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This programme contains scenes
which some viewers may find upsetting
from the start

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If I can come back again,
I'd be a baker.

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Why a baker?  I love cake.

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I'd make constant cakes.

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You could be a baker now,
after the war.

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Come back, be a baker.

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If you die, what's the plan for
the next life?

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I can be anything I want?
Anything you want.

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Can I be a man?
Absolutely. Be a man.

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What sort of man?

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I don't know.

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Maybe I'll want to come back as me.

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But I'd do things better.

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If you came back, would you want
the same family?

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Me as your brother?  Definitely.

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Pamela? Jimmy?

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Mum and Dad? Maurice?

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What if we could come back
and live it all over again

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and again and again?

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Wouldn't that be fantastic?

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They're the two best words
in the English language,

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when you put them together,
aren't they?

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What if?

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Hello, little one.

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For God's sake, girl,
fetch some water and towels.

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Do you know nothing?
Were you raised in a field?

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Baby Ursula doesn't know
this is her second life...

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..but already she has an instinct.

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The world is a dangerous place.

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For goodness' sake.

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A farmer has been trampled
by a bull.

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His life hangs in the balance.

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You hold it in your hands.

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And they call it horsepower.

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Put your backs into it.

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That's what comes from relying
on new-fangled machines.

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There he is.

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My son, George, will take you.

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He'll get you there.

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You're not serious.

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Come on, sir.

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You, help me up.

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One, two, three.

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Here you are.

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Maurice, Pamela, come and say hello
to your new sister.

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Another girl.

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Name?  I shall call her Ursula.

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It means little she-bear.

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I wish she was a bear.

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I hear the baby nearly died.

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When will Mr Todd be back?

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A snowdrop.

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The first flower to raise
its poor head above the ground.

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How brave it is.

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Sorry.

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Poppa's home!

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What's this sister of yours like,
any good?

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No.  No?

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No?

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Well, well, well, how is everybody?

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Sorry I couldn't be here last night.

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Snow.

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Hello.

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Will you take Ursula to Bridget
for her bath? I'm going to rest.

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Ursula?

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Ursula.

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Ursula?

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Ursula Todd.

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Everything went all right?
Fingers and toes all correct?

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Mother and child doing well?

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You know she was born with
the cord wrapped around her neck?

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I didn't know.

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How are you, Mrs Glover?

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There's devilled kidneys
left over from breakfast.

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Can I tempt you?

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You cannot.

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God surely wanted you back.

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He wanted you back.

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Ursula would learn the universe
was chaos and destruction.

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And she would love it anyway.

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There was something reassuring
about the way it repeated itself,

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something delicious
about her father's smell.

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She learned rabbits
were also delicious.

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The sun and spiders were gifts.

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Afternoon, ladies.

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Horses were immense and strange
and wonderful.

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Mrs Glover loved her son.

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Follow me!

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People her own size could be fun.

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Goo-goo-goo, stupid baby.

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And Maurice himself was chaos
and destruction.

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Maurice!

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Like a hedgehog in hibernation.

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Poor old thing.

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Ursula entered her fifth summer
without further mishap.

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Ursula! Get away from that window.

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Come on,
let's go jump over the waves.

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It's not ours.
Come on, let's go paddle.

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What?

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He's been burnt in a fire.

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Mr Rochester's been burnt in a fire.

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Can you believe it?

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Hold on.

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Dear God, dear God!

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Getting hungry?

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Bridget, I'm going to feed Teddy,

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and then I should probably telephone
Hugh and see what time his train...

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And so Ursula died.

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Scissors. Give me the scissors.

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Sewing scissors?  What's happened?

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And yet she seems to have been given
the chance to live again.

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The cord was wrapped around
her neck. She'll be all right.

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A bonny, bouncing baby girl.

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Come on, let's go paddle.

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Dear!

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They went out a bit too far.

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But they'll be fine.

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What in the name of heaven's
gone on?

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Er, they went out a bit too far.

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Give me Teddy, take Ursula home
and get her dry.

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Don't cling so, Ursula,
you're all right.

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Come on.  Why is there a wet man?

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Ursula nearly drowned.

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Idiot.

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How can we ever thank you?

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You must let us take you to tea
at some point.

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Ursula had heard Bridget
retell the harrowing story

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of her birth several times.

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"God had wanted her back",

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the Irish maid had told her.

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Come on, now.
You're too old for that.

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Daddy!

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Hello, Little Bear.

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Did you have fun?

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There's a surprise
for you at home, guess.

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Better not be a dog.

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A dog.  A dog! A puppy?

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We'll see. Let's go.

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Go, go, go, go, go.

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Glad to be back?

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Glad to have us back?

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Are we all ready?

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What does it do?

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Let there be...

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..light!

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You'll blow us all up!

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I don't like this at all.

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Who wants to try next?

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Yes, come on, Little Bear.

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I hear you survived
some very big waves,

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you're brave enough.

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She'll blow up.

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A dog would have been more useful.

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Best one yet.

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Yes. I think we should keep him.

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Your holiday was jolly
and everything?

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Ursula should take swimming lessons.

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Clearly, she's not a natural.

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And she gets so anxious
about everything.

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I worry about her.

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She's fine.

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This is marriage.

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Yes, this is marriage.

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What's wrong?

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I keep dreaming that I'm drowning...

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..and I'm dead.

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You're not dead.

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It's a beautiful, sunny day.

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Go and run around outside.

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What if I fall and hit my head?

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What if I die?

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Ursula,

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you must avoid dark thoughts
at all costs, do you understand?

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When you think them, just...

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..shake your head.

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Now, get some fresh air
and run around. Now.

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It was only in dreams
that life was frightening.

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The days were perfectly lovely.

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Some were more than that.

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Some were beautiful.

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Ursula resolved to enjoy life.

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There was so much life to enjoy.

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With the exception of Mrs Glover's
sandwiches, obviously.

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What's the matter with you, Bridget?

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A frog!

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Maurice!

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What?!

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Doesn't he look handsome?

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Very.

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He was one of the first to sign up.

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War?!

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You're going to war?!

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I don't want to look back years
from now and know that I missed it,

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and I don't want to look back
and know that others

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stepped forward for their
country's honour and I did not.

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It's the only adventure
I might ever have.

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Adventure? And what about your
children? What about your wife?!

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It's for you that I'm doing this.

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To protect hearth and home -
to defend everything I believe in.

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And yet I heard the word adventure.

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He's quite right, you know.
Shut up, Maurice!

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Her father seldom raised his voice.

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Something terrible
must have happened.

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But the night before he left,

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her father seemed to have made
everything all right again...

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Dance under the stars.

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..as he always did.

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Maurice, stop!

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All right, stop walking,
stop walking.

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What a fine family I have.

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Fine, fine family.

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But he was frightened.

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Everyone spent an inordinate
amount of time knitting.

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It was the coldest winter on record

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and the soldiers on the front
were freezing.

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Sylvie hadn't heard from Hugh
in months.

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She didn't tell the children.

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She spent more money than usual
at Christmas.

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Merry Christmas.

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She told Ursula that the doll
was a present from Daddy.

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Let's see.

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Shall we be friends?

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Gertrude, come back!

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Just as Sylvie had hoped,
the creation of Chicken Corner

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was an excellent way
to distract her children

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from the newspaper headlines.

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Ursula wrote to Hugh,
describing the wonder of warm eggs.

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He didn't write back.

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But Sylvie explained,

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he was awfully busy.

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It's snowing!

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Get out of our room!

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"Get out of our room!"

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Maurice was home from boarding
school, recovering from chickenpox

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and making everyone's life
miserable.

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Get out!

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I'm going to your room now, and
there I shall destroy something!

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She would never have reached
for that odd little doll

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if Sylvie hadn't lied and told her
it was from her daddy.

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I hear the baby nearly died.

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And I must stay the rest of
the night on account of the snow.

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Come and get your tea!

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Get back from that window, Ursula,
for the love of God!

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As for you, Maurice,
you're little more than a savage.

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I am a savage. I'm an Apache.

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This time around,
she trusted her instincts.

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She avoided water and windows...

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..and Maurice.

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..two, three, four.

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She missed her father.

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He'd been gone for so long.

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Ursula.

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This isn't one
of our chickens, is it?

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No, darling, it isn't.

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Your father sends his love.

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How's the war?

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I have no idea. Your father
just talks about the weather.

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I miss Daddy.

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Me, too.

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Now eat your chicken.

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This is one of our chickens,
isn't it?

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It's Henrietta.

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Wishbone.

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Come on, let's make your dreams
come true.  Not my dreams.

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I can't cut it.  Here, silly.

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Baby Teddy was his mother's
favourite, but nobody minded.

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Everybody loved him.

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Even Maurice.

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On the morning of Teddy's
fourth birthday,

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the war to end all wars ended.

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I'm going to be a pilot. Neeeeaow!

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The family was crackling
with excitement.

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When would Hugh be home?

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Mrs Glover was delighted
to have her son home.

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Sadly, he'd lost the use of his legs
and his mind...

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..during a sneak attack on a German
trench 30 days before the ceasefire.

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Bridget had bought a new hat
to celebrate a new world.

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Her fiance, Clarence,
had also survived.

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He had written to her
from a field hospital

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to say she was under no obligation
to stick with him.

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Train's leaving soon.
Let's not miss it.

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Sure now you don't want to come
with us, Mrs Glover?

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I bet there'll be some
high jinks to be had.

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I'm avoiding crowds.

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My nephew dropped dead
of the influenza in the street.

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You mustn't be scared of
the influenza, Bridget.

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and a bit of a knees-up.  He was
perfectly healthy at breakfast.

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Not even in his own bed,
in the street.

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Dead by noon.  Who was?  Her nephew.

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Four years of war, I think the
peace deserves a trip to London

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Life must go on.
Have a wonderful time, Bridget.

00:29:02.683 --> 00:29:05.523
Hasn't there been enough suffering?
Let's go.

00:29:26.766 --> 00:29:28.766
Hi.  We saw the King!

00:29:28.766 --> 00:29:30.766
No! Stop.  The King.

00:29:30.766 --> 00:29:32.766
Right in front of us.

00:29:34.766 --> 00:29:36.527
She saw the King.

00:29:43.607 --> 00:29:45.528
There was a sea of people,

00:29:45.528 --> 00:29:48.328
everyone shouting themselves hoarse
for the King.

00:29:48.328 --> 00:29:51.768
"We want the King!
We want the King!"

00:29:51.768 --> 00:29:54.689
Who wants cocoa?  Me.  Me.
I got swept up.

00:29:54.689 --> 00:29:56.529
I lost my hat.  Goodness.

00:29:56.529 --> 00:29:59.049
I think I'll say good night.
So soon?

00:29:59.049 --> 00:30:01.049
A bit of a headache.

00:30:02.769 --> 00:30:05.050
Goodnight.  Bye.  Bye.

00:30:06.290 --> 00:30:09.530
Come on, then, tell us everything.
Well...

00:30:19.211 --> 00:30:20.731
Thank you for coming.

00:30:20.731 --> 00:30:24.292
You suspect the influenza?
She was down in London yesterday?

00:30:24.292 --> 00:30:27.292
Yes, for the Armistice Day
celebrations.  Crowds everywhere.

00:30:27.292 --> 00:30:29.532
Perfect conditions for the virus
to spread.

00:30:29.532 --> 00:30:31.132
Who feels unwell?

00:30:31.132 --> 00:30:33.293
Bridget and now Ursula.

00:30:55.815 --> 00:30:57.775
Get out, Pamela.

00:32:37.065 --> 00:32:39.946
Did you have a nice time?
There was a sea of people.

00:32:39.946 --> 00:32:41.266
They were everywhere.

00:32:41.266 --> 00:32:44.386
Everybody was shouting, "We want
the King! We want the King!"

00:32:44.386 --> 00:32:47.306
Ursula was very curious to learn
whether or not Bridget

00:32:47.306 --> 00:32:49.307
had actually met the King.

00:32:51.067 --> 00:32:54.067
But instinct took her back to bed.

00:33:17.070 --> 00:33:19.790
Where's Bridget?
She says she feels ill.

00:33:19.790 --> 00:33:24.070
Hardly surprising. I dread to think
what time she staggered in.

00:33:25.550 --> 00:33:28.951
I really don't think Bridget is
well, Mrs Glover.  Too much drink.

00:33:28.951 --> 00:33:31.551
I think we should call
Dr Fellows out.  For Bridget?

00:33:31.551 --> 00:33:34.391
The girl's as healthy as a horse.
Dr Fellows will give you

00:33:34.391 --> 00:33:36.792
short shrift when he smells
the alcohol on her.

00:33:36.792 --> 00:33:39.752
Mrs Glover, I really do think
Bridget is ill.

00:33:42.792 --> 00:33:45.993
Can you see to the children?
I will telephone the doctor.

00:33:45.993 --> 00:33:48.473
Aren't the children going to school?

00:33:48.473 --> 00:33:50.393
Yes, of course they are.

00:33:50.393 --> 00:33:52.313
Though perhaps not.

00:33:52.313 --> 00:33:54.313
No... Yes, they are.

00:33:54.313 --> 00:33:56.074
Or should they?

00:33:57.714 --> 00:34:01.074
I think keep them home for today.
Crowded school rooms and so on.

00:34:01.074 --> 00:34:03.314
But keep them down here just now.

00:34:30.797 --> 00:34:32.797
Handwriting, sums.

00:34:36.558 --> 00:34:38.238
Where's Teddy?

00:34:47.559 --> 00:34:49.159
Teddy?

00:35:04.081 --> 00:35:06.081
There's cake downstairs.

00:35:07.801 --> 00:35:09.321
Teddy!

00:35:32.324 --> 00:35:35.084
I thought I might make
Bridget feel better.

00:35:36.084 --> 00:35:39.084
I think Bridget is asleep
but her eyes are open.

00:35:45.565 --> 00:35:47.565
Get off the bed, Teddy.

00:35:48.565 --> 00:35:50.205
Dear God!

00:35:55.806 --> 00:35:57.566
Go to your room.

00:35:57.566 --> 00:36:00.086
No, go to Teddy's room.

00:36:00.086 --> 00:36:03.087
No, both of you go to my room.
Go now!

00:36:06.967 --> 00:36:08.807
Did you say cake?

00:36:27.289 --> 00:36:29.970
Teddy's skin is the same colour
as Bridget's.

00:36:29.970 --> 00:36:32.570
Heliotrope cyanosis.

00:36:32.570 --> 00:36:35.330
See those mahogany spots
on his cheeks?

00:36:36.810 --> 00:36:39.451
This is the more virulent strain,
I'm afraid.

00:36:39.451 --> 00:36:41.331
Stop it. Please, stop.

00:36:41.331 --> 00:36:44.571
Do not lecture me like a medical
student. I am their mother.

00:36:51.572 --> 00:36:53.012
And again.

00:36:57.812 --> 00:37:00.453
There must be something I can do.

00:37:00.453 --> 00:37:02.093
You can pray.

00:37:02.093 --> 00:37:03.573
Pray?

00:37:11.334 --> 00:37:15.334
Was there more Ursula could have
done to save him, she wondered?

00:37:20.015 --> 00:37:22.095
Sylvie did not believe in God

00:37:22.095 --> 00:37:25.615
but she prayed that night
with desperate conviction.

00:37:26.615 --> 00:37:28.336
And no faith.

00:37:31.096 --> 00:37:33.096
Teddy was gone by nightfall.

00:37:34.576 --> 00:37:37.097
Ursula knew the moment he had died.

00:37:38.817 --> 00:37:40.657
She felt it inside her.

00:38:59.345 --> 00:39:02.105
There was a silly note
left on the door last night.

00:39:02.105 --> 00:39:03.986
Bridget was locked out.

00:39:04.986 --> 00:39:07.626
You know, it looks just like
your handwriting, Ursula.

00:39:07.626 --> 00:39:10.106
I don't suppose you can
explain that?

00:39:10.106 --> 00:39:12.106
No, I can't.

00:39:12.106 --> 00:39:14.587
I've sent Pamela
to fetch Bridget home.

00:39:17.587 --> 00:39:19.347
You sent Pamela?

00:39:19.347 --> 00:39:20.827
Yes, Pamela.

00:39:21.827 --> 00:39:23.908
Pamela's with Bridget?

00:39:23.908 --> 00:39:26.588
Yes. What's the matter with you?

00:39:31.828 --> 00:39:34.589
Ursula, you really are
such an anxious child.

00:39:34.589 --> 00:39:37.589
I'm starting to wonder if we
should take you to a doctor.

00:40:33.117 --> 00:40:36.598
All Ursula knew
was that she had to do it.

00:40:37.598 --> 00:40:40.118
She felt a surge of victory.

00:40:41.398 --> 00:40:42.918
I'm coming!

00:40:42.918 --> 00:40:44.599
Caught you.

00:40:45.599 --> 00:40:47.119
Got you.

00:40:47.719 --> 00:40:50.719
The world was indeed
a dangerous place.

00:40:53.840 --> 00:40:56.720
But she was not powerless.

00:41:00.000 --> 00:41:02.120
Quite the opposite.

00:41:02.120 --> 00:41:04.721
Children, get in here now!

00:41:21.282 --> 00:41:22.843
Someone pushed me.

00:41:22.843 --> 00:41:24.403
Who?

00:41:29.443 --> 00:41:30.963
Teddy?

00:41:31.964 --> 00:41:33.724
Pamela?  Me?

00:41:49.205 --> 00:41:52.726
It was beyond doubt, thought Sylvie.

00:41:54.726 --> 00:41:57.446
There was something wrong
with Ursula.

00:42:15.528 --> 00:42:17.448
Hello, Little Bear.

00:42:48.973 --> 00:42:50.813
Teddy.

00:42:50.813 --> 00:42:53.054
Teddy, it's all right.

00:42:53.054 --> 00:42:55.174
It's Daddy.

00:42:55.174 --> 00:42:57.494
This is Daddy.

00:42:59.334 --> 00:43:01.695
Hello... Hello, little man.

00:43:10.055 --> 00:43:12.096
Can I give you a hug?

00:43:23.937 --> 00:43:26.337
We have chickens.

00:43:33.578 --> 00:43:36.058
Teddy was her mother's favourite.

00:43:36.058 --> 00:43:38.338
But she was her father's.

00:43:38.338 --> 00:43:40.579
She'd forgotten that.

00:43:41.819 --> 00:43:44.819
She had also forgotten
the smell of him

00:43:44.819 --> 00:43:47.579
and the way she felt in his arms.

00:43:49.059 --> 00:43:52.340
This was love, thought Ursula.

00:43:53.820 --> 00:43:56.340
It would be worth dying for.

00:43:58.340 --> 00:44:01.581
Don't you wonder sometimes,
if just one small thing

00:44:01.581 --> 00:44:05.401
had been changed in the past,
surely things would be different.

00:44:05.401 --> 00:44:08.341
I keep thinking I'll wake up
and it was all a dream.

00:44:08.341 --> 00:44:11.062
That we're not trapped
in this endless nightmare.

00:44:11.062 --> 00:44:14.302
Chin up. It won't last forever.
Nothing does.

00:44:14.302 --> 00:44:17.262
I wish I could go instead of you.

00:44:18.263 --> 00:44:20.583
I really do. It isn't fair.

00:44:31.467 --> 00:44:33.467
Be as safe as you can.

00:44:35.227 --> 00:44:36.748
Will do.

00:44:37.988 --> 00:44:39.828
Fly very carefully.

00:44:41.748 --> 00:44:43.548
Try not to die.

00:44:43.548 --> 00:44:45.228
Do my best.

00:44:56.430 --> 00:44:57.950
Teddy!