I've known since I was a boy that I was different.
I didn't have a word for what made me different,
or any shame, for that matter.
I was falling in love, and it seemed natural, pure, normal.
It was real. It was me.
I came to be with you here today
because coming out isn't something you do only once.
You have to do it over and over,
with every new person you meet.
Coming out is the story of your life.
It's the story of a lifetime.
BEING CHRISTIAN AND LIVING AS A HOMO***UAL
LIST OF ORGANIZATIONS
Thanks. Have a good day.
Hello.
Can I help?
I... I didn't know that you existed.
The meeting already started,
but if you'd like to join us...
No, no, no.
No, thank you.
Otherwise, we're here every Tuesday.
If you'd like to come.
Come with me, quick!
Move away! Move away!
Come on, come on!
Come on, guys!
- Anything to use on the ironwork. - Copy that.
*** me.
Elena?
Elena, please answer me.
- We have contact with one person inside. - Elena, will you answer me?
...flames are reaching over 30 meters high.
And though you can't quite see that behind me yet,
the fire service are currently doing everything they possibly can
to gain access to the cathedral's entrance...
You okay?
Yeah.
The exits are blocked!
Let's get this clear.
Focus on the main door
and clear the main entrance.
Come on, now!
Taupin?
Colonel Varèse to Staff Sergeant Taupin.
Colonel Varèse to General Ducourt, do you receive?
Varèse, Varèse, do you receive me?
Adamski! Adamski, this is Colonel Varèse!
Come on. Adamski? Adamski?
Colonel Varèse to Adamski. Can you hear me? Do you read me?
Alice, come on.
My God.
My radio isn't working.
No, they're all busted.
It's coming down!
Hurry!
Varèse, answer me.
More we clear, greater risk of collapse.
No choice.
We have to do everything to get out of here, together.
Touzeau! Klein!
With me. We're gonna take the stairs.
Copy that.
- Bocquet, you take charge of operations! - Copy that, Colonel.
- What's your name again? - Bolin, Colonel.
- Bolin, you find the journalist. - Understood.
Come on! Let's go find Taupin and his crew.
Come on, guys. We need to clear this.
Antony, can you hear me?
Varèse, can you hear me?
Elena? Elena, can you hear me?
Elena, are you there?
What's going on?
General, I'm not sure...
It might be the case that with all the heat and the roof collapsing,
the radios have got messed up.
How many are there inside?
Fifteen, maybe 20.
Maybe more if there's still some in the south passage.
And your friend? The journalist, what's her name again?
- Elena. - That's it.
Her mobile phone was on, right?
No, General. I've tried, but the whole network is saturated
because of the tourists streaming the fire,
talking on their phones, the thousands of people video calling.
Steph?
Steph, are you there?
***.
Come on, where's the feed?
Everything's working this end. It's on her end that...
- Elena? - ...that it's down.
Elena?
Give me a sign, pick up.
Say something, please, Elena.
Hi, this is Elena.
Leave me a message, and I'll call you back as soon as I can.
Steph, where you going?
Steph?
It won't give, General.
It has to give!
We've got half the Brigade here, and we can't even open a *** door?
How's that possible?
Gabrielle? Answer me, Gabrielle. Do you copy?
I'm sorry. It's not your fault.
You okay?
Victoire?
Just stop with all the questions, will you?
You can see I'm not okay.
- Don't talk to me like that! - Just shut up.
Don't be mean to me!
Dummy Devilheart!
Are you some kind of head case?
I ask how you're doing, and that's how you talk to me?
You're an idiot!
I just want you to leave me alone for a minute.
Billy, give me some time.
Can you please just go?
Look around at who you have. It's just me.
I care about you, and I'm the only one. Talk to me a bit better, or I'll scram!
Okay, all right! Just go!
***in' anywhere.
Scram!
Little twat.
Billy?
Billy!
Billy?
Please, I'm sorry. I just wasn't feeling too good.
I'm better now.
- Come on, Billy. Wait a second. - Go away.
I'm sorry.
I thought you had a plane to catch.
Well, yeah, I do.
And I guess the plane's going to wait for you?
It definitely wouldn't leave without the famous gutter-puking Victoire.
You're a dumb*, you know that?
Little ***. You got that?
- Yes? - It's Rico.
Have you lost your mind or what? You almost killed my brother.
That nail driver, he had it pinned to my neck.
Sorry, but lately, I don't respond well to threats.
Yeah? Well, I don't respond well to you messing up his knee.
You really ***ed up, Max.
You owe me more than money. Now you've got a blood debt.
So, you calling me for a reason or just to play the hard guy?
You can never just keep your mouth shut, can you, Max?
I was only calling to say don't forget about me,
'cause I won't forget about you.
Won't forget about you either, prick.
Pain in the ***.
Is it still far?
No, we're nearly there.
You said that half an hour ago. Come on!
We're really almost there.
Evening.
- Police! - Police!
Hands on the counter, hurry up!
Hurry up, I said! All clear.
Stay there.
Come on.
Gimme your hand.
Okay.
Okay, it's just there.
But, Billy, you can't come in with me. I want you to stay out here and wait.
- But why? - Okay?
- That's just how it is. - Are you doing shady stuff?
- What do you mean "shady"? - ***?
- What? - ***?
- Yeah.
- You're three, and talking about ***? - Me? Three years old?
- Yeah. - So how old are you, then? Two and a half?
Me, two? You must be joking. I bet you still wet the bed.
What are you talking about?
I see you know nothing about boys my age.
Yeah? So what are boys your age like?
I'm trying to be polite here,
but if you want, I can make your ears bleed.
- You could make my ears bleed? - I can.
Go on, then.
Well, you see, I'm not really in the mood right now.
You're not really in the mood, are you?
Call me when you've got some good comebacks, okay?
Just a quick call.
You're so short, your * stinks of feet.
You didn't just say that to me.
- You're not from around here? - No, I don't live around here.
So what are you doing here, then?
Well, I was at the cinema over at the square.
I came by for some groceries, that's it.
Come on, nearly there. Just wait here.
- Come on, Billy. - Okay.
Here.
- Thanks. Is that all? - Yes.
Thank you.
Just so I know, where are we going?
If anyone asks, you say you don't know. Okay?
Look at her, look at her!
Does she... Look at her, ***! Look!
Does she come in to buy your ***, or do you deliver?
- Deliver sometimes. - Sometimes?
- Yeah. - What's the address?
Hey, the address. Wake up. Stay with me. What is it?
- Where does she live? - 72 Stalingrad Avenue.
I think we have contact.
You think or you know?
Colonel Varèse, can you hear me?
Elena, can you hear me? Elena?
- Varèse, come on! - Elena?
Gimme your headset.
General, do you hear me?
Varèse, can you hear me?
- Yes, receiving! - The radios are back on.
Everyone all right?
Just two men hurt. But the fire's closing in.
We're clearing a path to go and find Taupin and his crew.
Has there been any sign of Elena?
The journalist?
I sent some men to look for her.
- All set, guys? Okay. Let's go! - Yeah!
- Ready? Let's do it! - Come on!
The path has been cleared.
We have to try to reach them via the south stairwell.
- Can you see the ledge? - No, we can't see the ledge from here.
How long can you hold on?
Without any working hoses, not long.
I'm here.
- Can you walk? - Yes, I think so.
Sorry, what was that?
I can't hear you.
She was with you inside the nave.
Can you see her?
Yeah, I see her.
Pass her to talk to me.
- Doin' okay? - Yeah, I think so. Yeah.
You sure?
I'm okay.
We'll come and get you.
Lift together!
It's gonna go!
Quicker, quicker, quicker! Quicker!
It's Antony. He wants to speak.
Thanks.
Antony?
Hold tight. We're gonna get you outta there.
Are you hurt?
Yeah, but it's nothing. It's fine.
***.
- Antony? - Yes?
Why didn't you call when you came to Paris?
I dunno.
Didn't dare. I dunno. I thought you had a life, a man.
Perhaps a kid, even.
I saw you once on BFM.
I told myself, "She's too beautiful for me."
Stupid, right?
Elena, you okay?
Yeah.
I'm okay.
***!
Hold on two seconds.
***.
All done. I'm just gonna lie here.
Victoire?
Victoire? Victoire?
Victoire! Victoire!
Victoire?
Hello.
Hi, there.
I'm here to get some medicine for a friend in need.
In need of what?
Um, drugs.
Victoire?
The path is blocked.
It's the only way through.
No!
Okay, I'm going in!
- You can't get through. - We have to try.
Colonel, it's too risky!
The axe!
Taupin?
Taupin!
Urgent! Colonel Varèse to command post!
I read you, Varèse.
I have several wounded firefighters here.
Interim assessment,
two unconscious firefighters, two critical.
Emergency crews ready.
Adamski?
What? Where is she?
On the scaffolding.
She must've fallen to the other side of the transept.
Varèse to command.
Colonel?
Are you in communication with Adamski?
Adamski? No, why?
She took cover somewhere on the other side of the transept.
Colonel, if she's trapped, it'll be in the turret staircase.
Colonel Varèse to General Ducourt.
We have a firefighter missing.
Who?
Adamski.
What do you suggest?
I'm going, alone.
No way, Varèse.
I have no choice.
All my men are evacuating the wounded.
What's happening on the outside?
We're nearly there.
Gabrielle?
Yes?
- Find her and get out quick. - Copy that.
Ben?
I need you, please, Ben.
Please.
I must see you.
I'm here.
Ben.
I don't want to die here.
Please.
I don't...
Please, don't leave me.
I'm with you.
I need you, I do.
Yes, I know it's late, but...
...please, could you just put the phone under her pillow, please?
I beg you.
I'll wait.
Thanks.
One moment.
She's asleep.
Yeah, hold on. I'll put the phone against her mouth.
It's me, my love. It's Max.
Come on!
Come on, come back.
Come on. Come on, come on, come on.
That's good!
Come back.
- No, no, no. No one's allowed. - I'm press. I'm press!
Press. All good, okay?
Excuse me, sorry.
Sorry.
- Well? - The main entry's too strong,
but... they haven't yet given up.
- Elena, just relax. They're nearly there. - Okay.
COMMAND POST PC3
It's giving way! It's giving way now, come on, boys!
Push, push!
It's blocked! Move it!
Push, push!
- Come on, guys. - The exit's that way!
It's open!
We've got them! We've got them!
They're coming out. Take the shot now. We need the shot. Go, go.
Come with me, come with me.
Breathe.
I'm fine, thanks. Thank you.
Alice!
I'm here!