on your shoulder

00:24:01.733 --> 00:24:04.027
and hike around that rapid.

00:24:08.991 --> 00:24:11.618
- We hit this relatively short
section of river,

00:24:11.702 --> 00:24:13.162
maybe only three kilometers.

00:24:13.245 --> 00:24:15.455
But it slowed us down
to a crawling pace,

00:24:15.539 --> 00:24:17.040
literally,
'cause we were, like, crawling

00:24:17.124 --> 00:24:18.542
over giant boulders,

00:24:18.625 --> 00:24:20.544
trying to portage
sections of river

00:24:20.627 --> 00:24:23.672
that were
completely "unsurvivable."

00:24:42.149 --> 00:24:45.110
When you're moving
with a 100-pound kayak

00:24:45.194 --> 00:24:47.696
that's really slick,
you drop that boat once,

00:24:47.779 --> 00:24:49.031
you can hurt somebody,

00:24:49.114 --> 00:24:50.782
or the boat's
going in the river,

00:24:50.866 --> 00:24:52.826
and then you're really
on your own.

00:24:58.165 --> 00:25:01.168
- I know, but I feel like...

00:25:09.343 --> 00:25:11.386
- It's okay. It's ok--

00:25:11.470 --> 00:25:13.430
Shh, shh, shh, shh.

00:25:16.266 --> 00:25:18.602
- Nouria bobbles
my boat for a second

00:25:18.685 --> 00:25:20.771
over a river that would kill
you if you slipped in there.

00:25:20.854 --> 00:25:22.397
And I just
* lose my mind.

00:25:22.481 --> 00:25:24.358
I start cussing like a sailor.

00:25:36.328 --> 00:25:37.704
- When you're
in these group dynamics,

00:25:37.788 --> 00:25:40.082
when somebody is pushing,
somebody else is pulling.

00:25:40.165 --> 00:25:42.084
It's like a marriage on acid.

00:25:42.167 --> 00:25:44.670
It's so intense.

00:25:44.753 --> 00:25:47.214
- It's really hard on the team

00:25:47.297 --> 00:25:49.299
to run such a stacked,

00:25:49.383 --> 00:25:53.762
scary, consequential stretch
of rivers.

00:25:55.722 --> 00:25:58.767
- Yeah, I get that.
I totally get it.

00:25:58.850 --> 00:26:01.436
For me, that's the situation
I don't like being in--

00:26:01.520 --> 00:26:02.938
when the communication
breaks down,

00:26:03.021 --> 00:26:05.148
and you're
in a dangerous place.

00:26:05.232 --> 00:26:09.111
- Being one as a team is what
I want, one way or another,

00:26:09.194 --> 00:26:11.989
or we're not gonna go
down this river.

00:26:17.286 --> 00:26:19.830
Just hoping and praying
that we have options

00:26:19.913 --> 00:26:20.956
to move through here,

00:26:21.039 --> 00:26:24.209
'cause these rapids
are becoming pretty deadly.

00:26:29.298 --> 00:26:31.675
- We hit the place
where the canyon

00:26:31.758 --> 00:26:34.344
turns into
a full walled-in box,

00:26:34.428 --> 00:26:37.180
and it's gonna go through
its very steepest section.

00:26:37.264 --> 00:26:41.018
Right there, there's a part
of the river that'll kill you.

00:26:42.561 --> 00:26:45.480
And so we go looking up on
the canyon wall

00:26:45.564 --> 00:26:48.025
for some route
around this section of river

00:26:48.108 --> 00:26:50.694
that looks
probably "unsurvivable."

00:26:52.112 --> 00:26:54.489
- It looks like
we have at least two miles,

00:26:54.573 --> 00:26:55.824
from looking at the map,

00:26:55.907 --> 00:26:59.536
before we have any chance of
getting back into the river.

00:26:59.619 --> 00:27:01.747
That's gonna take us
at least two days.

00:27:01.830 --> 00:27:06.251
- *, it's so muddy,
I cannot even...

00:27:06.335 --> 00:27:08.587
clip my throw bag.

00:27:12.758 --> 00:27:15.719
- We're trying to keep
our shoes on in knee-deep mud

00:27:15.802 --> 00:27:19.222
with this 100-pound kayak
moving up.

00:27:19.306 --> 00:27:22.017
- Kayaks are just like
backpacks

00:27:22.100 --> 00:27:26.063
but 20 times
more inconvenient...

00:27:26.146 --> 00:27:27.689
and heavier.

00:28:02.682 --> 00:28:04.559
Whew.

00:28:13.485 --> 00:28:15.487
- The jungle is terrifying--

00:28:15.570 --> 00:28:19.449
the pumas or jaguars,
the snakes.

00:28:19.533 --> 00:28:21.618
Yeah, I don't like
all these downed trees,

00:28:21.701 --> 00:28:26.123
just 'cause we're starting
to get into snake territory,

00:28:26.206 --> 00:28:29.334
and I know that's where
they like to hide.

00:28:29.418 --> 00:28:32.295
I'm told, if there's
a big palm leaf,

00:28:32.379 --> 00:28:34.714
you better, like, pick it up
with the machete first

00:28:34.798 --> 00:28:37.300
to make sure there
isn't a poisonous snake.

00:28:37.384 --> 00:28:39.511
Literally,
don't touch anything green

00:28:39.594 --> 00:28:41.430
is what I've been told.

00:29:13.712 --> 00:29:16.339
- For sure,
we're not moving very quickly.

00:29:16.423 --> 00:29:19.009
- But I feel like
it's about a kilometer per day

00:29:19.092 --> 00:29:20.635
of what we're doing, right?

00:29:20.719 --> 00:29:22.345
- If we have to move
through the jungle...

00:29:22.429 --> 00:29:24.347
Yeah. You know, especially
like with that gorge

00:29:24.431 --> 00:29:26.766
coming up where there's that,
like, up and over.

00:29:26.850 --> 00:29:31.521
You know, that portage
might take us a while.

00:29:31.605 --> 00:29:33.356
- The timeline's
falling way behind.

00:29:33.440 --> 00:29:35.650
We're coming
to the stark realization

00:29:35.734 --> 00:29:37.819
that we don't know 100%

00:29:37.903 --> 00:29:39.988
whether or not
being able to actually move

00:29:40.071 --> 00:29:42.949
through this crazy terrain
will actually work out.

00:29:43.033 --> 00:29:44.993
Don't leave me
with too much soup, now.

00:29:45.076 --> 00:29:47.454
That's good.
I've got that salt.

00:29:52.375 --> 00:29:53.835
Hey.

00:29:56.254 --> 00:29:58.548
Super cool.

00:29:58.632 --> 00:30:00.592
I wonder if they're, like,
curious about us

00:30:00.675 --> 00:30:04.471
or if we just moved
into their home.

00:30:04.554 --> 00:30:05.931
They're everywhere.

00:30:06.014 --> 00:30:08.058
Probably 20 or 30 monkeys

00:30:08.141 --> 00:30:11.102
jumping from branch to branch,
chirping.

00:30:16.942 --> 00:30:20.028
- To see the Chalupas

00:30:20.111 --> 00:30:22.405
in this pristine form,

00:30:22.489 --> 00:30:26.076
it just makes it potentially
all the more tragic

00:30:26.159 --> 00:30:28.078
to see what could possibly
happen to this river

00:30:28.161 --> 00:30:29.871
in my own lifetime.

00:30:31.623 --> 00:30:34.417
The crosshairs of development

00:30:34.501 --> 00:30:36.711
and of water resource
extraction

00:30:36.795 --> 00:30:39.506
is squarely on the headwaters
of the Chalupas.

00:30:42.008 --> 00:30:43.927
It could have a new road

00:30:44.010 --> 00:30:47.430
punched directly
through the drainage...

00:30:47.514 --> 00:30:50.767
forests cut down in order
to create holes in the jungle

00:30:50.850 --> 00:30:52.477
in search of gold.

00:30:56.940 --> 00:31:00.318
And all of these things are
not just remote possibilities.

00:31:00.402 --> 00:31:02.070
They're things
that are actually

00:31:02.153 --> 00:31:03.572
not only being considered
right now,

00:31:03.655 --> 00:31:05.073
but also happening right now,

00:31:05.156 --> 00:31:06.700
with some
of the illegal mining

00:31:06.783 --> 00:31:08.118
that's going on in there.

00:31:11.329 --> 00:31:13.582
- If the mining problem
wasn't enough,

00:31:13.665 --> 00:31:16.585
there is a dam proposal
on the Chalupas.

00:31:16.668 --> 00:31:19.754
And if that were to happen,
it would just be a disaster,

00:31:19.838 --> 00:31:22.674
because this place
is truly untouched.

00:31:23.520 --> 00:31:25.273
totally changed.

00:31:25.356 --> 00:31:28.943
The jungle can be totally
altered and compromised

00:31:29.027 --> 00:31:31.237
if we don't start putting
our hands up right now

00:31:31.321 --> 00:31:34.032
and paying extremely
close attention to it.

00:31:45.752 --> 00:31:47.420
We made it down to the river.

00:31:47.503 --> 00:31:48.755
You know, we spent two days

00:31:48.838 --> 00:31:51.215
just doing
that single portage.

00:31:51.299 --> 00:31:53.509
Yeah, buddy.

00:31:53.593 --> 00:31:56.512
Yeah.

00:31:56.596 --> 00:31:59.057
- Kind of like stage one,
complete.

00:31:59.140 --> 00:32:01.351
Stage one of five.

00:32:01.434 --> 00:32:04.646
2,000 vertical feet to here,
8,000 vertical feet

00:32:04.729 --> 00:32:06.940
to go to the takeout.

00:32:10.568 --> 00:32:12.278
- We're dropping
into the unknown here,

00:32:12.362 --> 00:32:14.280
and the walls
are starting to close in.

00:32:14.364 --> 00:32:17.492
And, yeah, we don't want
to get boxed out in here.

00:32:17.575 --> 00:32:19.661
So fingers crossed--
we can work down

00:32:19.744 --> 00:32:22.664
this box canyon
at river level.

00:32:36.636 --> 00:32:37.887
- Ah.

00:32:49.983 --> 00:32:51.359
- You don't know till you go,

00:32:51.442 --> 00:32:54.153
and hopefully
you don't go too far.

00:33:02.996 --> 00:33:05.498
- It's a real *ed-up spot--

00:33:05.581 --> 00:33:07.291
boxed-in hole, nowhere to go,

00:33:07.375 --> 00:33:11.295
no other real good option.

00:33:11.379 --> 00:33:14.298
You're thinking of trying
to not touch that rock.

00:33:14.382 --> 00:33:16.551
- I'm going
on the right channel.

00:33:18.678 --> 00:33:19.721
- We had no other choice

00:33:19.804 --> 00:33:21.931
but to put Nouria and I
in our kayaks

00:33:22.015 --> 00:33:24.809
and just hope that one of us
was gonna get through.

00:33:24.892 --> 00:33:26.728
- If you swim
and you lose gear,

00:33:26.811 --> 00:33:27.854
it's game over.

00:33:27.937 --> 00:33:30.106
Like, I don't even know
what would happen.

00:33:55.631 --> 00:33:57.592
Whoo. Yeah.

00:34:03.097 --> 00:34:04.974
- Here we are at camp six.

00:34:05.058 --> 00:34:07.602
We've dropped 3,000
vertical feet.

00:34:07.685 --> 00:34:11.147
We have 7,000 more
vertical feet to drop.

00:34:13.608 --> 00:34:16.444
- We were planning to do
half of the river

00:34:16.527 --> 00:34:19.030
in eight to ten days.

00:34:19.113 --> 00:34:22.367
But you haven't done
a quarter of the distance

00:34:22.450 --> 00:34:24.243
that you were supposed
to cover.

00:34:24.327 --> 00:34:27.246
And so that brings up
a lot of question

00:34:27.330 --> 00:34:29.374
for the rest of the descent.

00:34:43.721 --> 00:34:46.474
It was pouring rain all night,

00:34:46.557 --> 00:34:49.811
and the river spiked up.

00:34:49.894 --> 00:34:53.397
- Right now it's, like,
a foot higher

00:34:53.481 --> 00:34:55.525
than it was yesterday.

00:34:55.608 --> 00:35:00.279
- I think
it's too much water for--

00:35:00.363 --> 00:35:02.782
to just navigate it safely.

00:35:02.865 --> 00:35:04.283
- Well, hopefully it doesn't--

00:35:04.367 --> 00:35:06.953
Doesn't rain again tonight,
hopefully it keeps drop--

00:35:07.036 --> 00:35:09.163
- It's raining afternoon a bit.
- Yeah.

00:35:09.247 --> 00:35:10.581
But hopefully it
keeps dropping.

00:35:10.665 --> 00:35:13.334
- But not as much, hopefully.
- Yeah.

00:35:13.417 --> 00:35:16.963
- If the water is too high,
it's harder to stop.

00:35:17.046 --> 00:35:20.633
We have less possibility of
portaging high river levels.

00:35:20.716 --> 00:35:23.719
We'd have no margin,
and we need that margin

00:35:23.803 --> 00:35:26.848
because this river
is just full-on.

00:35:26.931 --> 00:35:28.391
- Even
when the river was low,

00:35:28.474 --> 00:35:30.560
one mistake would be
a life-or-death scenario

00:35:30.643 --> 00:35:33.229
with very few options
for rescue.

00:35:33.312 --> 00:35:35.481
And now that the river's high,
it's like, forget about it.

00:35:35.565 --> 00:35:38.901
One mistake, and you're dead.

00:35:44.740 --> 00:35:46.492
If we continue
to have bad weather

00:35:46.576 --> 00:35:48.035
and the river stays high,

00:35:48.119 --> 00:35:50.454
we basically
just can't go anywhere.

00:35:53.916 --> 00:35:57.044
We're gonna need pretty much
the next 16 to 18 hours

00:35:57.128 --> 00:36:00.381
to be pretty dry for us
to get back on the river.

00:36:00.464 --> 00:36:02.884
And we're running
out of supplies.

00:36:07.680 --> 00:36:12.268
- To communicate with Abe,
we had a satcom inReach.

00:36:12.351 --> 00:36:15.897
It's basically just like
a satellite texting unit.

00:36:15.980 --> 00:36:19.150
And, initially,
it was working super well.

00:36:19.233 --> 00:36:20.902
Every step we took downstream,

00:36:20.985 --> 00:36:24.238
it delayed the messages
even further.

00:36:26.324 --> 00:36:28.117
- You're so remote,

00:36:28.201 --> 00:36:31.120
and the fact that your inReach
is not working

00:36:31.204 --> 00:36:34.916
just makes you
so much more vulnerable.

00:36:42.131 --> 00:36:44.383
- It felt a little bit
touch and go yesterday

00:36:44.467 --> 00:36:46.928
'cause we were down
to about one full day

00:36:47.011 --> 00:36:48.763
of food left.

00:36:48.846 --> 00:36:50.139
But we're super fortunate

00:36:50.223 --> 00:36:52.266
to have
helicopter support on this,

00:36:52.350 --> 00:36:55.937
and we got four more days
of food dropped.

00:36:56.020 --> 00:36:59.148
I honestly think
we're gonna be dependent

00:36:59.232 --> 00:37:01.275
on probably one more drop

00:37:01.359 --> 00:37:04.612
to hit our halfway point
on this river.

00:37:06.405 --> 00:37:09.492
- If we can't paddle because
the weather is too bad,

00:37:09.575 --> 00:37:12.078
it means the heli
cannot fly to help us.

00:37:12.161 --> 00:37:16.958
Like, that support is not
endless and limitless in time.

00:37:19.001 --> 00:37:22.463
For me, I was like,
"We're in a really bad spot."

00:37:22.546 --> 00:37:24.006
And you have your friends
that are, like,

00:37:24.090 --> 00:37:25.591
just way more
relaxed about it.

00:37:25.675 --> 00:37:29.262
And I was, like, making me
feel even more scared.

00:37:43.401 --> 00:37:44.819
- We've all been
kind of saying

00:37:44.902 --> 00:37:46.779
that today is kind of
a make-or-break day,

00:37:46.862 --> 00:37:49.115
because if we can't make
some kilometers,

00:37:49.198 --> 00:37:52.785
make some miles today, we're--

00:37:52.868 --> 00:37:55.955
we may not make it
all the way down this river.

00:38:01.085 --> 00:38:04.171
A week ago, we probably
would have just stayed at camp

00:38:04.255 --> 00:38:06.173
on a day like this,
with the high water,

00:38:06.257 --> 00:38:09.343
but now we feel the urgency
of getting downstream

00:38:09.427 --> 00:38:11.137
and getting out of here.

00:38:22.898 --> 00:38:27.069
- Every single horizon line
is brand-new,

00:38:27.153 --> 00:38:29.822
and we're trying to stop
for all of them.

00:38:29.905 --> 00:38:31.949
But, inevitably, we're having
to run a lot of stuff

00:38:32.033 --> 00:38:33.451
just, like, blind.

00:38:40.207 --> 00:38:42.501
- This is ridiculous.

00:38:42.585 --> 00:38:44.837
It's so steep...

00:38:44.920 --> 00:38:46.922
'cause there's no pool.
- Yeah.

00:38:55.181 --> 00:38:56.557
Oh, *!

00:39:18.621 --> 00:39:21.040
Oh, man, I almost got
totally *ed right there.

00:39:21.123 --> 00:39:25.920
That would have been
the worst place to swim.

00:39:37.681 --> 00:39:40.643
We had another pause
in the action

00:39:40.726 --> 00:39:43.270
due to a rainstorm
that hit last night

00:39:43.354 --> 00:39:45.606
and brought the river up
two and a half feet.

00:39:47.233 --> 00:39:48.734
- It's definitely not
what we wanted,

00:39:48.818 --> 00:39:52.279
not what we expected,
not what was forecasted.

00:39:52.363 --> 00:39:53.280
Not good.

00:40:00.121 --> 00:40:01.580
- Check this out.

00:40:01.664 --> 00:40:03.874
It's so * big.

00:40:05.418 --> 00:40:08.754
I don't want to get stuck
in the walled-in section

00:40:08.838 --> 00:40:10.464
with that kind of current.

00:40:10.548 --> 00:40:13.008
It's * terrifying.

00:40:14.677 --> 00:40:16.846
It's so *ed.

00:40:16.929 --> 00:40:19.140
- Yeah, it's not looking
any better.

00:40:19.223 --> 00:40:22.309
The way it's affecting
everything is insane.

00:40:22.393 --> 00:40:24.603
Just angry, angry.

00:40:41.203 --> 00:40:44.957
This incessant rain
that has been coming through,

00:40:45.040 --> 00:40:46.959
even in days
that it's supposed to be good,

00:40:47.042 --> 00:40:48.711
has dampened our spirits
a bit.

00:40:48.794 --> 00:40:51.380
So there's a lot of,
you know...

00:40:51.464 --> 00:40:54.467
a lot of talk of what if
and what's downstream.

00:40:56.093 --> 00:40:58.846
Our goal is to move
one kilometer down

00:40:58.929 --> 00:41:03.184
so that we have
an airdrop support position.

00:41:03.267 --> 00:41:08.397
This section is dropping
300 feet in one kilometer,

00:41:08.481 --> 00:41:10.065
and that's just Richter.

00:41:50.564 --> 00:41:54.235
- We're basically
at, like, our food drop,

00:41:54.318 --> 00:41:56.695
possibly an evac point,

00:41:56.779 --> 00:41:59.532
and the start
of a big-* portage.

00:41:59.615 --> 00:42:01.450
And for me to go on,

00:42:01.534 --> 00:42:05.704
I'd want weather
and continued support.

00:42:05.788 --> 00:42:07.540
That's me.

00:42:07.623 --> 00:42:09.291
If we get a forecast back

00:42:09.375 --> 00:42:13.379
and it's, like,
ten days solid rain, like...

00:42:13.462 --> 00:42:17.258
that would start to make me
think twice.

00:42:17.341 --> 00:42:20.970
But I can still probably
be convinced, to be honest.

00:42:22.805 --> 00:42:25.599
- For me, it was really hard,
because I was like,

00:42:25.683 --> 00:42:27.977
"We have all
the red lights--

00:42:28.060 --> 00:42:32.481
"environment, the steepness,
the remoteness, the forecast.

00:42:32.565 --> 00:42:33.941
"It's all against us,

00:42:34.024 --> 00:42:37.653
and they're still talking
about going all the way down."

00:42:37.736 --> 00:42:40.239
But I was, like, starting
to question

00:42:40.322 --> 00:42:42.908
if my partners
and if my friends

00:42:42.992 --> 00:42:45.536
were still making
the right decision.

00:43:12.396 --> 00:43:15.149
- We're just putting it out
there to our ground support

00:43:15.232 --> 00:43:19.612
to see if we even have
an option to evac here.

00:43:19.695 --> 00:43:23.949
And that will really determine
what the next step is.

00:43:25.868 --> 00:43:27.661
- I think that
was an uncomfortable place

00:43:27.745 --> 00:43:29.496
for especially
Nouria to be,

00:43:29.580 --> 00:43:31.624
to be the one
for the very first time

00:43:31.707 --> 00:43:34.752
in her paddling career
that wanted to evacuate.

00:43:37.880 --> 00:43:41.300
I'm fully committed
to going downstream.

00:43:41.383 --> 00:43:44.970
I'm not really there
to consider backing down.

00:44:02.071 --> 00:44:05.491
- It could be raining.
- We could wait there.

00:44:05.574 --> 00:44:07.326
- But give it an hour--
- Or two hours,

00:44:07.409 --> 00:44:09.995
maybe a couple hours.

00:44:10.079 --> 00:44:11.622
Maybe more.

00:44:15.709 --> 00:44:17.419
- There's nothing we can do.

00:44:17.503 --> 00:44:20.339
We're just trying
to do what we can.

00:44:20.422 --> 00:44:25.219
Get 'em out fast
and efficiently as possible.

00:44:25.302 --> 00:44:29.223
Just can't imagine.
Think how they feel right now.

00:44:32.976 --> 00:44:34.728
Yeah, the clouds over there
in the mountains

00:44:34.812 --> 00:44:36.397
are starting to open up.

00:44:36.480 --> 00:44:37.940
Everything is pushing out.

00:44:38.023 --> 00:44:40.567
And the east side
is looking clear,

00:44:40.651 --> 00:44:42.403
but it's not gonna
last forever.

00:44:42.486 --> 00:44:44.405
There's another front
coming in.

00:44:44.488 --> 00:44:48.325
So we get, like, one shot,
I guess, this afternoon,

00:44:48.409 --> 00:44:50.452
hoping that it stops
raining up there.

00:44:50.536 --> 00:44:53.580
But, realistically,

00:44:53.664 --> 00:44:56.834
if we don't do it today...

00:44:56.917 --> 00:44:59.461
we may not do it
for a couple days.

00:44:59.545 --> 00:45:01.797
So this is our shot.

00:45:04.133 --> 00:45:06.635
Every time
you bring in a helicopter

00:45:06.719 --> 00:45:09.263
into any kind of rescue,

00:45:09.346 --> 00:45:11.932
everything can go wrong
really fast.

00:45:14.518 --> 00:45:17.479
We have
some very unique conditions

00:45:17.563 --> 00:45:21.066
which involves temperature
and high elevation.

00:45:46.925 --> 00:45:48.385
- This is not good.

00:45:48.469 --> 00:45:50.804
The only thing
that they can help us with

00:45:50.888 --> 00:45:53.098
is just throw supplies
from the sky.

00:45:53.182 --> 00:45:54.767
Extraction's not possible.

00:45:54.850 --> 00:45:57.311
If someone gets injured,
that's game over,

00:45:57.394 --> 00:45:59.146
and nothing will happen.

00:45:59.229 --> 00:46:03.692
And so it just had a whole
other level of commitment.

00:46:03.776 --> 00:46:06.320
- That's only when it's clear
to the whole group

00:46:06.403 --> 00:46:09.072
we have to go downstream
to leave the river.

00:46:18.499 --> 00:46:19.917
- We know
from our map research

00:46:20.000 --> 00:46:23.420
that just below us here
is this massive waterfall

00:46:23.504 --> 00:46:24.505
that's "unrunnable."

00:46:24.588 --> 00:46:26.965
So the only way for us
to move downstream

00:46:27.049 --> 00:46:28.967
is to take our boats and hike.

00:46:31.804 --> 00:46:33.722
That's gonna take us
at least two days

00:46:33.806 --> 00:46:35.724
to get around this canyon.

00:46:50.572 --> 00:46:53.325
- I was doing good until, like,
the spiky one went, like...

00:46:54.493 --> 00:46:57.204
And slapped me in the face
and in the nose.

00:47:02.918 --> 00:47:06.588
Hopefully I don't get
a jungle scar...

00:47:06.672 --> 00:47:09.508
and we get out fast enough

00:47:09.591 --> 00:47:12.219
that it doesn't get infected.

00:47:12.302 --> 00:47:14.054
I want out.

00:47:16.974 --> 00:47:18.725
I'm not against risk taking,

00:47:18.809 --> 00:47:20.978
but I want to control
the amount of risk

00:47:21.061 --> 00:47:22.271
that I'm willing to take.

00:47:22.354 --> 00:47:26.608
And at this point,
I didn't have that control.

00:47:26.692 --> 00:47:30.404
And then on top of that,
it's been almost four weeks.

00:47:30.487 --> 00:47:32.698
So that's about what
I told my friends

00:47:32.781 --> 00:47:35.335
and family that I'll be gone.

00:47:35.433 --> 00:47:37.218
We do it
because it makes us happy.

00:47:37.402 --> 00:47:38.478
And then it's fine

00:47:38.661 --> 00:47:40.705
until you put the people
back home

00:47:40.789 --> 00:47:43.249
in a position
where they have no comms,

00:47:43.333 --> 00:47:45.251
so they start worrying.

00:47:45.335 --> 00:47:48.004
They don't care
if you're a success

00:47:48.088 --> 00:47:50.215
or a failure or whatever.

00:47:50.298 --> 00:47:52.842
They just want
to see you again.

00:48:00.391 --> 00:48:02.477
- Right below us
there's this huge landslide.

00:48:02.560 --> 00:48:06.397
And just--yeah, it's so steep
that a little bit of rain,

00:48:06.481 --> 00:48:08.608
and everything slides down.

00:48:08.691 --> 00:48:11.319
We definitely have our work cut
out for us moving down this.

00:48:11.402 --> 00:48:12.737
- It's so steep.

00:48:20.954 --> 00:48:22.747
- We're dropping
into a section of river

00:48:22.831 --> 00:48:24.499
with unknown vertical gorges.

00:48:24.582 --> 00:48:26.918
We don't know
what's around any corner.

00:48:27.001 --> 00:48:28.503
But we just have to do it

00:48:28.586 --> 00:48:32.674
'cause there's
no other way to get to the LZ.

00:48:32.757 --> 00:48:34.551
- Not only are you playing

00:48:34.634 --> 00:48:37.053
this life-or-death chess match
against the river,

00:48:37.137 --> 00:48:38.805
you're also trying
to do battle

00:48:38.888 --> 00:48:41.349
with the demons
that have really developed

00:48:41.432 --> 00:48:42.684
in all of us that said,

00:48:42.767 --> 00:48:45.311
"You might not even
make it to the LZ."

00:49:03.580 --> 00:49:05.331
- When you're moving
in this type of white water,

00:49:05.415 --> 00:49:07.000
we'll send one person ahead,

00:49:07.083 --> 00:49:08.835
and then the group really
needs to trust

00:49:08.918 --> 00:49:10.879
whether that person
says it's a walk,

00:49:10.962 --> 00:49:13.173
or if it's, like,
good to go,

00:49:13.256 --> 00:49:15.550
there needs to be a serious
amount of trust.

00:49:20.013 --> 00:49:22.056
Communication is just
totally critical out here.

00:49:22.140 --> 00:49:23.391
If one of us is paddling

00:49:23.474 --> 00:49:25.143
through a hard section
of white water,

00:49:25.226 --> 00:49:27.645
you can't just have
somebody dropping in on them.

00:49:27.729 --> 00:49:30.148
It's literally a matter
of life and death.

00:50:08.144 --> 00:50:10.647
- You still watch
while I'm going in the rapid

00:50:10.730 --> 00:50:12.398
because you don't hear
those guys,

00:50:12.482 --> 00:50:14.901
and you * lost it at me.

00:50:14.984 --> 00:50:16.569
You scare me.

00:50:16.653 --> 00:50:18.112
I just don't want to be

00:50:18.196 --> 00:50:20.740
on this *
sketchy-* river with you

00:50:20.823 --> 00:50:23.076
because I don't believe
you guys are making

00:50:23.159 --> 00:50:24.911
the right decisions.
- You're not gonna--

00:50:24.994 --> 00:50:28.039
- I want out.
I want out.

00:50:29.666 --> 00:50:31.125
- I just told her,
like, if she doesn't want

00:50:31.209 --> 00:50:35.463
to look at anybody else,
then that's fine.

00:50:35.546 --> 00:50:37.674
She's just dropping into shit
without, like, even--

00:50:37.757 --> 00:50:40.426
- She scouted it, and she
waited for a while up there.

00:50:40.510 --> 00:50:42.011
- Oh, did she?
- Yeah.

00:50:42.095 --> 00:50:43.429
- Okay.

00:50:43.513 --> 00:50:45.765
But nobody's talking
to each other or anything?

00:50:45.848 --> 00:50:48.351
- I was like, "Hey, guys,
Nou's getting ready to go."

00:50:48.434 --> 00:50:50.687
Maybe you didn't hear.

00:50:57.777 --> 00:50:59.654
- At the end of the day,

00:50:59.737 --> 00:51:01.447
when we
had our worst blowup,

00:51:01.531 --> 00:51:03.616
when we had
our worst communication,

00:51:03.700 --> 00:51:07.036
when it just felt
like this five-year-old,

00:51:07.120 --> 00:51:09.831
really precious friendship to
me had totally deteriorated,

00:51:09.914 --> 00:51:12.625
I walked into the jungle
to try to, like, clear myself

00:51:12.709 --> 00:51:14.544
a tent spot later
than I normally would

00:51:14.627 --> 00:51:16.713
just because I was trying
to dry out my feet.

00:51:16.796 --> 00:51:20.216
I slipped and frigging took
a machete to the finger.

00:51:20.300 --> 00:51:23.011
Ah! *!

00:51:23.094 --> 00:51:26.347
Oh, no, shit!
- What'd you do?

00:51:26.431 --> 00:51:28.516
- Ah. Damn it.

00:51:28.599 --> 00:51:30.018
I cut my finger real bad.

00:51:30.101 --> 00:51:32.937
- I saw Ben cruising
down the river

00:51:33.021 --> 00:51:34.856
with blood streaming
down his finger.

00:51:34.939 --> 00:51:36.190
His pants were stained.

00:51:36.274 --> 00:51:39.319
His feet were just, like,
deep red with blood.

00:51:43.740 --> 00:51:45.533
- I felt like,
in cutting my hand,

00:51:45.616 --> 00:51:49.370
it was, like, this physical
"karmatic" manifestation

00:51:49.454 --> 00:51:50.997
of the issue
that had developed

00:51:51.080 --> 00:51:52.665
between Nouria and I.

00:51:52.749 --> 00:51:55.335
You're out here alone.
Don't worry about it.

00:51:55.418 --> 00:51:58.546
You're alone.
Don't worry.

00:51:58.629 --> 00:52:00.882
Ooh, she's a bleeder.
- Yeah.

00:52:03.468 --> 00:52:05.928
- A sliced finger
in day-to-day life

00:52:06.012 --> 00:52:07.221
isn't such a big deal.

00:52:07.305 --> 00:52:10.558
But in extreme
class 6 whitewater kayaking,

00:52:10.641 --> 00:52:12.935
your life depends
on your hand.

00:52:15.688 --> 00:52:18.733
It was pretty clear
that my clock was ticking

00:52:18.816 --> 00:52:20.902
in terms of an infection.

00:52:28.910 --> 00:52:31.245
It's bleeding
the same as it was.

00:52:33.623 --> 00:52:36.042
This is gonna have to do.

00:52:37.835 --> 00:52:39.087
In scouting the river,

00:52:39.170 --> 00:52:41.631
we knew that maybe
the most committing portion,

00:52:41.714 --> 00:52:43.591
maybe the most dangerous
section of river

00:52:43.674 --> 00:52:45.385
that we had seen
on the entire thing

00:52:45.468 --> 00:52:49.889
was situated almost just
upstream of the actual LZ.

00:52:49.972 --> 00:52:52.934
So, for over two
and a half weeks,

00:52:53.017 --> 00:52:55.478
we always had that in the back
of our mind of--

00:52:55.561 --> 00:52:58.731
that shit that's between
here and any hope of exit

00:52:58.815 --> 00:53:00.900
is peppered with areas

00:53:00.983 --> 00:53:02.693
that were
completely "unrunnable"

00:53:02.777 --> 00:53:05.113
or "unsurvivable."

00:53:05.196 --> 00:53:07.698
Picked kind of a shitty day

00:53:07.782 --> 00:53:11.119
to go in with a *ed-up hand.

00:53:11.202 --> 00:53:14.330
Right off the bat, just...

00:53:14.414 --> 00:53:17.208
real scary box canyon.

00:53:17.291 --> 00:53:20.336
But we've got a few options.

00:53:20.420 --> 00:53:23.381
None of 'em
are that great or easy.

00:53:23.464 --> 00:53:26.134
Hopefully we won't have to go
do some craziness

00:53:26.217 --> 00:53:27.385
in the vertical jungle.

00:53:31.222 --> 00:53:33.391
My intuition tells me
to go catch that eddy

00:53:33.474 --> 00:53:34.851
over on the left.

00:53:34.934 --> 00:53:37.311
But my hand's,
like, "Think twice."

00:53:41.232 --> 00:53:45.278
- This ferry is, like, one
that I have 100% confidence

00:53:45.361 --> 00:53:46.737
that you would make.

00:53:46.821 --> 00:53:49.949
But, like, for mere mortals
like me,

00:53:50.032 --> 00:53:51.951
I would make it
some of the time,

00:53:52.034 --> 00:53:55.079
but I wouldn't want to do it
ten times in a row.

00:53:55.163 --> 00:53:57.957
I think you would have it
ten times, no problems.

00:53:58.040 --> 00:54:00.126
- You know, you're at the top
of a hard rapid.

00:54:00.209 --> 00:54:02.003
I had decided to run it.

00:54:02.086 --> 00:54:05.256
It means I'm 100% sure
that I will get it.

00:54:07.717 --> 00:54:09.385
I'm not gambling.

00:55:09.278 --> 00:55:11.864
- Nouria, do you want to talk?

00:55:13.616 --> 00:55:16.327
I've got to just, like...

00:55:16.410 --> 00:55:18.371
temper my shit.

00:55:18.454 --> 00:55:19.997
I can't do that.

00:55:20.081 --> 00:55:22.750
Even if there is a mistake,
I can't do that.

00:55:22.833 --> 00:55:24.752
- I was trying to tell you.
- I know, I know.

00:55:24.835 --> 00:55:26.921
I'm sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry.

00:55:27.004 --> 00:55:29.715
I'm gonna work on that.
- Ben, it's all right.

00:55:29.799 --> 00:55:31.300
We all have our moments.

00:55:31.384 --> 00:55:33.094
It's like, whatever.
- Yeah.

00:55:33.177 --> 00:55:34.470
- You know?
- Yeah.

00:55:34.554 --> 00:55:36.430
It's just so much stress.
- Yeah.

00:55:36.514 --> 00:55:39.517
- The good thing
about this team is its ability

00:55:39.600 --> 00:55:43.938
to just, like, acknowledge
that stress and move past that

00:55:44.021 --> 00:55:46.357
and be like,
"Oh, yeah, I know actually

00:55:46.440 --> 00:55:48.150
"you were not angry at me,

00:55:48.234 --> 00:55:50.444
you're just scared,"

00:55:50.528 --> 00:55:55.283
and kind of accept
that everyone has those swings.

00:55:57.994 --> 00:55:59.745
- Come on in here, Boomer.

00:56:11.048 --> 00:56:14.635
- He's got his cut finger,
his foot rot.

00:56:14.719 --> 00:56:16.262
He's, like, limping around.

00:56:16.345 --> 00:56:18.264
He's kind of *ed up
right now.

00:56:24.854 --> 00:56:26.564
- We'll see.

00:56:28.608 --> 00:56:31.485
We'll get there,
and then we'll see.

00:56:31.569 --> 00:56:33.446
If there's enough
food and stuff

00:56:33.529 --> 00:56:35.948
to just sneak on the river,

00:56:36.032 --> 00:56:37.199
that could be awesome.

00:56:37.283 --> 00:56:39.785
I feel like those big rapids,
like you said,

00:56:39.869 --> 00:56:42.246
they were kind of cool.
- Yeah.

00:56:42.330 --> 00:56:44.123
- Big water.

00:56:44.206 --> 00:56:46.000
- At the end of that day,

00:56:46.083 --> 00:56:49.170
Ben and Boomer were still
talking about making it

00:56:49.253 --> 00:56:51.756
all the way downstream.

00:56:51.839 --> 00:56:55.176
- Up until this point, like,
I was just like,

00:56:55.259 --> 00:56:57.678
"No way I'm gonna stop
willingly.

00:56:57.762 --> 00:56:59.180
No way."

00:56:59.263 --> 00:57:02.266
But it's been such
a monster undertaking,

00:57:02.350 --> 00:57:05.519
I just can't even imagine
going the next 40 kilometers

00:57:05.603 --> 00:57:07.980
to the finish line right now.

00:57:09.899 --> 00:57:11.400
I can't speak
for the rest of the group,

00:57:11.484 --> 00:57:14.820
but I know personally, like...

00:57:14.904 --> 00:57:17.740
I'm gonna be looking
to call it good, like--

00:57:17.823 --> 00:57:19.492
It's not what any of us wanted,

00:57:19.575 --> 00:57:23.120
but that's what
we're gonna get.

00:57:23.204 --> 00:57:27.333
And, man, I feel, like, lucky
to get there.

00:57:30.127 --> 00:57:34.340
What a * river, huh?

00:57:46.143 --> 00:57:48.729
- It's only now becoming
fully clear to me

00:57:48.813 --> 00:57:52.650
what an accomplishment it was
just to get to the LZ.

00:57:52.733 --> 00:57:55.027
We dropped 70% of the total,

00:57:55.111 --> 00:57:57.154
almost two vertical miles
of gradient

00:57:57.238 --> 00:58:01.033
in not even half
the distance down the river.

00:58:01.117 --> 00:58:03.619
- I'm so proud of what we did.

00:58:03.703 --> 00:58:05.538
And I'm proud
of how we did it, you know,

00:58:05.621 --> 00:58:08.916
safely moving
through those dangerous zones

00:58:08.999 --> 00:58:10.418
and descending

00:58:10.501 --> 00:58:12.503
one of the hardest sections
of white water

00:58:12.586 --> 00:58:13.921
that's ever been done.

00:58:14.004 --> 00:58:15.923
I mean, I don't know
how you measure these things.

00:58:16.006 --> 00:58:17.842
I'm not much for records.

00:58:17.925 --> 00:58:20.094
But, yeah, I challenge
a team to go out

00:58:20.177 --> 00:58:21.220
and paddle that thing.

00:58:21.303 --> 00:58:24.432
I mean, I think
the numbers speak for itself.

00:58:24.515 --> 00:58:27.101
- I'm really thankful
for the opportunity

00:58:27.184 --> 00:58:30.438
to be able to put myself
in this situation,

00:58:30.521 --> 00:58:33.607
even if that means
that it gets really hard

00:58:33.691 --> 00:58:36.736
and uncomfortable at times.

00:58:36.819 --> 00:58:39.488
That's what I live for.

00:58:41.365 --> 00:58:43.743
- There's a part of me that...

00:58:43.826 --> 00:58:48.080
only truly exists and thrives

00:58:48.164 --> 00:58:50.291
in these river canyons

00:58:50.374 --> 00:58:52.460
with the unknown
in front of us

00:58:52.543 --> 00:58:54.462
and hard work behind us.

00:58:54.545 --> 00:58:55.713
Anywhere else,

00:58:55.796 --> 00:58:58.924
I'm a lesser version
of myself.