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Magic and Michael.

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Four quarters a game,
seven games, if necessary,

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for the pro basketball title.

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These are two masters
of the game, Magic and Michael.

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For all the marbles this time.

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It was him and I.

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This is the first time
we were gonna face off against each other.

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It's a showdown between two legends.

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LA's Magic Johnson
and Chicago's Michael Jordan.

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If you're at the top of the mountain,

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there's no way you want someone
to push you off that mountain.

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You gonna fight, you gonna fight
until you get pushed off that mountain.

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And that's where Magic was.

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He was--
He was top of the mountain for me.

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'Cause all your energy has been generated

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just to try to beat one guy,
beat that one guy.

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As a competitor, I wasn't gonna
give up the crown easily.

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Listen, I knew in my heart
who I was gonna marry.

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I wasn't ready to be married,
but I knew I would always marry Cookie.

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I said, "I think that the problem is--

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The reason why we can't get married is

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'cause we're not even used to living
in the same city."

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All these years, it was long distance.

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I said, "So we need to learn to live
in the same city.

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I'll only do it if I have a job
and I have my own apartment,

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you know, so I can still have
my independence."

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Some of us might have been a little upset
that she was going back,

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drinking the Kool-Aid again, you know?
It's like

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"Don't you remember what happened before?"

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That was the first year

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that he invited me to go to the playoffs.

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In all of the other championships
that he played in, I was never there.

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So finally, when they were
in the championship against Chicago,

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he allowed me to go.

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I was super excited about the playoffs.

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I mean, this was, you know,
the Chicago Bulls, Michael Jordan.

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I don't think we went through a season
where we felt we weren't the best team.

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I mean, that's just the arrogance
and the confidence we had about our team.

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And we went into Chicago feeling that way.

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And the opening tip
controlled by the LA Lakers

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as Magic Johnson against Michael Jordan.

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They were good. I mean, Chicago was good

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but they had never
been to the finals before.

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If you've never been there,
you don't know what it's like.

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It's somewhat of a disadvantage.

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This is the first time we had the chance
to go against a juggernaut.

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And we were nervous going into the game.

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I was feeling good. We won game one.

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A.C. Green
back on the floor for the Lakers.

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Magic.

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We expect this. We're back in the finals.

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This is what we do.

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We win big games.

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Game two. Let's go.
Let's get it on right now.

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And then they won four straight.

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Final seconds.
Magic's three-point attempt blocked.

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Pippen comes away with it.

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And the Chicago Bulls have won
their first-ever NBA championship.

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Magic's not gonna go down just to go down.

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You have to go take something from him
because he's been there many times before.

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And, you know, we went, and we took it.

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I tried to get to him on the floor,
but I couldn't.

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'Cause I wanted to congratulate him.

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He came in our locker room,
he gave me the biggest hug, you know?

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He congratulated me,
and he wished me well.

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When he hugged me, he just started crying.

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It was a beautiful moment
for both of us to see the joy.

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And I wanted to say, "Hey, congratulations
on winning your first championship."

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He didn't have to do it. You know?
From a competitive standpoint.

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But he understood what it meant.

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He understood the respect of it,

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that, okay, you entered into this club,

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this Larry Bird, Magic Johnson club.

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That shows the true champion
that he really is.

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Michael Jordan is the unanimous MVP.

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Is there a feeling of a passing
of the torch, Magic Johnson to you?

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It was Michael Jordan saying,

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"Hey, man.
Why don't you hand over the baton?"

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And Magic's like
"I don't know. I don't know."

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He was trying to hang on to it
just a little bit longer.

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I do have to admit it was their turn.

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But, man, it's painful for me to lose.

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I said, "Okay. We're gonna
come back next year and win."

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Even though we lost,
for us it was a good thing.

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That was a good experience

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for him to understand that now you can
invite me into this part of your life.

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You know? You need to grow up.

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You can't be--
You shouldn't be doing these things.

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And I kept talking to him, going,
"I can't believe you're doing it."

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He's like, "I can't believe
you're making a big deal over nothing."

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So we had this huge fight again.

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"Well, if you give this party, that's it."

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I stood my ground, he stood his ground.

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My head goes,
"You don't want to be a part of this.

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You don't want to go through this.

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You know, maybe it's a sign.

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He's not gonna change."

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That was it. We were done.

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I didn't think she would actually leave.

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This stung me so bad.

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After the season,
I always used to go to the Bahamas

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and go to sleep for a week

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and let my body heal and my mind rest.

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Cookie had been through a lot.
No question about it.

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But she deserved so much more.

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She didn't deserve
me asking her to marry me

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and then breaking the engagement,
what, three times.

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She didn't deserve that.
She was a better woman than that.

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When you talk about soul mates

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She was the perfect woman for me.

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And then my father called me up
and told me,

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he said,
"Junior, you better marry that girl.

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God blessed you with this woman, man.

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You gonna make a mistake.
The biggest mistake of your life."

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Then I get a phone call.

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He said, "I think I can do this."

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I said, "Okay.
The only way we can do this, if we--

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When you get back,
we fly directly to Vegas, get married,

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and just get it over with."

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I said, "I don't need a wedding."

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At this point, I was just at my wit's end.

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I said, "Let's do this."

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She said, "I want a short engagement.

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We got to do it now
before you change your mind."

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I said, "I am not changing my mind."

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I remember thinking,
"What if he doesn't show up?"

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I'm still scared
that he's not gonna go through with this

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because he's done it so many times.

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It's like that movie The Runaway Bride.
He was the runaway groom.

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My dress was
almost two sizes too big for me

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because I had lost so much weight
from stress.

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I was so nervous and, like,
all my girlfriends were calming me down.

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"He's coming, don't worry."

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At that point, we were kinda like, "Okay.

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When we get there,
if it's still on, it's still on."

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-Right. Right.
-You know? And then

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-And then it was.
-It was. It was amazing.

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I kept her waiting for a long time.

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And to be at home in Michigan,

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to have our family and friends
and the whole state watching,

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it was going to be great.

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I was standing in the back of the church
with my father,

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and they opened the doors,

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and I couldn't move.

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'Cause I was still thinking, "What if?"

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And my dad goes,
"You okay? You gonna do this?"

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Took a deep breath
and walked down the aisle.

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When I saw her looking so beautiful,

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I just started crying.

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It was a beautiful moment.

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-Cookie looked like a princess.
-Yeah, she did.

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She's just beautiful. And Earvin even.

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-You could almost see
-Yeah, exhale.

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Right. Right. Right.

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Like, "I got her.
Everything is right. It's all right."

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I now pronounce you husband and wife.

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You may kiss the bride.

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was an awesome feeling.

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Since we were going
to Paris with the Lakers

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to play some of the French teams,

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we just said, "Hey, we might as well
make that our honeymoon."

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Cookie and I are doing
some honeymooning, some sightseeing.

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At night, we get to walk
and really enjoy one another.

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And it took us really back
to, like, our college days.

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I had gotten off the pill,
you know, months ahead

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because we were planning
to get married, whatever.

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While we were in Paris,
I thought I saw some signs.

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Maybe let's take a test.

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But we couldn't read it
'cause it was in French.

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So one of the maids came in
to clean the room,

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and I showed her the little stick,

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and she-- I go

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And she goes, "Oui, oui!"

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I was so happy
because this is what we both wanted,

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to have a kid together.

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I finally got married to Cookie,
and she's pregnant now.

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And now it's time
to start getting ready for the season.

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Now the mission is to beat the Bulls.

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We felt, "Man, this is--
This team we got right now--

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Yeah, we'll be back in the finals."

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So we're six games
into an eight-game preseason.

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We fly to Salt Lake. Go to the hotel.

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I have these messages to call the office.

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And I get on with Jerry,
and it's, "Send Magic home."

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"Why?"

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"I can't tell you that,
but we need him home."

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"Now."

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Jerry's never really, like,
spoken to me that way.

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Like "I know something
that I want you to know."

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So I say, "Okay." I call him.

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I said, "Listen, you're going home."

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And I say, "Well, okay. For what?"

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And he said, "Well, I don't know.
He just said you got to come home."

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I said, "We're going home
right after the game,

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so why don't I see him tomorrow?"

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He said, "No, you got to come home now."

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I get a call from Dr. Mellman. He goes,

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"He's got to come back from Utah."
I go, "Why?" He goes, "I can't tell you."

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"Earvin has to come home."
"Can he play?" "Nope, can't play.

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He's gotta come home. Can't participate.

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I'll see him in my office
when he gets here."

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We're in Utah,
and Magic's supposed to play.

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And then we get to the arena,
and Magic's not there.

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They say he went back to LA.

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Had the flu, had a cold.
Something like that.

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We already did
his preseason physical exam.

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Anything that would have come up

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would have come up
on his preseason physical exam.

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Cancer? I mean, what's he got?

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I went straight to Dr. Mellman's office.

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So, I think his office was
on the third floor.

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It was like 5:30 at this point.

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Nobody's in the waiting room.

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And then Dr. Mellman opens up the door

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and goes, "Hey, Earvin,
why don't you come in?"

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I can close my eyes
and recreate what my office looked like

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and where he and Lon sat.

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Sat down and, you know,

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I could tell something was wrong,
'cause he had a look on his face.

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And he kind of opens up his desk drawer

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and pulls out a FedEx envelope
and pulls out the document.

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And he

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And he said, "I got some unfortunate news
that you have HIV."

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I just sat there quiet.

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I was in disbelief

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just stunned.

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I said, "Are you sure?"

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Once I got myself together, it was like,

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"Okay, well-- So what does this mean?

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Am I gonna die?"

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And he said,
"Well, we don't quite know yet."

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"And, you know, these are my concerns.

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I've got a wife. She's pregnant.

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What do I tell her?"

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We were gonna have this fairy-tale life,

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and now I get this devastating news.

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So I'm sitting here in this chair like,
"Oh, my goodness.

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How am I gonna go home and tell her this?"

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I knew that this was going to destroy her,
just hurt her.

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I was home preparing to watch the game,

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and the phone rang.

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And it was Earvin.

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He said, "I'm on my way home,
and I'll tell you why when I get there."

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I knew it had to be serious
if he wasn't playing in that game.

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It was an agonizing wait.

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Probably the most difficult thing
I've ever done in my life.

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You know, to tell somebody that you love

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and somebody who loves you

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When he walked in the door,
he looked at me,

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and he said, "We need to talk."

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And he said, "I don't know any other way
to say it but to say it.

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I tested positive for the HIV virus,
the virus that causes AIDS."

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that just broke my heart.

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You know? Just broke my heart.

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Then she,
"Well, what does that mean for me?

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What does that mean for the baby?"
And I can't answer that.

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Oh, my God. My baby.

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What about my baby?

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What's gonna happen to my baby?

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I said, "Oh, no. No."

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I said, "You gotta be kidding."

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At that time, didn't nobody know.

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All they knew, it was death.

00:16:42.585 --> 00:16:44.253
We was getting ready to have dinner,

00:16:44.337 --> 00:16:47.798
and I got my purse and got in my car.

00:16:47.882 --> 00:16:49.550
And I just cried.

00:16:49.634 --> 00:16:52.303
And I just prayed,
and I cried, and I prayed.

00:16:53.137 --> 00:16:56.140
It's like somebody hit me
in the stomach with a rod.

00:16:56.467 --> 00:16:59.345
And I said, "Lord, don't take my child.

00:16:59.428 --> 00:17:01.513
Don't take my child, Lord.
Please don't take him."

00:17:03.766 --> 00:17:07.311
I cried. I just had to have a moment,
you know, to myself.

00:17:07.394 --> 00:17:08.395
And.

00:17:09.480 --> 00:17:11.690
The phone rang.
My mom was on the phone for a while.

00:17:12.191 --> 00:17:14.902
And then she said,
"Your dad wants to talk to you."

00:17:15.945 --> 00:17:18.739
And I remember him
just trying to explain it.

00:17:18.822 --> 00:17:21.784
Like, "You know, I've contracted this HIV.

00:17:21.867 --> 00:17:23.452
Doctors don't know a lot about it.

00:17:23.953 --> 00:17:25.287
I'm gonna be okay."

00:17:25.371 --> 00:17:29.625
Then talking to my mom.
Just trying to figure it out, what it is.

00:17:29.708 --> 00:17:34.421
You talk to doctors. Doctors are saying,
"Spend as much time with him as you can

00:17:34.505 --> 00:17:39.593
because he's not-- probably not gonna live
more than a few years."

00:17:44.098 --> 00:17:48.435
We got up the next morning,
went to the doctor's office.

00:17:49.103 --> 00:17:50.479
And he tested me.

00:17:51.355 --> 00:17:53.440
It took days to get your results back.

00:17:55.109 --> 00:17:58.279
That was agonizing, not knowing.

00:17:58.946 --> 00:18:00.948
That was the worst time in my life,

00:18:01.031 --> 00:18:03.576
just waiting and waiting and thinking

00:18:04.569 --> 00:18:08.073
about my parents,
my brothers and sisters, my son Andre.

00:18:08.656 --> 00:18:10.992
Do I have to get my affairs in order?

00:18:11.743 --> 00:18:13.953
I thought I was facing death.

00:18:14.913 --> 00:18:17.040
I didn't sleep. I was just thinking about

00:18:19.042 --> 00:18:22.504
"Is this the last time
that she gonna be in my arms?"

00:18:26.466 --> 00:18:28.426
Him and Cookie drove over.

00:18:29.094 --> 00:18:31.179
They pull up, and the door opens.

00:18:33.598 --> 00:18:34.682
Nothing but tears.

00:18:35.266 --> 00:18:37.310
I mean, what do you say?
What do you do?

00:18:38.019 --> 00:18:40.146
And Earvin goes,
"Okay, let's you and I go.

00:18:40.688 --> 00:18:42.607
We'll go for a walk to the beach."

00:18:43.191 --> 00:18:47.445
We just start walking,
and he just starts talking.

00:18:49.364 --> 00:18:51.825
And I was telling him,
"If anything happens,

00:18:51.908 --> 00:18:54.160
you know, you make sure
you take care of my family."

00:18:55.120 --> 00:18:57.539
"I guess I gotta stop
playing basketball."

00:18:57.622 --> 00:19:01.960
And at one point, he said,
"I don't know if I want to live.

00:19:02.043 --> 00:19:04.212
I might just end it. I might just--"

00:19:13.805 --> 00:19:16.474
His blood was sent to a doctor,
Dr. David Ho

00:19:16.558 --> 00:19:18.476
at the Aaron Diamond AIDS Institute.

00:19:18.977 --> 00:19:23.273
I got involved with HIV/AIDS
way back in 1980.

00:19:23.356 --> 00:19:25.358
I grew up in Los Angeles,

00:19:25.442 --> 00:19:29.988
and ever since I was a teenager,
I've been a Los Angeles Laker fan.

00:19:30.071 --> 00:19:33.032
And so, who wouldn't know
who Magic was?

00:19:34.784 --> 00:19:37.620
He called,
and he said, "Earvin's very ill.

00:19:37.704 --> 00:19:39.622
His T cell count is 203."

00:19:40.248 --> 00:19:44.544
At that point,
you're on what's called "the line."

00:19:44.627 --> 00:19:46.045
At 200, you're AIDS.

00:19:46.129 --> 00:19:47.964
It was of great concern.

00:19:48.047 --> 00:19:51.342
Obviously, that is near the limit

00:19:51.426 --> 00:19:55.138
below which he would be
prone to a number of infections.

00:19:55.221 --> 00:19:57.974
And talked about life expectancy.

00:19:58.057 --> 00:20:00.310
Two, three years at the most.

00:20:00.393 --> 00:20:01.603
I wasn't optimistic

00:20:01.686 --> 00:20:06.691
that a T cell count in the 200s
would sustain him for another five years.

00:20:06.775 --> 00:20:12.363
T cells help the immune system
to respond to certain infections,

00:20:12.447 --> 00:20:16.701
to make antibodies,
to make other killer T cell responses.

00:20:17.368 --> 00:20:20.663
So by depleting this cell population,

00:20:20.747 --> 00:20:25.168
HIV sort of zeroes in on the orchestrator
of the immune response.

00:20:25.251 --> 00:20:29.756
And therefore,
a person cannot control the assault

00:20:29.839 --> 00:20:33.718
from the various pathogens
that we have in our environment.

00:20:33.802 --> 00:20:38.473
I have been involved
in the response to this pandemic

00:20:38.556 --> 00:20:43.144
literally since the first few weeks
that we knew it was a new disease.

00:20:43.770 --> 00:20:47.607
The advances over the last
ten years in molecular biology

00:20:47.690 --> 00:20:50.110
have allowed scientists here at the NIH

00:20:50.193 --> 00:20:53.238
and in NIH-supported universities
throughout the country

00:20:53.780 --> 00:20:58.785
to be able to, as we call it,
map the genome of the AIDS virus.

00:20:58.868 --> 00:21:01.663
That was a critical time, 1991,

00:21:01.746 --> 00:21:04.541
because we didn't have
the optimal drugs then.

00:21:04.624 --> 00:21:09.003
If you were diagnosed early,
you could get lucky.

00:21:09.087 --> 00:21:14.217
My advice was, let's use the current drugs
to slow things down

00:21:14.300 --> 00:21:17.220
to preserve your immune system
as much as possible.

00:21:17.303 --> 00:21:21.474
And a little bit down the line,
there would be better drugs available.

00:21:21.558 --> 00:21:24.394
We only had one drug at that time, AZT.

00:21:24.477 --> 00:21:30.191
And you had to take five,
three times a day.

00:21:30.275 --> 00:21:32.610
So, it was taking its toll.

00:21:32.694 --> 00:21:37.282
AZT caused a lot of nausea,
vomiting, anemia.

00:21:37.365 --> 00:21:41.661
What we didn't know was
whether extreme physical exertion

00:21:41.745 --> 00:21:44.247
that would take place
in a professional athlete

00:21:44.330 --> 00:21:46.124
would be harmful to his health.

00:21:47.125 --> 00:21:50.211
Dr. Ho said,
"He can't play basketball anymore.

00:21:51.129 --> 00:21:52.589
You're done with basketball."

00:21:53.965 --> 00:21:56.009
He didn't even tell his teammates.

00:21:56.092 --> 00:21:57.761
So, Earvin, Cookie, and I spoke.

00:21:57.844 --> 00:21:59.512
And first, Cookie was,

00:22:00.388 --> 00:22:01.723
"We're not gonna go public with this.

00:22:01.806 --> 00:22:03.892
We're just gonna say
he's retiring from basketball."

00:22:03.975 --> 00:22:06.686
I can handle, you know,
fighting this thing one day at a time,

00:22:06.770 --> 00:22:08.229
you know, with you privately,

00:22:08.313 --> 00:22:11.775
but I was not okay
with telling the entire world.

00:22:13.151 --> 00:22:16.446
If you tell people, then people are
gonna start treating us differently.

00:22:17.447 --> 00:22:19.949
They're not gonna,
you know, want us around.

00:22:20.033 --> 00:22:23.828
They're gonna be scared to touch us.
You know things like that.

00:22:23.912 --> 00:22:26.164
You're supposed to be forthcoming
with the press

00:22:26.247 --> 00:22:28.666
and keep them
apprised of what's going on.

00:22:28.750 --> 00:22:30.835
You don't have to tell
them everything that's going on.

00:22:30.919 --> 00:22:35.507
But this was gonna be a national story,
world story.

00:22:36.049 --> 00:22:37.509
"What are we gonna say?"

00:22:38.259 --> 00:22:39.969
Because everybody's asking me.

00:22:40.553 --> 00:22:42.472
"We're gonna tell 'em
that we have the flu."

00:22:42.555 --> 00:22:45.433
In sports, it's opening night for the NBA.

00:22:45.517 --> 00:22:47.727
The regular season tips off with 12 games.

00:22:47.811 --> 00:22:51.147
And the big question is,
can Air Jordan keep Chicago soaring?

00:22:51.231 --> 00:22:53.566
Johnson appeared at practice two days ago

00:22:53.650 --> 00:22:56.611
after missing the Lakers'
first three games due to the flu.

00:22:56.694 --> 00:22:59.948
He spoke to the press,
saying he expects to be back in play soon.

00:23:00.031 --> 00:23:03.410
You don't wanna pull something
or hurt yourself

00:23:03.493 --> 00:23:05.245
because you haven't been practicing.

00:23:05.328 --> 00:23:08.915
So, since I haven't been practicing,
I had to get some practice time in.

00:23:08.998 --> 00:23:11.209
Make sure that
I get in some kind of shape.

00:23:11.292 --> 00:23:12.710
Looking around, I already--

00:23:12.794 --> 00:23:14.754
-You feel better, man?
-I feel better. I feel better.

00:23:14.838 --> 00:23:16.423
-You playing tonight?
-I gotta miss you tonight.

00:23:16.506 --> 00:23:18.091
-You gonna miss me?
-I'm gonna miss you tonight.

00:23:18.174 --> 00:23:20.427
-Well, I see you Christmas.
-for tonight, man.

00:23:20.510 --> 00:23:22.303
You got it. Man, how you doing, baby?

00:23:23.680 --> 00:23:26.141
I mean, there was questions every day.

00:23:26.224 --> 00:23:29.811
And as each day passed,

00:23:29.894 --> 00:23:35.150
there were greater doubts
about the flu story.

00:23:35.233 --> 00:23:37.444
Eyebrows were raised among the media.

00:23:38.653 --> 00:23:40.029
Wanting to be respectful

00:23:40.113 --> 00:23:43.324
and wanting to believe
everything that we were being told,

00:23:43.408 --> 00:23:45.827
but also realizing, "Wait a minute."

00:23:47.036 --> 00:23:49.205
We don't track down every single thing.

00:23:49.289 --> 00:23:52.876
If somebody bruises a fingernail
or something like that

00:23:53.543 --> 00:23:57.589
or has a bad stomachache,
we don't really think it's something else.

00:23:57.672 --> 00:24:00.925
But there was more to this
than met the eye.

00:24:01.009 --> 00:24:02.302
People would kind of--

00:24:03.052 --> 00:24:06.723
Just kind of whisper, and go, "No, no.
I'm sure it's nothing."

00:24:06.806 --> 00:24:08.266
I have to lie to my family.

00:24:08.767 --> 00:24:12.437
I have to lie to my team, my head coach.

00:24:12.520 --> 00:24:14.189
I had to lie to the world. Okay?

00:24:14.898 --> 00:24:16.900
We lied to the entire world.

00:24:16.983 --> 00:24:20.028
Every day I remember waking up
with this fear, like,

00:24:20.528 --> 00:24:24.407
"Oh, my God. Today, it's still here."

00:24:24.949 --> 00:24:28.078
Every day, going, "Okay,
but we gonna make it through this day.

00:24:28.161 --> 00:24:30.663
With the Lord,
we gonna make it through this day.

00:24:30.747 --> 00:24:32.749
We got to have faith, and we can do this."

00:24:35.502 --> 00:24:37.670
So we went back in to get the results.

00:24:38.838 --> 00:24:40.673
I thought I was gonna pass out.

00:24:42.300 --> 00:24:45.512
They said,
"The good news is, you don't have it.

00:24:45.595 --> 00:24:47.680
If you don't have it,
the baby won't have it."

00:24:48.590 --> 00:24:53.178
Then I had to find somebody
who's living with the disease

00:24:53.262 --> 00:24:59.852
that could help me understand
what my journey is gonna be now.

00:25:00.978 --> 00:25:03.022
What is my everyday life going to be?

00:25:04.732 --> 00:25:06.025
I am honored to introduce

00:25:06.108 --> 00:25:08.277
a woman who has been
an inspiration to millions,

00:25:08.777 --> 00:25:11.155
who has been living with HIV
for 11 years,

00:25:11.822 --> 00:25:16.160
the cofounder of the Pediatric AIDS
Foundation, Elizabeth Glaser. Thank you.

00:25:16.300 --> 00:25:18.511
And I wanted Earvin to meet her.

00:25:19.262 --> 00:25:20.680
Eleven years ago

00:25:22.265 --> 00:25:25.351
while giving birth to my first child,

00:25:26.060 --> 00:25:31.440
I hemorrhaged and was transfused
with seven pints of blood.

00:25:32.483 --> 00:25:37.780
Four years later, I found out that
I had been infected with the AIDS virus

00:25:38.406 --> 00:25:42.451
and had unknowingly passed it
to my daughter, Ariel,

00:25:42.535 --> 00:25:44.203
through my breast milk,

00:25:44.287 --> 00:25:46.831
and my son, Jake, in utero.

00:25:46.914 --> 00:25:48.875
I was having a conversation with Lon,

00:25:49.375 --> 00:25:53.004
really trying to decide
what I was going to do,

00:25:53.087 --> 00:25:58.384
discussing the pros and cons
of coming out, not coming out

00:25:59.927 --> 00:26:01.095
telling the world.

00:26:02.388 --> 00:26:05.057
I asked her. I said,
"What should I do?" You know.

00:26:05.141 --> 00:26:09.187
And she wanted-- She didn't even hesitate.
"You should go public with it."

00:26:10.188 --> 00:26:13.065
"I want you to become
the face of the disease.

00:26:13.149 --> 00:26:16.486
I want you to become a face of AIDS.
We need a face."

00:26:16.569 --> 00:26:19.447
When we were told our medical situation--

00:26:19.530 --> 00:26:25.828
our family had three members who had AIDS
or were infected with the HIV virus--

00:26:25.912 --> 00:26:31.083
our doctor said, "Don't tell anyone.
The world is not ready for your family."

00:26:31.167 --> 00:26:34.420
She goes,
"Magic Johnson's gonna save my son's life.

00:26:34.504 --> 00:26:36.422
I'm not gonna live. My daughter's dead.

00:26:37.381 --> 00:26:38.799
He's gonna save Jake's life.

00:26:39.342 --> 00:26:41.677
He's gonna put a name and a face to this."

00:26:41.761 --> 00:26:44.388
When we met her,
she just gave us so much hope

00:26:45.223 --> 00:26:46.891
just by being in her presence.

00:26:46.974 --> 00:26:48.684
Because she was mad,
and she was just like,

00:26:48.768 --> 00:26:50.686
"Get involved as much as you can.

00:26:50.770 --> 00:26:53.898
Get involved with them,
you know, trying to find a cure.

00:26:53.981 --> 00:26:56.442
Get involved
with supporting people who have it.

00:26:56.526 --> 00:27:00.279
You know, just, you know, get involved.
You know, care."

00:27:01.405 --> 00:27:05.701
I realized that God puts people
in a position for a purpose.

00:27:06.702 --> 00:27:09.413
And I believe his purpose was

00:27:09.497 --> 00:27:12.291
to be the face of this thing
and to be out there

00:27:12.375 --> 00:27:15.461
and try to support
and save as many people as possible.

00:27:15.545 --> 00:27:17.505
So that night in my house
on November 6th, we said,

00:27:17.588 --> 00:27:20.132
"We're gonna do a press conference
on Friday, November 8th.

00:27:20.216 --> 00:27:21.717
We need a day to put it together."

00:27:22.301 --> 00:27:24.512
Great. Done.

00:27:25.638 --> 00:27:29.225
Gives Earvin time,
gives us all time to properly plan this.

00:27:33.646 --> 00:27:35.106
Normal day, right?

00:27:35.189 --> 00:27:37.817
Get ready for a press conference
the next day. I go to my office early.

00:27:38.568 --> 00:27:43.990
And about 9:00 in the morning,
I get a call from a local radio reporter,

00:27:44.073 --> 00:27:48.703
and he says to me, "Lon, I have a report
that Earvin has AIDS."

00:27:49.287 --> 00:27:51.581
I got called
into the News Director's office.

00:27:51.664 --> 00:27:56.836
And the News Director says,
"Okay, we have a tip.

00:27:57.420 --> 00:28:02.175
Magic has HIV, and he's gonna retire."

00:28:03.217 --> 00:28:04.594
Immediately I got on the phone.

00:28:04.677 --> 00:28:09.891
I said, "Randy,
please do not release this information.

00:28:09.974 --> 00:28:11.434
I will call you back,

00:28:11.517 --> 00:28:14.061
but please do not release
this information."

00:28:14.562 --> 00:28:16.564
"Tell me if there's anything to this."

00:28:18.149 --> 00:28:19.567
And he didn't say no.

00:28:20.443 --> 00:28:23.946
When that tip came in
and it sounded so solid,

00:28:24.614 --> 00:28:26.282
that explained a lot of things.

00:28:26.365 --> 00:28:29.619
That explained
why we aren't hearing anything about it.

00:28:29.702 --> 00:28:32.288
Why everything is shrouded in mystery.

00:28:32.872 --> 00:28:35.541
While I was in the car,
we broke the story.

00:28:35.625 --> 00:28:39.170
I felt like my world was coming to an end.

00:28:39.962 --> 00:28:43.966
My friend is now gonna be public
with this.

00:28:44.050 --> 00:28:45.551
We're at Loyola, practicing,

00:28:46.594 --> 00:28:50.473
and I get a call from Jerry West.

00:28:51.140 --> 00:28:53.726
And Jerry says, "There's been a leak.

00:28:54.852 --> 00:29:00.733
And there's been a radio personality
reporting that Magic's HIV positive.

00:29:00.817 --> 00:29:03.027
Get everybody out of the gym."

00:29:03.110 --> 00:29:06.489
So Gary Vitti comes out in the middle
of practice and says, "Look

00:29:08.241 --> 00:29:12.537
You guys get in your car
and go straight to the Forum.

00:29:12.620 --> 00:29:15.164
Don't stop. Don't talk to anybody."

00:29:16.958 --> 00:29:19.418
I said, "Listen, cancel everything.

00:29:20.169 --> 00:29:21.671
Meet back at the Forum.

00:29:23.130 --> 00:29:26.509
What you hear today
will change your life."

00:29:28.136 --> 00:29:29.929
I go straight to the Forum.

00:29:30.680 --> 00:29:34.225
They said, "Earvin's having a press
conference. He'd like you to be there."

00:29:34.308 --> 00:29:36.310
"Think you can come?
It's really important."

00:29:36.394 --> 00:29:37.395
They wouldn't tell me.

00:29:37.478 --> 00:29:40.439
Eventually, everybody gets there,

00:29:40.523 --> 00:29:42.150
and we go into the locker room.

00:29:47.446 --> 00:29:49.115
I wasn't ready to retire.

00:29:51.284 --> 00:29:53.202
I wasn't ready to say goodbye to them.

00:29:55.163 --> 00:29:58.541
Probably the hardest part
of all of this is knowing

00:29:58.624 --> 00:30:01.085
that I wasn't gonna go to war
with them no more.

00:30:01.169 --> 00:30:02.545
He went around the room,

00:30:04.005 --> 00:30:08.509
and he gave each guy a hug
and whispered something in their ear.

00:30:08.593 --> 00:30:12.430
You know, from his mouth to our ears,
he told us everything that was happening.

00:30:12.513 --> 00:30:13.848
There wasn't a dry eye in there.

00:30:14.682 --> 00:30:16.517
It was stupefying, you know?

00:30:16.601 --> 00:30:18.186
But I wanted to be there for him.

00:30:18.686 --> 00:30:20.646
You know, he was always there for me.

00:30:20.730 --> 00:30:23.316
We just could not believe
what we were hearing.

00:30:24.901 --> 00:30:28.029
We just sat there. Numb.

00:30:29.113 --> 00:30:30.239
This is your brother.

00:30:30.781 --> 00:30:34.118
You spent years
and years with this person.

00:30:34.202 --> 00:30:39.707
And you hear these words come out
of someone in your family's mouth,

00:30:39.790 --> 00:30:42.126
and it's devastating.

00:30:42.210 --> 00:30:45.588
I started crying.
I said, "Hey, how'd this happen?"

00:30:47.632 --> 00:30:51.052
Most of us were thinking,
"Death is coming."

00:30:53.221 --> 00:30:55.640
It was just a numb feeling.

00:30:55.723 --> 00:30:57.141
You hear about it on the news,

00:30:58.392 --> 00:31:00.269
but you just don't expect it
to be somebody

00:31:00.353 --> 00:31:03.481
that you spend most of your time with,
who's your family.

00:31:03.564 --> 00:31:04.565
And

00:31:06.150 --> 00:31:12.365
then he went upstairs and told the world.

00:31:22.750 --> 00:31:24.460
Okay, he's gonna come over here.

00:31:36.055 --> 00:31:37.056
We are still waiting.

00:31:37.140 --> 00:31:40.810
And obviously, the anticipation is getting
worse and worse.

00:31:40.892 --> 00:31:43.229
We would like to get an answer
sooner or later.

00:31:43.312 --> 00:31:45.481
Quickly tell us what is going on here.

00:31:45.564 --> 00:31:47.566
It is a very tense place.

00:31:49.360 --> 00:31:53.197
Laker front office.
Jerry Buss, owner of the Lakers.

00:31:53.281 --> 00:31:55.365
And here comes Magic Johnson
toward the podium.

00:31:55.449 --> 00:31:56.659
Let's go to Magic.

00:32:34.489 --> 00:32:37.492
First of all, let me say
good after-- late afternoon.

00:32:39.494 --> 00:32:40.578
because of

00:32:42.955 --> 00:32:46.167
the HIV virus that I have attained,

00:32:47.126 --> 00:32:51.214
I will have to retire
from the Lakers, today.

00:32:53.841 --> 00:32:55.176
I just want to make clear,
first of all,

00:32:55.259 --> 00:32:58.221
that I do not have the AIDS disease.

00:32:58.304 --> 00:33:01.307
'Cause I know a lot of you
are conce-- want to know that.

00:33:01.390 --> 00:33:03.142
But the HIV virus

00:33:03.226 --> 00:33:05.895
I just want to say
that I'm gonna miss playing.

00:33:06.979 --> 00:33:08.105
And,

00:33:08.898 --> 00:33:12.819
I will now become a spokesman
for the HIV virus.

00:33:12.902 --> 00:33:15.780
It's another challenge, another chapter
in my life that--

00:33:15.863 --> 00:33:18.866
It's like being--
Your back is against the wall.

00:33:19.367 --> 00:33:21.577
And I think that
you just have to come out swinging,

00:33:21.661 --> 00:33:23.246
and I'm swinging.

00:33:23.329 --> 00:33:26.123
We begin tonight with the fate
of a single individual.

00:33:26.207 --> 00:33:29.627
The basketball star Magic Johnson
confirmed a short while ago

00:33:29.710 --> 00:33:31.671
The news is so shocking and so unexpected,

00:33:31.754 --> 00:33:34.632
it is difficult to absorb it
even as we report it.

00:33:38.594 --> 00:33:40.721
The official word came moments ago.

00:33:40.805 --> 00:33:45.351
The dazzling career of one of the world's
best-known athletes is over.

00:33:45.852 --> 00:33:47.270
He is only 32 years old.

00:33:47.353 --> 00:33:49.856
People everywhere have been talking
of little else

00:33:49.939 --> 00:33:53.025
than basketball superstar Magic Johnson.

00:33:53.109 --> 00:33:55.570
Magic called me and told me of the news.

00:33:55.653 --> 00:33:58.906
And I was just like
most people in America.

00:33:58.990 --> 00:34:02.326
I was very shocked devastated about it.

00:34:02.410 --> 00:34:05.872
You know, just out the blue
something like that happening. It just--

00:34:05.955 --> 00:34:09.125
Yesterday was just a sad day.

00:34:09.208 --> 00:34:13.212
I know he's not dead, but it's kinda like
somewhat of a death of a brother,

00:34:13.296 --> 00:34:14.463
a death in the family.

00:34:14.547 --> 00:34:16.632
I remember just sitting
in my office crying.

00:34:16.716 --> 00:34:19.427
Bewildered.
I remember bursting into tears, you know?

00:34:19.510 --> 00:34:22.763
Just 'cause we all thought
it was a death sentence.

00:34:22.847 --> 00:34:25.391
He is alive but not very well right now.

00:34:25.475 --> 00:34:31.063
And, you know, we do not,
you know, want to eulogize him.

00:34:31.147 --> 00:34:32.273
It was heartbreaking.

00:34:32.356 --> 00:34:34.066
Not just because of

00:34:34.692 --> 00:34:37.487
his extraordinary basketball career,

00:34:37.570 --> 00:34:42.617
but also because of the joy
and infectious sort of smile,

00:34:42.700 --> 00:34:47.121
had become
a staple of our culture.

00:34:47.205 --> 00:34:48.915
There are a lot of people
who want to be your friend

00:34:48.998 --> 00:34:52.960
when you're standing underneath the basket
making assists and throwing sweet passes.

00:34:53.044 --> 00:34:56.172
But this when you find out
who your true friends are.

00:34:56.255 --> 00:35:00.092
If he truly wants to be an educator,
it will be appropriate for him,

00:35:00.176 --> 00:35:04.847
not in some tabloid sense,
not in some inappropriately prying sense,

00:35:04.931 --> 00:35:09.310
but in some way, it will be appropriate
for him to discuss his *ual history

00:35:09.393 --> 00:35:11.813
and to address
how he may have contracted AIDS.

00:35:11.896 --> 00:35:13.481
How did he get it?

00:35:13.564 --> 00:35:16.692
Why is that so important?
What does it matter how anyone got it?

00:35:16.776 --> 00:35:20.530
We judge people with HIV
based on how they got it.

00:35:21.018 --> 00:35:22.728
Isn't there a moral message,

00:35:22.811 --> 00:35:26.231
and isn't that the prevention message
that he should be carrying?

00:35:26.315 --> 00:35:28.484
When I find out he got AIDS,

00:35:28.567 --> 00:35:30.694
I guess I ain't gonna be wearing
that shirt no more.

00:35:33.781 --> 00:35:37.493
I had to come to grips
with saying, "Hey, this is a part of it."

00:35:38.160 --> 00:35:42.748
I can't be upset,

00:35:42.831 --> 00:35:44.041
even though I was.

00:35:44.750 --> 00:35:49.004
It was like, "What do I do
with myself sitting around on this couch?"

00:35:49.088 --> 00:35:51.715
And I remember thinking, "This isn't you."

00:35:52.883 --> 00:35:55.386
Three of eight shooting for Larry. Three--

00:35:55.469 --> 00:35:59.014
This is not the same basketball team,
you know, when Magic was running the show.

00:35:59.098 --> 00:36:00.224
There's no question about it.

00:36:00.307 --> 00:36:02.851
I'm sitting here having this pity party.

00:36:02.935 --> 00:36:04.895
And then I needed to feel the love too.

00:36:04.979 --> 00:36:10.192
You know, you needed something
to also make you feel better

00:36:10.276 --> 00:36:14.446
about your new status of living with HIV.

00:36:14.530 --> 00:36:17.783
No one is saying exactly
how Magic was infected with the virus,

00:36:17.866 --> 00:36:20.494
but the point now is that
he intends to do something about it

00:36:20.577 --> 00:36:24.164
by becoming a spokesman for AIDS research
and the safe * movement.

00:36:24.248 --> 00:36:25.416
And that begins tonight,

00:36:25.499 --> 00:36:27.835
when he'll appear
on The Arsenio Hall Show.

00:36:44.226 --> 00:36:47.980
Phone rings, I pick it up, and it's Magic.

00:36:49.398 --> 00:36:52.818
So he said, "I should come on the show
tonight and talk to America."

00:36:53.485 --> 00:36:56.780
I said,
"Yo, shouldn't we do this at Larry King?"

00:36:57.865 --> 00:36:59.950
And he said, "No. You gotta do this.

00:37:00.534 --> 00:37:01.910
We gotta do this."

00:37:02.494 --> 00:37:05.664
"You gotta help me live forever."
I never forgot that sentence.

00:37:05.748 --> 00:37:07.082
"You gotta help me live forever."

00:37:08.500 --> 00:37:09.585
And he came out.

00:37:10.336 --> 00:37:13.213
I just remember how long the ovation was.

00:37:13.756 --> 00:37:14.798
Man.

00:37:25.142 --> 00:37:28.729
I needed to hear
the roar of the crowd one more time.

00:37:30.606 --> 00:37:31.774
And I heard it.

00:37:36.979 --> 00:37:41.441
I needed something to make me feel better
about my new status,

00:37:41.525 --> 00:37:43.360
living with HIV.

00:37:43.372 --> 00:37:45.332
Man, it made me feel so much better.

00:37:46.333 --> 00:37:48.001
That I was gonna be okay.

00:37:51.922 --> 00:37:53.298
I didn't wanna do it

00:37:53.382 --> 00:37:57.803
because I knew there were questions
that I was supposed to ask Earvin.

00:37:58.387 --> 00:38:00.138
And as a friend, I didn't wanna ask him.

00:38:00.222 --> 00:38:02.015
But he told me,

00:38:02.099 --> 00:38:03.934
"Don't hold anything back.

00:38:04.017 --> 00:38:08.855
Ask every question that you would ask
if it was someone else other than me."

00:38:08.939 --> 00:38:12.234
Obviously, there are people who,
in the back of their mind,

00:38:12.317 --> 00:38:17.990
think that this might be
a homo*ual relationship disease.

00:38:18.073 --> 00:38:20.367
He looked me right in the eyes,
and he said,

00:38:20.450 --> 00:38:24.955
"I have to tell as many people as possible

00:38:25.038 --> 00:38:28.041
because people think
that this is just a * disease.

00:38:28.125 --> 00:38:31.837
They don't think anybody else can
catch this disease or get this disease."

00:38:31.920 --> 00:38:36.425
President Bush has invited Magic
to join the National Commission on AIDS.

00:38:36.508 --> 00:38:40.304
Johnson is mulling over the offer
and has yet to make up his mind.

00:38:40.387 --> 00:38:45.267
I wrote him a letter, a personal letter
some time ago

00:38:45.350 --> 00:38:46.935
and said that I recognize

00:38:47.019 --> 00:38:51.273
there are all kinds of opportunities
now to serve mankind

00:38:51.356 --> 00:38:53.233
and I'd love to have him
on this commission.

00:38:54.860 --> 00:38:57.988
So, I flew out to DC
and met with President Bush,

00:38:58.071 --> 00:38:59.698
and I decided to join.

00:38:59.781 --> 00:39:04.953
Well, there's money, funding here,
prevention, research, care.

00:39:05.704 --> 00:39:07.581
So I'ma come at him
with figures and numbers

00:39:07.664 --> 00:39:09.374
that will probably blow his mind.

00:39:10.500 --> 00:39:13.795
The first thing I wanted to do was
to educate myself more

00:39:13.879 --> 00:39:16.423
about not only the disease

00:39:16.506 --> 00:39:21.011
but also how has it been affecting
the Black community.

00:39:21.094 --> 00:39:24.640
It was a new mantle Earvin
"Magic" Johnson wore into this hall.

00:39:24.723 --> 00:39:27.059
Not of the LA Laker megastar he was,

00:39:27.142 --> 00:39:29.728
but of the National Aids Commissioner
he now is.

00:39:29.811 --> 00:39:31.980
We don't have a voice, Magic.

00:39:32.064 --> 00:39:37.069
We don't have anybody to stand up for us
and speak about things in our lives.

00:39:37.152 --> 00:39:38.236
We need you.

00:39:38.320 --> 00:39:40.948
It was a much different time, 1991.

00:39:41.031 --> 00:39:44.034
There were people who wouldn't shake
Earvin's hand, wouldn't give him a hug.

00:39:44.117 --> 00:39:47.162
I now hear you can get it
from toilet seats.

00:39:47.245 --> 00:39:50.499
-Do you ever worry about it?
-I just think it's not gonna happen to me.

00:39:50.582 --> 00:39:53.502
We have to put aside prejudice
for people who are infected.

00:39:53.585 --> 00:39:55.170
We have to look at it for what it is.

00:39:56.505 --> 00:39:58.674
It's an infection that can be transmitted

00:39:58.757 --> 00:40:01.593
in certain ways
that we're absolutely certain

00:40:01.677 --> 00:40:05.055
and certain ways it cannot be transmitted
that we're absolutely certain.

00:40:05.138 --> 00:40:08.100
And we have to keep drilling that home
to the people of this country.

00:40:08.183 --> 00:40:09.810
You know, I was getting smarter.

00:40:10.394 --> 00:40:11.603
I was getting better.

00:40:12.229 --> 00:40:14.940
I felt I needed to get out.

00:40:15.023 --> 00:40:16.566
People wanna help.

00:40:16.650 --> 00:40:19.027
And they've said,
"We're gonna raise a lot of money,

00:40:19.111 --> 00:40:21.947
and we want you to help educate people
about HIV and AIDS

00:40:22.030 --> 00:40:24.324
as well as raise the awareness level."

00:40:24.408 --> 00:40:27.202
I was always a person who was out anyway,

00:40:27.286 --> 00:40:33.000
so I wasn't gonna let HIV stop me
from being a person out in the public.

00:40:33.625 --> 00:40:38.338
He's always been aware of who Earvin was
and also who Magic was.

00:40:39.172 --> 00:40:42.384
So he's always been aware
that this was a unique opportunity

00:40:42.467 --> 00:40:44.928
for him to take advantage of his status

00:40:45.012 --> 00:40:47.848
and also to live up to
some responsibilities,

00:40:48.515 --> 00:40:50.809
being Magic Johnson
as opposed to Earvin.

00:40:50.892 --> 00:40:53.395
There were people who wanted more,

00:40:53.478 --> 00:40:56.440
who wanted to-- who wanted the story.

00:40:56.523 --> 00:40:59.651
And he owned up to his lifestyle.

00:40:59.735 --> 00:41:04.031
Women have different fantasies.
Some want to be with two, three at a time.

00:41:04.210 --> 00:41:06.629
If you ask me if I had fun,
yes, I had fun.

00:41:07.713 --> 00:41:11.050
But you pay for it.

00:41:11.545 --> 00:41:16.508
I guess 'cause my emotions went
from fear of dying

00:41:16.591 --> 00:41:19.970
to, "Okay, we can breathe a little bit."

00:41:20.554 --> 00:41:23.515
But just day by day,
figuring this thing out.

00:41:23.598 --> 00:41:26.935
When they told us about
how we need to keep Earvin healthy,

00:41:27.018 --> 00:41:29.980
you know, it has a lot to do
with your immune system.

00:41:30.063 --> 00:41:33.984
And so he made sure
he kept his workout regimen.

00:41:34.067 --> 00:41:36.736
I'm running and lifting in the morning.

00:41:36.820 --> 00:41:39.197
I'm finding gyms to rent out,

00:41:39.281 --> 00:41:44.369
UCLA, Sports Club/LA,
on the weekends, late at night.

00:41:44.452 --> 00:41:45.871
So, I'm like--

00:41:45.954 --> 00:41:48.832
I'm playing, like,
almost seven days a week.

00:41:48.915 --> 00:41:49.916
Wait--

00:41:50.000 --> 00:41:54.171
And still, you wanted to do
anything and everything to educate people.

00:41:54.254 --> 00:41:56.882
Most people are scared
to really talk about AIDS.

00:41:57.465 --> 00:42:00.552
And that's what's keeping
the ignorance alive.

00:42:00.635 --> 00:42:03.471
Magic Johnson, I think,
did more than anybody else

00:42:03.555 --> 00:42:06.224
to finally break the stigma.

00:42:06.308 --> 00:42:09.269
'Cause the country loved him
and respected him.

00:42:10.312 --> 00:42:12.856
And because they could see
that he was still fighting.

00:42:12.939 --> 00:42:15.525
What kind of charisma does
Earvin "Magic" Johnson have

00:42:15.609 --> 00:42:17.235
on the American basketball public?

00:42:17.319 --> 00:42:18.320
Consider this.

00:42:18.403 --> 00:42:22.449
He retires last November 7th,
when he tested positive for the HIV virus.

00:42:22.532 --> 00:42:25.243
And yet, when the All-Star fan balloting
is announced today,

00:42:25.327 --> 00:42:27.954
he comes in second
amongst Western Conference guards.

00:42:29.289 --> 00:42:31.416
The All-Star game was coming up.

00:42:31.499 --> 00:42:32.751
Earvin was leading the vote

00:42:32.834 --> 00:42:35.921
but he wasn't sure
if the NBA would let him play.

00:42:36.004 --> 00:42:38.882
Some players were skittish

00:42:38.965 --> 00:42:41.009
about playing against him

00:42:41.092 --> 00:42:44.304
because they were afraid,
if there was a cut or something,

00:42:44.387 --> 00:42:46.139
that they might get infected.

00:42:46.223 --> 00:42:49.017
There is fear, anxiety
and questions from all corners,

00:42:49.100 --> 00:42:51.937
including those athletes
who participate on the professional level.

00:42:52.020 --> 00:42:54.856
There was some swirl around this
of potential boycotts

00:42:54.940 --> 00:42:56.191
and lawsuits and other things.

00:42:57.192 --> 00:43:01.071
I think the stakes were even higher
than I understood at the time.

00:43:01.154 --> 00:43:04.616
A basketball game is incredibly violent.
The collisions, the contact, the bl--

00:43:04.699 --> 00:43:05.951
There's blood everywhere.

00:43:06.034 --> 00:43:10.247
And I wouldn't wanna be out there playing
against someone who was HIV positive.

00:43:10.330 --> 00:43:11.665
Look at every NBA player's hands.

00:43:11.748 --> 00:43:14.751
They're full of nicks, scars and cuts
from fingernails

00:43:14.835 --> 00:43:18.880
and all the times that you've slammed
into somebody's mouth with your elbow.

00:43:18.964 --> 00:43:20.340
And you're bleeding, he's bleeding.

00:43:20.423 --> 00:43:23.677
Things can happen to you even if it's--
the possibilities are small.

00:43:23.760 --> 00:43:26.346
It was a concern
that a lot of players had.

00:43:26.429 --> 00:43:30.767
But he was a friend to me,
and I wanted to play against him.

00:43:30.851 --> 00:43:32.310
You know, I've always welcomed

00:43:32.936 --> 00:43:34.646
the opportunity
to play against Magic Johnson.

00:43:36.189 --> 00:43:38.984
He did
a Nickelodeon special with children.

00:43:39.067 --> 00:43:40.068
I remember things started,

00:43:40.151 --> 00:43:42.320
and there was a number of kids there
that had AIDS.

00:43:43.363 --> 00:43:45.907
My message to them,
that it can happen to you.

00:43:45.991 --> 00:43:47.993
And I'm a prime example of that.

00:43:48.296 --> 00:43:49.839
You wanted to say something?

00:43:50.340 --> 00:43:55.887
That I want people to know
that we're just normal people.

00:43:58.515 --> 00:44:00.392
Uh-uh, you don't have to cry.

00:44:01.685 --> 00:44:02.811
You don't have to cry.

00:44:10.402 --> 00:44:13.697
'Cause we are normal people. We are.

00:44:16.116 --> 00:44:19.035
And you just wanna
be treated like that, right?

00:44:19.119 --> 00:44:21.329
You just want your friends
to play with you

00:44:22.080 --> 00:44:24.416
and call you up and come by

00:44:24.958 --> 00:44:27.377
and still have sleepovers
and things like that?

00:44:28.128 --> 00:44:29.838
Right? Yeah.

00:44:30.338 --> 00:44:33.049
And it's okay to cry. It's okay to cry.

00:44:34.592 --> 00:44:38.179
I didn't know it was as bad for him
as it was for everybody else.

00:44:38.533 --> 00:44:41.953
When Magic was diagnosed with HIV,

00:44:42.036 --> 00:44:44.622
I think David took it on as a cause.

00:44:44.705 --> 00:44:49.168
This is a very courageous, heroic person
and a heroic act.

00:44:49.252 --> 00:44:52.547
And we all pledged our support to him.

00:44:52.630 --> 00:44:55.341
In addition to wanting to be there
for Magic,

00:44:55.424 --> 00:44:59.428
he saw this for the larger
societal implications it represented

00:44:59.512 --> 00:45:02.849
in terms of what was then
enormous prejudice.

00:45:02.932 --> 00:45:04.308
It's about our game.

00:45:05.059 --> 00:45:08.563
But it's also about our humanity,
and it's about our Magic.

00:45:08.646 --> 00:45:14.610
And so, without asking
for too many opinions,

00:45:14.694 --> 00:45:17.238
'cause I was afraid
that I might get too many,

00:45:17.321 --> 00:45:18.739
I said, "That's it. He's in."

00:45:18.823 --> 00:45:21.659
Magic Johnson retired from the Lakers
because of the AIDS virus,

00:45:21.742 --> 00:45:24.787
but he now says he'll play
in the NBA All-Star game next month.

00:45:24.871 --> 00:45:28.291
There is little doubting
what this game means to any player,

00:45:28.374 --> 00:45:31.210
especially the first-timers and rookies.

00:45:31.294 --> 00:45:33.546
But the magic of this moment is Earvin's,

00:45:33.629 --> 00:45:35.006
a great of the game

00:45:35.089 --> 00:45:38.426
who fans feel they can just reach out
and touch.

00:45:38.509 --> 00:45:41.679
Sunday can't come soon enough
for number 32.

00:45:41.762 --> 00:45:43.097
Once I get out there,

00:45:43.181 --> 00:45:46.267
things will take care of themselves,
though, once you hit the court.

00:45:46.350 --> 00:45:49.353
You know, basketball will never leave me.

00:45:49.437 --> 00:45:53.441
I called the commissioner,
and I said, "Commissioner Stern,"

00:45:53.524 --> 00:45:56.861
I said, "Listen, you got
all these activities going on

00:45:56.944 --> 00:45:58.488
in the Orlando arena,

00:45:59.572 --> 00:46:01.657
but I need to go in there and shoot."

00:46:02.742 --> 00:46:04.911
He said,
"Earvin, the arena won't even be free

00:46:04.994 --> 00:46:06.788
until, like, 11:00 or 12:00 at night."

00:46:06.871 --> 00:46:10.208
I said, "I'm going
at 11:00 or 12:00 at night then."

00:46:10.291 --> 00:46:12.877
So I went in there, and I shot for hours.

00:46:17.757 --> 00:46:20.718
Then when we got to Orlando

00:46:23.221 --> 00:46:27.099
there was a large sector of players
saying that they were gonna boycott.

00:46:28.851 --> 00:46:30.812
And they wasn't gonna play in the game.

00:46:34.107 --> 00:46:38.277
I called a meeting, and I stood up
in front of the other 23 players,

00:46:39.904 --> 00:46:42.615
and I said, "This is not gonna be a vote

00:46:44.617 --> 00:46:46.786
but Magic's gonna play in this game.

00:46:48.830 --> 00:46:50.456
And we're going to embrace him.

00:46:52.959 --> 00:46:56.921
And not only are we gonna embrace him,
but we're gonna welcome him."

00:47:00.424 --> 00:47:01.926
I thought it was a big moment.

00:47:02.552 --> 00:47:07.181
And I wanted all the players
to not only shake his hand

00:47:07.765 --> 00:47:08.933
but to hug him.

00:47:09.684 --> 00:47:12.145
Making his 12th All-Star game appearance,

00:47:12.228 --> 00:47:18.901
Earvin "Magic" Johnson!

00:47:23.406 --> 00:47:26.325
Number 42 on the way,
and Magic touches it first.

00:47:27.827 --> 00:47:28.870
Magic!

00:47:29.370 --> 00:47:32.123
We just started off
playing easy, you know.

00:47:32.707 --> 00:47:35.877
And Dennis Rodman bodychecked me so much,

00:47:36.794 --> 00:47:39.213
it actually helped the other guys say,

00:47:40.465 --> 00:47:44.302
"Okay. Dennis is playing him hard.
We going at it."

00:47:44.385 --> 00:47:46.637
All the stuff went away.

00:47:47.263 --> 00:47:50.266
And now, I'm in my element.

00:47:50.850 --> 00:47:52.685
I got the no-look passes going.

00:47:52.769 --> 00:47:54.228
Another great pass.

00:47:54.312 --> 00:47:57.064
I got that hook going.
I got the drives going.

00:47:59.358 --> 00:48:02.361
You put that ball in my hand,
I know what to do with it.

00:48:04.655 --> 00:48:08.326
And I'm into my game, and it was just fun.

00:48:08.409 --> 00:48:11.788
I said, "Wow, I miss this."

00:48:11.871 --> 00:48:13.247
Magic Johnson.

00:48:13.331 --> 00:48:15.458
It didn't matter who was in front of me.

00:48:15.541 --> 00:48:17.376
I just had a feeling that I couldn't miss.

00:48:17.460 --> 00:48:20.588
And Johnson! Two in a row for Magic.

00:48:20.671 --> 00:48:22.298
He's going for the MVP.

00:48:22.381 --> 00:48:24.133
I'll never forget the ending.

00:48:24.217 --> 00:48:27.595
Three-pointer. Is it? It is! All right!

00:48:31.474 --> 00:48:35.853
There was still time on the clock,
and all the players just ran on the court.

00:48:36.938 --> 00:48:39.357
Man, that was the greatest feeling
in the world.

00:48:39.440 --> 00:48:42.151
I mean, they were saying,
"That's it. The game is over.

00:48:42.235 --> 00:48:44.362
The show has ended."

00:48:46.364 --> 00:48:48.783
Magic, you're the most valuable player.

00:48:48.866 --> 00:48:51.410
You're a most courageous person.

00:48:51.494 --> 00:48:54.080
The moment is yours. Congratulations.

00:48:57.083 --> 00:49:00.920
Commissioner David Stern and I,
with that game,

00:49:01.003 --> 00:49:04.549
changed the conversation

00:49:04.632 --> 00:49:07.885
about HIV and AIDS around the world.

00:49:08.636 --> 00:49:11.889
That one game changed everything
for HIV and AIDS.

00:49:11.973 --> 00:49:18.020
Magic gave confidence to those
who were also afflicted with the disease

00:49:18.104 --> 00:49:20.273
that this wasn't a death sentence,

00:49:20.356 --> 00:49:22.984
that they should put pressure
on government

00:49:23.067 --> 00:49:28.489
and on the medical establishment
to take this disease seriously.

00:49:29.699 --> 00:49:32.785
Putting the commission together
was really good.

00:49:32.869 --> 00:49:36.622
But there wasn't enough resources
behind the commission.

00:49:37.081 --> 00:49:40.460
People who were running
the commission, heart wasn't in it.

00:49:40.543 --> 00:49:44.464
They were really focused in
on the white community

00:49:44.547 --> 00:49:46.757
and not the Black and brown community.

00:49:46.841 --> 00:49:50.511
The AIDS rate in America
is growing fastest among minorities.

00:49:50.595 --> 00:49:53.848
The reason why people
in our community are suffering from this

00:49:53.931 --> 00:49:56.267
is because there is a lack
of health care services.

00:49:56.350 --> 00:49:59.604
The government feels like, "These people
can be pushed off to the side

00:49:59.687 --> 00:50:01.147
'cause we don't need them anyway".

00:50:01.230 --> 00:50:04.400
He reached a point where he felt
things were not going quickly enough.

00:50:04.484 --> 00:50:07.612
They weren't having
as much influence as they should.

00:50:07.695 --> 00:50:10.656
I had this battle with the White House.

00:50:10.740 --> 00:50:13.701
I said, "If I'm going to really
make a difference,

00:50:13.785 --> 00:50:17.830
I gotta jump off of this commission
and really get on the ground."

00:50:17.914 --> 00:50:22.210
Magic Johnson said today he is quitting
the Presidential Commission on AIDS,

00:50:22.293 --> 00:50:26.214
and he accuses the Bush administration
of utterly ignoring its work.

00:50:26.297 --> 00:50:29.467
Finally, I just said, "You know what?
I'm just gonna be Earvin Johnson.

00:50:30.134 --> 00:50:32.553
I'm just gonna do me and do my thing."

00:50:32.637 --> 00:50:36.641
He started his own foundation,
the Magic Johnson Foundation.

00:50:37.225 --> 00:50:41.604
Our mission statement was
to bring about awareness for HIV and AIDS

00:50:41.687 --> 00:50:46.734
and to also support HIV clinics
and things like that.

00:50:46.818 --> 00:50:48.778
Sir, you got the Laker hat on
and everything.

00:50:48.861 --> 00:50:49.861
Yeah. Yeah.

00:50:49.779 --> 00:50:52.365
The stars turned out
in Inglewood, California, today

00:50:52.448 --> 00:50:56.369
to honor Magic Johnson and raise money
for AIDS education and research.

00:50:56.452 --> 00:50:58.037
I'm playing basketball.

00:50:58.621 --> 00:51:00.957
I'm not in the NBA.
I could if I wanted to play.

00:51:01.040 --> 00:51:03.918
But right now,
I'm happy traveling around the world,

00:51:04.001 --> 00:51:05.253
not only playing basketball,

00:51:05.336 --> 00:51:08.005
but I'm also educating people
about HIV and AIDS.

00:51:08.881 --> 00:51:12.051
Everyone is wondering,
will he or won't he play again?

00:51:12.844 --> 00:51:15.346
The Lakers retiring his number 32.

00:51:15.429 --> 00:51:19.434
Now, the operative words here being
"number 32" and not his body.

00:51:19.517 --> 00:51:21.853
Magic, again, refusing
to slam the door shut

00:51:21.936 --> 00:51:23.688
on his playing days in the NBA.

00:51:37.285 --> 00:51:40.079
I hope that if I do decide to come back,

00:51:40.163 --> 00:51:43.040
you won't be upset
if we did this all over again.

00:51:44.000 --> 00:51:46.919
And then the greatest thing happened,

00:51:47.003 --> 00:51:49.464
which was the Dream Team.