WEBVTT 00:00:05.467 --> 00:00:07.386 "Whence come I and whither go I? 00:00:07.469 --> 00:00:11.223 That is the great, unfathomable question, 00:00:11.306 --> 00:00:13.350 the same for every one of us. 00:00:13.434 --> 00:00:15.561 And science has no answer to it," 00:00:15.644 --> 00:00:19.106 Max Planck said, and he's correct. 00:00:19.189 --> 00:00:22.067 Because ultimately, it is not up to science, 00:00:22.151 --> 00:00:26.697 nor our teachers, not even our parents... sorry Mom and Dad. 00:00:28.490 --> 00:00:30.301 Only we, fellow members 00:00:30.325 --> 00:00:34.997 of the class of 1994, can decide who we become. 00:00:35.080 --> 00:00:38.125 Here's another turn of phrase that I am fond of. 00:00:38.208 --> 00:00:41.003 "A roll's a roll, and a toll's a toll. 00:00:41.086 --> 00:00:44.923 And if I don't get no tolls, I don't eat no rolls.” 00:00:45.007 --> 00:00:47.718 Little John speaks these words at the toll bridge, 00:00:47.801 --> 00:00:51.930 because the success of his livelihood is directly tied 00:00:52.014 --> 00:00:54.224 to the success of his very life. 00:00:54.308 --> 00:00:57.895 We, too, have the freedom to choose vocations so vital, 00:00:57.978 --> 00:01:00.147 to resoundingly answer the question 00:01:00.230 --> 00:01:03.025 "What will I become?" 00:01:03.108 --> 00:01:06.320 Answer well, and these choices will feed us, 00:01:06.403 --> 00:01:09.698 sustain us and fulfill us. 00:01:09.782 --> 00:01:13.160 Mail it in, and no rolls for you. 00:01:13.243 --> 00:01:16.497 So choose wisely, class of 1994, 00:01:16.580 --> 00:01:21.210 because "with great power comes great responsibility." 00:01:21.293 --> 00:01:22.628 That's from Spider-Man. 00:01:24.129 --> 00:01:25.506 What time is it? 00:01:27.090 --> 00:01:29.009 Where are you guys going? 00:01:29.092 --> 00:01:31.428 Don't worry about it. 00:01:35.015 --> 00:01:38.101 Open your present. You got a present 00:01:38.185 --> 00:01:40.038 from your father and I. Honey, make sure this is in zoom 00:01:40.062 --> 00:01:41.563 'cause this is good. You see that? 00:01:41.647 --> 00:01:43.208 You're gonna need that 00:01:43.232 --> 00:01:45.150 for all those cold winters in Cambridge. 00:01:45.234 --> 00:01:47.694 It's great, Mom. 00:01:57.955 --> 00:02:00.123 Only seven more years. 00:02:08.006 --> 00:02:11.760 It's just so horrible. I... 00:02:11.844 --> 00:02:15.430 Dear Lord. Look, there's nothing to do, so just find a way 00:02:15.514 --> 00:02:16.723 to shut up already, all right? 00:02:16.807 --> 00:02:20.269 Hey, Mac, look, I'm glad you told me, okay? 00:02:20.352 --> 00:02:22.646 I'm sorry that came out wrong, 00:02:22.729 --> 00:02:26.775 but you really don't think we should tell someone? 00:02:26.859 --> 00:02:28.777 Like, it doesn't have to be Erin and Tiff, 00:02:28.861 --> 00:02:30.237 but at least an adult. 00:02:31.280 --> 00:02:33.407 And what good would that do? 00:02:34.616 --> 00:02:37.911 Play it out. Really play it out 00:02:37.995 --> 00:02:39.915 and tell me what you think happens if we do that. 00:02:39.955 --> 00:02:43.917 I don't know, but you could get medicine and treatment and... 00:02:44.001 --> 00:02:47.379 - From where? The hospital? - Yeah. Maybe. 00:02:47.462 --> 00:02:49.506 Yeah, assuming they don't, like, institutionalize me 00:02:49.590 --> 00:02:51.383 when I try to explain who I am, 00:02:51.466 --> 00:02:54.803 and assuming that they don't have a record of me... 00:02:54.887 --> 00:02:57.556 I don't know... dying there, 00:02:57.639 --> 00:02:59.516 then what am I looking at? 00:02:59.600 --> 00:03:01.560 Months of awful chemo 00:03:01.643 --> 00:03:03.729 that we already know didn't work seven years ago. 00:03:03.812 --> 00:03:05.814 - Mac. - I say * that. 00:03:05.898 --> 00:03:08.066 But maybe you don't have it yet. 00:03:08.150 --> 00:03:10.652 Isn't that a thing with cancer? Catching it early? 00:03:10.736 --> 00:03:12.195 We can't just do nothing. 00:03:12.279 --> 00:03:13.989 Sure we can. We're doing it right now. 00:03:14.072 --> 00:03:17.743 Mac, in this case, doing nothing isn't doing nothing at all 00:03:17.826 --> 00:03:20.621 'cause it's really just letting the worst thing happen. 00:03:20.704 --> 00:03:23.373 Yeah, well, 00:03:23.457 --> 00:03:25.208 maybe you should have thought of that 00:03:25.292 --> 00:03:28.128 before you yanked me out of 2019 and away from my doctor brother. 00:03:28.211 --> 00:03:31.048 Mac, that's not fair, okay? 00:03:31.131 --> 00:03:33.050 I saw that lady. 00:03:33.133 --> 00:03:35.010 She was at your brother's house. 00:03:36.386 --> 00:03:38.388 Look, I know. 00:03:44.519 --> 00:03:46.855 And according to Dylan, 00:03:46.939 --> 00:03:49.149 there was no guarantee that he could treat it anyway. 00:03:50.233 --> 00:03:51.568 It's just... 00:03:51.652 --> 00:03:53.820 it's like it's happening, 00:03:53.904 --> 00:03:56.823 but it's almost impossible to believe. 00:03:58.283 --> 00:04:00.494 Doesn't even feel real. 00:04:00.577 --> 00:04:02.829 Well, then maybe that's the first step... 00:04:02.913 --> 00:04:07.167 making sure you feel it's real so that 00:04:07.250 --> 00:04:10.545 you will take it seriously, Mac. 00:04:10.629 --> 00:04:12.839 So what can we do about that? 00:04:16.134 --> 00:04:17.469 Zoom in, honey. 00:04:19.429 --> 00:04:22.808 There we go. That's... Oh, I like that. Uh, okay. 00:04:22.891 --> 00:04:26.520 10:45. Nice. 00:04:26.603 --> 00:04:29.106 Watching it already? 00:04:29.189 --> 00:04:31.525 What? It's my life, too, isn't it? 00:04:31.608 --> 00:04:33.461 You wouldn't be curious? 00:04:33.485 --> 00:04:35.904 This is, like, success *. 00:04:35.988 --> 00:04:37.906 One: ew. 00:04:37.990 --> 00:04:40.325 And two: I don't even know what that's supposed to mean. 00:04:40.409 --> 00:04:42.411 I'm proud of us. 00:04:43.537 --> 00:04:46.581 That girl is totally full of shit. 00:04:46.665 --> 00:04:48.959 - What are you talking about? - How much time you got? 00:04:49.042 --> 00:04:50.877 Seven years. 00:04:51.920 --> 00:04:53.630 This speech is amazing. 00:04:53.714 --> 00:04:55.924 We're valedictorian. We're about to go to MIT. 00:04:56.008 --> 00:04:58.510 I am literally watching one of my dreams come true. 00:04:58.593 --> 00:05:00.512 Even if Dad's camerawork 00:05:00.595 --> 00:05:02.806 - kind of makes me dizzy. - That girl on the video? 00:05:04.307 --> 00:05:07.561 She's about to get hit with a Mack Truck full of reality. 00:05:10.564 --> 00:05:12.649 Who are you this morning? 00:05:15.277 --> 00:05:17.070 Look, your friend is right. 00:05:17.154 --> 00:05:18.548 You're gonna be here a little longer 00:05:18.572 --> 00:05:21.783 than we both thought, so... 00:05:21.867 --> 00:05:24.494 why don't we take a walk down to the coffee shop real quick? 00:05:25.537 --> 00:05:27.748 But you have a coffee maker here. 00:05:39.301 --> 00:05:42.179 Oh, um, 00:05:42.262 --> 00:05:44.806 can we bring you anything back? 00:05:45.849 --> 00:05:48.018 They have pretty good muffins and 00:05:48.101 --> 00:05:50.896 maybe bagels, I think? 00:05:50.979 --> 00:05:52.606 I'm good. 00:05:52.689 --> 00:05:54.316 There are also Pop-Tarts 00:05:54.399 --> 00:05:56.401 if you want one. 00:06:01.615 --> 00:06:04.534 Look, I'm not giving you rules. 00:06:04.618 --> 00:06:06.137 That's sure what it sounds like. 00:06:06.161 --> 00:06:08.622 Christine? One muffin? 00:06:08.705 --> 00:06:11.458 Why is there just, like, old furniture in here? 00:06:12.501 --> 00:06:14.753 "Boundaries" is maybe a better word. 00:06:14.836 --> 00:06:16.436 It's like somebody's weird college house, 00:06:16.463 --> 00:06:18.381 but inside a restaurant. 00:06:18.465 --> 00:06:19.966 The big three. 00:06:20.050 --> 00:06:23.136 One: no more going through my shit without asking. 00:06:23.220 --> 00:06:26.056 Two: bedroom... off limits. 00:06:26.139 --> 00:06:28.850 Three: if there's a towel hanging 00:06:28.934 --> 00:06:30.769 - from the door, it means knock. - Why? 00:06:30.852 --> 00:06:32.813 Like, because you might be naked or something? 00:06:34.523 --> 00:06:35.857 Gross. 00:06:35.941 --> 00:06:37.943 Just knock. 00:06:38.026 --> 00:06:39.402 Okay, Mom. 00:06:50.080 --> 00:06:52.332 That's a weird way to feel about stuff. 00:06:56.795 --> 00:06:59.297 What if I told you that was a perfectly fine way 00:06:59.381 --> 00:07:01.550 to feel about stuff? 00:07:01.633 --> 00:07:03.718 That there's 00:07:03.802 --> 00:07:06.555 no one right answer at all when it comes to feeling things? 00:07:06.638 --> 00:07:09.641 I'd say that's a lot to get from a coffee mug. 00:07:12.811 --> 00:07:15.981 - What? - You're so focused on who you should be 00:07:16.064 --> 00:07:19.276 and how to get there that you have no idea 00:07:19.359 --> 00:07:22.779 what you really like, really want, 00:07:22.863 --> 00:07:24.882 - or who you really are. - Oh, my God. Would you stop it? 00:07:24.906 --> 00:07:27.159 Roll your eyes if you want to, but, remember, 00:07:27.242 --> 00:07:30.328 I'm you, so I already know the answer. 00:07:30.412 --> 00:07:33.248 Okay, Great and Powerful Oz, how about this? 00:07:33.331 --> 00:07:35.208 I know exactly what I want. 00:07:35.292 --> 00:07:37.711 I want to get out of Stony Stream, I want to go to MIT... 00:07:37.794 --> 00:07:41.506 which we do... and ideally, I'd like a fellowship 00:07:41.590 --> 00:07:43.425 or a research grant to do something... 00:07:44.843 --> 00:07:46.344 ...I don't know... groundbreaking. 00:07:46.428 --> 00:07:49.264 - Those are Carol's dreams. - You mean Mom? 00:07:49.347 --> 00:07:51.325 - Come on. - Look, right now you think all that success 00:07:51.349 --> 00:07:55.270 is gonna make you whole, make you feel different, 00:07:55.353 --> 00:07:57.272 but I'm here to tell you, 00:07:57.355 --> 00:07:59.733 you're just gonna be you when you get there. 00:07:59.816 --> 00:08:01.318 Hell, 00:08:01.401 --> 00:08:03.236 - you're gonna be me. - Mom is smart. 00:08:03.320 --> 00:08:06.198 Mom wants me to be independent and to do my best. 00:08:06.281 --> 00:08:07.490 Even if that means missing out 00:08:07.574 --> 00:08:09.492 on everything that's going on around you 00:08:09.576 --> 00:08:11.578 because you are so focused on the future? 00:08:11.661 --> 00:08:14.289 Is that what you really want? 00:08:14.372 --> 00:08:17.792 Your life to be lived for the approval of others? 00:08:19.836 --> 00:08:22.422 Is Mom not proud of you for some reason? 00:08:22.505 --> 00:08:24.090 Is it your hair? 00:08:24.174 --> 00:08:26.259 - What did you do? - You're misunderstanding me. 00:08:26.343 --> 00:08:29.596 What I'm telling you is a good thing. 00:08:29.679 --> 00:08:31.932 It means you have time. 00:08:32.015 --> 00:08:34.059 Time to dance, time to play, 00:08:34.142 --> 00:08:37.020 - time to date a couple idiots. - Like Russ? 00:08:37.103 --> 00:08:39.022 Exactly like Russ. 00:08:39.105 --> 00:08:40.607 Russ and I aren't gonna get married 00:08:40.690 --> 00:08:42.442 and do the whole kids and mortgage thing. 00:08:42.525 --> 00:08:45.487 It's just... fun. 00:08:45.570 --> 00:08:47.489 Fun is good. 00:08:47.572 --> 00:08:50.492 Hell, more than that. Fun matters. 00:08:50.575 --> 00:08:53.328 Having real friends matter. 00:08:53.411 --> 00:08:55.205 That's the speech someone should have given 00:08:55.288 --> 00:08:56.706 at the end of high school. 00:08:56.790 --> 00:08:58.250 I have fun. 00:08:58.333 --> 00:09:00.168 I have friends. 00:09:01.670 --> 00:09:04.172 - What? - They're your coworkers. 00:09:04.256 --> 00:09:05.590 Why are you saying all of this? 00:09:06.925 --> 00:09:08.843 You did do something, didn't you? 00:09:08.927 --> 00:09:10.637 What happened? 00:09:10.720 --> 00:09:13.056 I... 00:09:13.139 --> 00:09:15.058 I just... 00:09:15.141 --> 00:09:18.270 I want you to have the head start that I didn't have. 00:09:19.562 --> 00:09:22.774 And frankly, I'm jealous. 00:09:22.857 --> 00:09:25.151 It took me reaching my twenties to realize this, 00:09:25.235 --> 00:09:26.778 and now look at me. 00:09:26.861 --> 00:09:29.114 Yeah, Mom must be thrilled. 00:09:29.197 --> 00:09:31.324 Look, there's no easy way to say this, 00:09:31.408 --> 00:09:33.493 but she is not who you think she is. 00:09:33.576 --> 00:09:35.745 You just love blaming Mom for your problems, don't you? 00:09:35.829 --> 00:09:37.956 You're adopted. 00:09:44.254 --> 00:09:46.256 Stop it. It's not funny. 00:09:48.591 --> 00:09:51.594 There is absolutely nothing to feel bad about. 00:09:51.678 --> 00:09:53.888 Ultimately, this is a good thing. 00:09:53.972 --> 00:09:55.890 We find out our sophomore year. 00:09:55.974 --> 00:09:57.702 - You're messing with me. - Translation: Carol waits 00:09:57.726 --> 00:10:00.645 19 years to be honest with you about who you are. 00:10:04.316 --> 00:10:06.318 Hey. 00:10:08.570 --> 00:10:10.613 I'm giving you a gift. 00:10:10.697 --> 00:10:14.200 Stop messing with me. 00:10:16.244 --> 00:10:19.372 I think you know, deep down... 00:10:19.456 --> 00:10:21.124 that I'm not. 00:10:35.597 --> 00:10:37.265 You're sure this is the one? 00:10:37.349 --> 00:10:39.893 It's where my grandmother is, so... 00:10:43.355 --> 00:10:44.981 What? 00:10:47.359 --> 00:10:49.861 Nice. 00:10:49.944 --> 00:10:51.529 You're so going to Hell, by the way. 00:10:51.613 --> 00:10:53.156 Nah. 00:10:53.239 --> 00:10:57.452 Jews believe we all go to the same place, so... 00:11:06.961 --> 00:11:09.881 Grandpa, Grandma, 00:11:09.964 --> 00:11:13.259 Cousin Rhoda, Aunt Sally. 00:11:17.389 --> 00:11:18.848 *** 00:11:21.559 --> 00:11:23.770 I guess that's my grave. 00:11:28.316 --> 00:11:30.819 What do you think I look like down there? 00:11:34.489 --> 00:11:36.950 I mean, am I just bones? 00:11:37.033 --> 00:11:40.662 Well, depends on how good your coffin is, 00:11:40.745 --> 00:11:42.705 but I'd say your eyeballs are definitely gone. 00:11:42.789 --> 00:11:44.082 Oh, good Lord. 00:11:44.165 --> 00:11:47.085 Yeah, worms eat those first. 00:11:48.670 --> 00:11:50.672 You're * up. 00:11:51.673 --> 00:11:53.233 People don't notice 'cause you're quiet, 00:11:53.258 --> 00:11:54.884 but you're * up, KJ. 00:11:59.097 --> 00:12:01.015 Bet they buried you in a dress, too. 00:12:01.099 --> 00:12:03.101 - Okay, stop. - Just saying. 00:12:10.900 --> 00:12:13.486 Not even a full date. 00:12:14.988 --> 00:12:19.534 No birthday, no... death day? 00:12:21.661 --> 00:12:24.998 Could Dad not even spring for that? 00:12:25.081 --> 00:12:27.041 Geez, things must have been tight. 00:12:30.879 --> 00:12:32.881 Someone's coming. 00:12:34.090 --> 00:12:35.800 Come on, let's go. 00:12:47.270 --> 00:12:49.272 That's my stepmom. 00:13:14.172 --> 00:13:16.216 Why would... 00:13:22.931 --> 00:13:25.183 Mac, let's get out of here. 00:13:42.575 --> 00:13:43.910 This is the true story... 00:13:43.993 --> 00:13:45.304 - Of seven strangers... - Picked 00:13:45.821 --> 00:13:46.906 you haven't seen this. 00:13:46.989 --> 00:13:47.989 My mom doesn't 00:13:48.032 --> 00:13:49.742 let my sister and I watch MTV. 00:13:49.825 --> 00:13:51.202 Find out what happens... 00:13:51.285 --> 00:13:55.039 Well, that's... censorship. 00:13:55.122 --> 00:13:56.457 Oh, my God! 00:13:56.540 --> 00:13:58.167 How old are these people? 00:13:58.251 --> 00:14:01.254 Like, my age. I think they have to be at least 18. 00:14:01.337 --> 00:14:03.130 My sister is 19. 00:14:05.216 --> 00:14:06.968 Wait. She's not allowed to watch MTV? 00:14:07.051 --> 00:14:09.470 I think she's joining the military soon. 00:14:09.553 --> 00:14:13.724 She's, um, training to become a helicopter pilot. 00:14:15.935 --> 00:14:17.853 I'm gonna get a Pop-Tart. 00:14:17.937 --> 00:14:19.355 You want? 00:14:21.774 --> 00:14:24.610 Am I wearing a sign that says "Feed me Pop-Tarts" 00:14:24.694 --> 00:14:26.779 or something? 00:14:36.163 --> 00:14:39.458 Oh, uh, hey, remind me. 00:14:40.584 --> 00:14:42.670 Who are all you girls again? 00:14:43.713 --> 00:14:47.341 Janice is... Tiff's cousin. 00:14:48.384 --> 00:14:50.553 And which one's Janice? 00:14:51.595 --> 00:14:53.055 Really? 00:14:54.098 --> 00:14:56.392 Oh. 00:14:56.475 --> 00:14:59.228 Oh, yeah. Cool. 00:15:00.271 --> 00:15:02.189 And you guys are just friends of hers? 00:15:02.273 --> 00:15:05.860 Yeah, from... boarding school. 00:15:05.943 --> 00:15:09.822 Janice wanted to show us all her cousin's life 00:15:09.905 --> 00:15:12.158 in the big city for a couple days. 00:15:12.241 --> 00:15:14.160 So... 00:15:14.243 --> 00:15:16.245 The big city? 00:15:17.538 --> 00:15:19.915 This isn't even Cleveland. 00:15:19.999 --> 00:15:22.168 It's, like, the one cool part of Stony Stream, 00:15:22.251 --> 00:15:24.170 which is maybe, like, half a block from the... 00:15:27.006 --> 00:15:29.008 Christ. 00:15:30.718 --> 00:15:33.387 Oh, all right. This again. 00:15:34.430 --> 00:15:36.098 Hey, what's up, man? 00:15:36.182 --> 00:15:39.101 You from 7B? Look, we have to have the TV up this loud 00:15:39.185 --> 00:15:40.978 because my girlfriend... 00:15:41.062 --> 00:15:42.396 - she's hard of hearing. - Larry! 00:15:42.480 --> 00:15:44.106 What the hell are you doing here? 00:15:45.149 --> 00:15:48.736 I'm looking for, uh... Tiff Quilkin. 00:15:48.819 --> 00:15:51.947 Well, neither of them are here right now, 00:15:52.031 --> 00:15:54.867 and even if they were, they want nothing to do with you. 00:15:54.950 --> 00:15:56.702 Neither? 00:15:56.786 --> 00:16:00.122 Uh... you're one of them, aren't you? 00:16:01.791 --> 00:16:03.876 Do you know this guy? 00:16:03.959 --> 00:16:07.421 I need to show you something. 00:16:07.505 --> 00:16:09.590 Please. 00:16:17.306 --> 00:16:20.226 If I'm not back in five minutes, bring your baseball bat. 00:16:20.309 --> 00:16:22.478 I don't have a baseball bat. 00:16:36.117 --> 00:16:38.160 So, will the older Tiffany be back soon? 00:16:38.244 --> 00:16:40.204 After those two visited me yesterday, something 00:16:40.287 --> 00:16:42.557 - really freaky happened. - I watched you die two days ago. 00:16:42.581 --> 00:16:43.916 Did you know that? 00:16:45.584 --> 00:16:46.877 What are you talking about? 00:16:46.961 --> 00:16:48.546 You got lasered by the Old Watch, 00:16:48.629 --> 00:16:51.549 burnt into nothing. 00:16:55.386 --> 00:16:58.305 Anyway, what goes around comes around, I guess. 00:16:58.389 --> 00:17:01.392 Hold on. I know a lot of weird things probably happen 00:17:01.475 --> 00:17:03.185 in the future, but they haven't yet, 00:17:03.269 --> 00:17:05.813 so, I mean... 00:17:08.023 --> 00:17:09.900 ...there's time to fix them? 00:17:10.943 --> 00:17:14.029 Maybe. Maybe not. 00:17:15.448 --> 00:17:18.617 I want to do the right thing. 00:17:18.701 --> 00:17:21.120 Uh, I just... 00:17:23.456 --> 00:17:26.750 The STF... every-every... everything they told me, uh... 00:17:26.834 --> 00:17:28.377 this-this... 00:17:28.461 --> 00:17:30.379 Th-This is the right thing! How could I... 00:17:30.463 --> 00:17:32.590 There-there has to be a reason. 00:17:32.673 --> 00:17:34.967 I mean, oh, God. 00:17:35.050 --> 00:17:37.553 It's okay. Just... 00:17:37.636 --> 00:17:40.264 Burned up instantly? Jesus! 00:17:40.347 --> 00:17:42.391 Oh, Christ. 00:17:43.976 --> 00:17:47.313 I'm sorry, okay? Just... 00:17:47.396 --> 00:17:50.232 All of this has been really hard for everyone. 00:17:50.316 --> 00:17:54.028 And... I-I didn't mean it. 00:17:54.111 --> 00:17:56.614 - Wait. I don't die? - No, I... 00:17:56.697 --> 00:17:58.217 I just... I-I didn't mean it like that. 00:17:58.282 --> 00:17:59.950 Like, being so harsh about it. 00:18:00.993 --> 00:18:03.662 - So I do die? - Yes. 00:18:13.506 --> 00:18:15.424 Hey. 00:18:15.508 --> 00:18:18.093 Is that my bike? 00:18:18.177 --> 00:18:20.179 Is it? 00:18:25.142 --> 00:18:28.646 It fell out of some kind of... I don't know how to describe it... 00:18:28.729 --> 00:18:30.731 it's like some... 00:18:30.814 --> 00:18:32.775 burping... trash hole, 00:18:32.858 --> 00:18:34.860 but, like, you know, a rip. 00:18:34.944 --> 00:18:36.779 Sort of like the foldings Heck and Naldo use, 00:18:36.862 --> 00:18:40.616 but smaller, kind of... raggedy and broken. 00:18:40.699 --> 00:18:42.660 A folding? 00:18:42.743 --> 00:18:44.662 And it's still there on the farm? 00:18:44.745 --> 00:18:47.498 - You know my farm? - I was there. 00:18:47.581 --> 00:18:49.375 Three days ago. 00:18:50.417 --> 00:18:52.836 Well, yeah, I mean, it's right there in the field. 00:18:52.920 --> 00:18:54.338 Take me there. 00:18:54.421 --> 00:18:57.466 - I want to see it. - You sure about that? 00:18:57.550 --> 00:19:01.345 I'm not even sure I trust myself after what you just told me. 00:19:02.388 --> 00:19:04.014 What are you gonna do? 00:19:04.098 --> 00:19:06.725 Kill me twice? 00:19:12.856 --> 00:19:15.150 It's just perfect. 00:19:15.234 --> 00:19:18.362 Oh, my, honey, you look so beautiful. 00:19:18.445 --> 00:19:20.906 I don't know, Mom. 00:19:20.990 --> 00:19:23.200 - Is it... is it too much? - Mm. 00:19:30.708 --> 00:19:32.710 Hello? 00:19:39.341 --> 00:19:42.344 Transfer secure. Identity code? 00:19:43.887 --> 00:19:46.807 Verify. Blue. Second Mark. 00:19:46.890 --> 00:19:49.226 Blue-Red. Red-Blue. 00:19:49.310 --> 00:19:51.103 Verify. 00:19:54.106 --> 00:19:55.566 Why are you calling me? 00:19:55.649 --> 00:19:58.444 I'm an Emergency Level 8 contact. 00:20:02.364 --> 00:20:05.743 D-Describe it. Color, approximate diameter. 00:20:05.826 --> 00:20:07.703 Shape? 00:20:07.786 --> 00:20:10.289 Cup of coffee? Okay. 00:20:12.458 --> 00:20:15.294 With a piece of detritus from another timeline? 00:20:15.377 --> 00:20:16.879 Okay. 00:20:18.255 --> 00:20:20.132 Wait, you have-you have a traveler? 00:20:20.215 --> 00:20:22.801 Travelers? 00:20:22.885 --> 00:20:25.804 Jesus. You're serious? Kids? 00:20:31.185 --> 00:20:33.187 What's your location? 00:20:37.983 --> 00:20:41.278 Why would she bring me flowers? 00:20:41.362 --> 00:20:43.405 Her, of all people? 00:20:44.907 --> 00:20:47.493 Half the time I knew Alice, she was passed out on our couch 00:20:47.576 --> 00:20:49.536 before I even got home from school. 00:20:49.620 --> 00:20:51.664 And when she wasn't fighting with my dad, 00:20:51.747 --> 00:20:56.835 she was just, like, gone for days without any explanation. 00:20:59.004 --> 00:21:01.507 She hardly even seemed to notice Dylan or me at all 00:21:01.590 --> 00:21:04.343 unless we, like, stole some of her cigarettes or something. 00:21:04.426 --> 00:21:08.430 And now she's the one who remembers my birthday? 00:21:08.514 --> 00:21:10.015 It's your birthday? 00:21:10.099 --> 00:21:14.019 Yup. July 5th. 00:21:14.103 --> 00:21:17.731 I'm a Cancer. How great is that? 00:21:20.109 --> 00:21:24.238 Well, maybe she changed? 00:21:24.321 --> 00:21:25.864 Didn't your brother? 00:21:26.907 --> 00:21:30.703 Yeah. No, yeah. He mentioned something about that. 00:21:30.786 --> 00:21:34.832 Like, her being really cool when I got sick or something. 00:21:34.915 --> 00:21:37.000 But, man. 00:21:37.084 --> 00:21:39.294 Flowers. 00:21:41.296 --> 00:21:45.050 Well, when I saw myself at that party, 00:21:45.134 --> 00:21:48.137 I was really unhappy at first, 00:21:48.220 --> 00:21:51.056 'cause it wasn't what I was expecting, but 00:21:51.140 --> 00:21:53.267 maybe I couldn't see myself the way 00:21:53.350 --> 00:21:55.269 everybody else around me could. 00:21:55.352 --> 00:21:57.438 So maybe it's like that, with... 00:21:57.521 --> 00:21:58.605 - Shit. - Boy! 00:21:58.689 --> 00:22:00.023 Watch it! 00:22:00.107 --> 00:22:01.608 Mac. 00:22:05.070 --> 00:22:06.488 Run. 00:23:08.258 --> 00:23:10.844 Hey, let's... 00:23:10.928 --> 00:23:13.180 Let's get back to the others. 00:23:24.399 --> 00:23:27.402 You want to hear something that'll blow your mind? 00:23:27.486 --> 00:23:29.446 Check this out. 00:23:30.697 --> 00:23:32.866 We are gonna spend the next seven years 00:23:32.950 --> 00:23:34.952 opening up your world. 00:23:36.973 --> 00:23:39.267 Do you think I care about Whitney Houston right now? 00:23:39.350 --> 00:23:41.853 Like, your plan was just to buy me a frickin' scone, 00:23:41.936 --> 00:23:43.914 tell me I'm adopted, and then we come home and listen 00:23:43.938 --> 00:23:45.815 to "I Wanna Dance with Somebody"? 00:23:45.899 --> 00:23:47.692 That's the whole point. 00:23:47.776 --> 00:23:49.754 Tell me you would have guessed this is the same woman 00:23:49.778 --> 00:23:51.946 who sang "Saving All My Love For You." 00:23:52.030 --> 00:23:53.948 Why'd you turn and look at me? 00:23:54.032 --> 00:23:55.700 Look, 00:23:55.784 --> 00:23:57.994 I know that this is hard, 00:23:58.078 --> 00:24:00.747 but it'll be easier in the long run. 00:24:00.830 --> 00:24:02.832 I hate you for telling me that. 00:24:02.916 --> 00:24:07.087 Hey, I really do get it. 00:24:07.170 --> 00:24:08.546 I don't think there's a way for us 00:24:08.630 --> 00:24:10.924 to skip through the pain altogether, but I think 00:24:11.007 --> 00:24:14.177 that you can move through this faster than I did. 00:24:15.220 --> 00:24:17.222 And if I can, 00:24:17.305 --> 00:24:19.641 I want to give that to you. 00:24:22.977 --> 00:24:26.481 And I think what we really need to move through 00:24:26.564 --> 00:24:28.024 is this. 00:24:28.108 --> 00:24:29.526 The weirdo hair, 00:24:29.609 --> 00:24:31.861 the flashy-light-computer music, the partying. 00:24:31.945 --> 00:24:34.572 You decided to be like this, not Mom. 00:24:34.656 --> 00:24:38.409 And newsflash: it doesn't last. It's a phase. 00:24:38.493 --> 00:24:40.537 So I want to give you that. 00:24:41.955 --> 00:24:44.666 Okay, 12-Year-Old Me. 00:24:44.749 --> 00:24:47.460 I'm not only 12, thank you very much. 00:24:47.544 --> 00:24:51.714 I've been to the future, and in the future, we're not this. 00:24:51.798 --> 00:24:53.967 You saw me in 2019? 00:24:54.050 --> 00:24:55.969 No. 00:24:56.052 --> 00:24:58.138 But I did some research. 00:24:58.221 --> 00:24:59.973 We have an institute. 00:25:00.056 --> 00:25:01.975 An institute? 00:25:02.058 --> 00:25:03.810 What kind of institute? 00:25:03.893 --> 00:25:05.621 I don't know, exactly. We weren't there long enough 00:25:05.645 --> 00:25:07.832 to find out as much as I would have liked, but it seemed, 00:25:07.856 --> 00:25:09.983 you know, established. 00:25:11.943 --> 00:25:13.570 Established. 00:25:13.653 --> 00:25:15.071 Well, it definitely wasn't 00:25:15.155 --> 00:25:17.031 the Institute of Flashy Light Computer Music 00:25:17.115 --> 00:25:19.409 and Sleeping Until 10:45 a.m. 00:25:19.492 --> 00:25:22.829 You're lashing out. Of course you are. So did I. 00:25:22.912 --> 00:25:25.331 - Do what you got to do. - Oh, my God. 00:25:25.415 --> 00:25:29.294 And another thing: MIT isn't someone else's dream. 00:25:29.377 --> 00:25:32.297 It's ours... yours and mine. 00:25:32.380 --> 00:25:35.341 I've been thinking about it, and I don't care what you say. 00:25:35.425 --> 00:25:37.427 That's what I want. 00:25:37.510 --> 00:25:41.139 Nobody told me to go there. Not Mom, not anyone. 00:25:41.222 --> 00:25:44.976 Maybe you don't remember, but I do. I want that. 00:25:45.059 --> 00:25:47.437 I'm sure it feels that way to you now, 00:25:47.520 --> 00:25:51.024 but you have no idea what MIT is really like yet. 00:25:51.107 --> 00:25:53.484 What is it, then? What don't I get? 00:25:53.568 --> 00:25:54.986 I... 00:25:55.069 --> 00:25:57.405 Things are just different when you're older. 00:25:57.488 --> 00:25:59.949 - Uh... - No. You know what I think? 00:26:00.033 --> 00:26:01.593 I think you need to stop screwing around 00:26:01.659 --> 00:26:02.827 and go back to MIT. 00:26:02.911 --> 00:26:04.913 And there's Carol again. 00:26:05.997 --> 00:26:08.458 Re-enroll. You could probably still be back 00:26:08.541 --> 00:26:09.876 in time for the fall semester. 00:26:09.959 --> 00:26:12.629 - It's not gonna happen. - Why? 00:26:12.712 --> 00:26:16.216 I can't go back to MIT because I got expelled, okay? 00:26:18.259 --> 00:26:20.261 I knew it. 00:26:21.262 --> 00:26:23.932 I knew it. All of that nonsense 00:26:24.015 --> 00:26:26.017 you were spewing in the coffee shop? 00:26:27.018 --> 00:26:29.854 You were just making excuses because you blew it. 00:26:30.897 --> 00:26:33.775 The woman who was my role model, my support system, 00:26:33.858 --> 00:26:35.777 who gave me lectures about truthfulness 00:26:35.860 --> 00:26:37.195 and doing the right thing ended up 00:26:37.278 --> 00:26:38.655 being the biggest liar of them all, 00:26:38.738 --> 00:26:40.990 so, no, it was not great for my concentration. 00:26:41.074 --> 00:26:42.992 Don't blame Mom for this! 00:26:43.076 --> 00:26:44.702 I may only be 12, but I'm pretty sure 00:26:44.786 --> 00:26:46.639 they don't expel you from school for being adopted. 00:26:46.663 --> 00:26:48.915 Like you said, you're only 12. 00:26:48.998 --> 00:26:51.334 No shit, Sherlock! 00:26:51.417 --> 00:26:55.588 But at least I own who I am and what I do. 00:27:16.109 --> 00:27:18.278 So why did 213... 00:27:18.361 --> 00:27:20.029 If I'm being honest, 00:27:20.113 --> 00:27:22.907 it's really the only good song on this album. 00:27:22.991 --> 00:27:25.285 I've been through all this before 00:27:25.368 --> 00:27:27.287 So how could you think... 00:27:27.370 --> 00:27:29.455 What's up? 00:27:29.539 --> 00:27:30.873 Where's Erin? 00:27:30.957 --> 00:27:32.500 Who? 00:27:32.583 --> 00:27:34.377 Things are gonna change... 00:27:34.460 --> 00:27:36.796 My friend. 00:27:36.879 --> 00:27:38.589 Chinese, was here when we left? 00:27:38.673 --> 00:27:40.675 You don't stand no chance, boy... 00:27:40.758 --> 00:27:42.719 - Russ? - What's up? 00:27:42.802 --> 00:27:44.429 Where's Erin? 00:27:44.512 --> 00:27:45.847 Oh, she left. 00:27:45.930 --> 00:27:47.348 Don't you turn around... 00:27:47.432 --> 00:27:48.808 What? 00:27:48.891 --> 00:27:50.685 She took off with some guy she knew. 00:27:50.768 --> 00:27:52.186 Larry? 00:27:53.563 --> 00:27:54.981 Goddammit it, Russ! 00:27:55.064 --> 00:27:57.108 Was it really going out like that? 00:27:57.191 --> 00:27:58.568 Tell me, boy 00:28:09.287 --> 00:28:11.581 It's okay. She's one of the good guys. 00:28:13.624 --> 00:28:16.336 It's here. 00:28:16.419 --> 00:28:18.338 Pleasure to finally meet you, by the way. 00:28:18.421 --> 00:28:20.631 I hope it's still here. 00:28:20.715 --> 00:28:22.884 Foldings don't typically last very long. 00:28:25.053 --> 00:28:26.387 Where are the others? 00:28:26.471 --> 00:28:28.306 Hell if I know. 00:28:41.194 --> 00:28:43.571 You did the right thing by calling me. 00:28:43.654 --> 00:28:45.656 I was just following protocol. 00:28:45.740 --> 00:28:48.451 All this stuff wasn't here before. 00:28:50.995 --> 00:28:53.456 - I don't think this is a folding. - I agree. 00:28:53.539 --> 00:28:55.333 At least not like any I've seen. 00:28:55.416 --> 00:28:57.561 It isn't like the one that came through, either. Heck and Naldo. 00:29:21.526 --> 00:29:25.488 What we got here is a Class 2 Time Rip. 00:29:27.281 --> 00:29:29.200 Can you travel through a rip? 00:29:29.283 --> 00:29:31.369 Afraid not. Don't worry. 00:29:31.452 --> 00:29:32.995 These things tend to repair themselves 00:29:33.079 --> 00:29:34.789 and disappear pretty quickly. 00:29:34.872 --> 00:29:37.375 Then why is this one still here? 00:29:37.458 --> 00:29:38.876 I don't know, 00:29:38.960 --> 00:29:41.003 but you better hope it goes away soon 00:29:41.087 --> 00:29:43.756 and nothing else comes through. 00:29:43.840 --> 00:29:46.592 What else can come through? 00:29:46.676 --> 00:29:48.678 Nothing good. 00:29:58.813 --> 00:30:00.231 I'm good. 00:30:04.944 --> 00:30:08.823 Maybe you should start eating a little healthier? 00:30:10.241 --> 00:30:14.537 And, you know, stop smoking, get some exercise. 00:30:16.497 --> 00:30:18.499 What? 00:30:18.583 --> 00:30:20.585 I ride a bike for a living. 00:30:28.468 --> 00:30:30.720 You know what really gets me about Alice? 00:30:32.263 --> 00:30:34.974 It's just surprising, you know? 00:30:36.225 --> 00:30:38.561 She actually wanted me to live. 00:30:40.438 --> 00:30:42.523 Why is that surprising? 00:30:44.775 --> 00:30:47.069 I don't know. Just... 00:30:47.153 --> 00:30:50.865 Maybe, like you said, 00:30:50.948 --> 00:30:54.744 maybe more people seemed to believe 00:30:54.827 --> 00:30:56.913 I was worth a shit than I thought. 00:30:59.540 --> 00:31:01.542 I think you're worth a shit. 00:31:04.504 --> 00:31:06.506 And I want you to live. 00:31:09.008 --> 00:31:10.968 Happy birthday. 00:31:33.157 --> 00:31:35.117 There you two are! 00:31:35.201 --> 00:31:37.286 We were waiting for you guys. We have to go. 00:31:38.329 --> 00:31:39.830 Erin's in trouble. 00:31:41.791 --> 00:31:43.960 Come on. 00:31:56.138 --> 00:31:58.808 Is that Erin's bike? 00:32:18.077 --> 00:32:19.829 Hey! 00:32:19.912 --> 00:32:21.807 - You piece of shit! - It's all right. She's right... 00:32:21.831 --> 00:32:24.709 - she's right around the corner. It's all right. - Where's Erin? 00:32:24.792 --> 00:32:27.336 Guys, it's okay. It's okay. 00:32:27.420 --> 00:32:29.547 Are you sure you're okay? 00:32:30.798 --> 00:32:33.175 Man, this is weird. 00:32:33.259 --> 00:32:35.720 We watched this dude get smoked. 00:32:35.803 --> 00:32:37.013 Mac. 00:32:37.096 --> 00:32:38.723 There's something you guys have to see. 00:32:38.806 --> 00:32:40.683 - Hey, we know you. - It's that chick 00:32:40.766 --> 00:32:43.060 - from the red pickup truck. - Okay, 00:32:43.144 --> 00:32:44.830 - what the hell is going on? - She's STF Underground, 00:32:44.854 --> 00:32:46.314 like Larry. 00:32:46.397 --> 00:32:47.857 Screw this. I'm out. 00:32:47.940 --> 00:32:49.459 Yeah, we're not falling for this shit again. 00:32:49.483 --> 00:32:52.320 - Let's go. - Wait! You have to see this. 00:32:53.362 --> 00:32:55.114 Now. 00:33:14.175 --> 00:33:17.762 - My TRC-218. - Holy shit. 00:33:17.845 --> 00:33:20.681 Is that the one with channel 14 or 30 crystals? 00:33:20.765 --> 00:33:22.975 - 30. - Damn. 00:33:23.059 --> 00:33:26.062 - Low power. - This was my dad's. 00:33:34.945 --> 00:33:37.948 So, is this all came from 1988? 00:33:38.032 --> 00:33:39.950 It's a pretty even mix of detritus 00:33:40.034 --> 00:33:42.870 from the girls' trips to 1988 and 2019. 00:33:42.953 --> 00:33:45.956 But it's not a folding. 00:33:46.040 --> 00:33:50.169 Are you sure there's no way we can time-travel through it? 00:33:50.252 --> 00:33:52.672 I don't even know if you'd want to touch it. 00:33:54.173 --> 00:33:56.217 Let's find out. 00:34:01.305 --> 00:34:02.390 are we sure that's a... 00:34:07.561 --> 00:34:09.438 - Whoa! - Okay. 00:34:09.522 --> 00:34:11.440 That's kind of funny. 00:34:11.524 --> 00:34:15.486 Larry, there's something in here! 00:34:19.699 --> 00:34:21.033 Larry! 00:34:21.117 --> 00:34:22.743 What's up her *? 00:34:22.827 --> 00:34:24.995 It's the dang cats! 00:34:25.079 --> 00:34:27.164 - Look at this! - Come on, MeeMaw. 00:34:27.248 --> 00:34:29.208 Now there's a wild cat in the house? 00:34:43.931 --> 00:34:45.766 That's not a cat. 00:34:50.730 --> 00:34:53.566 It's an XK-11 recon probe. 00:34:53.649 --> 00:34:54.734 No shit. 00:34:54.817 --> 00:34:56.944 Recon? Does that mean 00:34:57.027 --> 00:34:58.779 that thing can see us? 00:34:58.863 --> 00:35:00.781 Afraid so. 00:35:02.992 --> 00:35:05.077 - Dang. I didn't get to see. - Don't! 00:35:05.161 --> 00:35:07.955 This probe is sending a signal across the ages 00:35:08.038 --> 00:35:10.416 to the bigwigs right now, live and primetime. 00:35:10.499 --> 00:35:11.876 It's what I figured. 00:35:11.959 --> 00:35:13.794 - The bigwigs? - Take a guess. 00:35:13.878 --> 00:35:15.713 - The Old Watch. - Old Watch. 00:35:15.796 --> 00:35:17.965 Bingo. 00:35:19.008 --> 00:35:20.926 Keep an eye on that, would you? 00:35:35.149 --> 00:35:38.110 So the Old Watch knows they're here? 00:35:39.987 --> 00:35:42.239 What is this? Whoa. 00:35:42.323 --> 00:35:45.576 Uh, are you sure that's a good idea? 00:35:45.659 --> 00:35:47.912 'Cause, with the... 00:35:47.995 --> 00:35:49.872 Okay. 00:35:50.915 --> 00:35:52.875 You should all probably wait in the living room. 00:35:52.958 --> 00:35:54.043 I just... 00:35:54.126 --> 00:35:55.377 - Uh, is this protocol? - Whoa. 00:35:55.461 --> 00:35:57.087 Start the clock, folks. 00:35:57.171 --> 00:35:59.089 - You mean... - My guess? 00:35:59.173 --> 00:36:02.635 Hour, tops, before Old Watch troops 00:36:02.718 --> 00:36:05.471 drop down on our * like a hailstorm. 00:36:05.554 --> 00:36:06.764 What happens then? 00:36:06.847 --> 00:36:08.557 They execute these little girls 00:36:08.641 --> 00:36:12.186 - for violating the time travel ban. - Okay. 00:36:12.269 --> 00:36:13.663 - What? - That seems a little harsh. 00:36:13.687 --> 00:36:15.523 They're just kids. I suppose 00:36:15.606 --> 00:36:18.609 it's out of the question that we try to explain the situation? 00:36:18.692 --> 00:36:20.986 The Old Watch doesn't chat, okay? 00:36:21.070 --> 00:36:22.863 They'll bring down the Cathedral, 00:36:22.947 --> 00:36:26.450 ablute the surrounding area and kill anyone who's from, 00:36:26.534 --> 00:36:28.744 you know, out of town. 00:36:28.828 --> 00:36:30.955 Why does every stupid thing 00:36:31.038 --> 00:36:32.224 have to have some kind of stupid name? 00:36:32.248 --> 00:36:33.749 What's the Cathedral? 00:36:33.833 --> 00:36:36.752 The Cathedral is what the Watch calls their command center. 00:36:36.836 --> 00:36:40.756 A-a mobile HQ that oversees the entire timeline. 00:36:40.840 --> 00:36:42.840 - When you put it that way. - Well, what can we do? 00:36:43.759 --> 00:36:45.761 Only thing we can do. 00:36:47.596 --> 00:36:49.348 We run.